I hate how unattractive I feel. So much extra weight I need to lose. I just want to be thin again

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I hate how unattractive I feel. So much extra weight I need to lose. I just want to be thin again
everything would just be better if I was skinny
April 4, 2022
Took my antidepressant, my Vyvanse, and my extended release adderall. Hoping today is a good day and that I can stay true to fasting so I can look good at the gala on Friday. I need to keep myself busy studying so I don’t think about food.
April 3, 2022
There’s a Gala on Friday and the dress I want to wear would look perfect if I was 10 lbs lighter. I feel disgusting.
Basically starving myself until then.
Never getting happy hour with friends again. Getting even the slightest bit tipsy makes me so hungry make it stop
March 31, 2022
This is my first day blogging in an attempt to lose weight. I guess I kind of already started 2 weeks ago when I got on the scale and saw that I was 132. For the last 2 years, I managed to keep my weight between 115-125 so seeing that I was in the 130s really, really hurt.
I’m a 25 yo full time grad student so working out isn’t always the option. Luckily I have a lot of adderall to keep the hunger quiet. Here are my stats:
CW: 126 lbs
GW1: 118 lbs
GW2: 110 lbs
UGW: 100 lbs
Height: 5’6
The thinnest I’ve ever been in the last few years was 113 lbs and I wish I had ignored everyone who kept commenting that I was getting too skinny because I wasn’t.
My thighs were still too big and I couldn’t wrap my hand around my arms. Hopefully, I can get closer to that this time around.
reblog if you hate your thighs