[enamouredpoet-deactivated202205]

[neckkiss]

Unknown for me.

[egberts]

i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age

[ghiblicentral]

千と千尋の神隠し Spirited Away – 2001, dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[filmaticbby]

River of Grass (1994) dir. Kelly Reichardt

[the-eternal-moonshine]

[legitime-demence]

[nvmuun]

Growing old and bitter. Is it the inevitable faith?

[nvmuun]

Love is just a chemical reaction that compells animals to breed and marriage is just a social construct.

Maybe we’re not supposed to spend our whole lives with only one person. Monogamy might be bullshit. Stop making people believe in the fairytale of happily ever after, and stop giving impractical expectations of love and marriage to children.

Don’t rush into marriage. Don’t settle down until you figure yourself up, or until you feel ready. Fuck unrealistic social pressures. You can choose to be alone if you want to. You can be a single parent. Choose to get out of a toxic relationship. Don’t be scared to end up alone. Choose abortion if you’re not ready to be a parent. What others think is not your problem as long as you’re happy with your decision. Don’t be pressured into doing something you’re not fully comfortable with just because the social standards dictates so.

[nvmuun]

And life goes on without those who died.

I do hope that all those speculations are wrong. Still can’t believe you’re gone tho. May your soul rest in peace.

[understands]

[hype]

[corsicans]

[mothcub]

[homietwt]

[nvmuun]

To the point where I couldn’t even breathe

Stress, anxiety, or a heart disorder - who knows what’s causing it. Maybe one day I’ll just suffocate and die. And my habit of constantly imagining ways I could die doesn’t really help.

Being in a hospital is weird. Seeing all these people with serious illnesses makes me wonder whether or not I’m just “baashlah”-ing. And seeing all these old people is scary - making me think that I’d be one of them in a few years down the road. The very thought of getting old is terrifying.

Been here only 3 days, but already want to go home.

[minuty]

Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different.