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slowly spiraling into ana CW: 126 GW1: 118 UGW: 100 age: 25 | height: 5’6

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I hate how unattractive I feel. So much extra weight I need to lose. I just want to be thin again

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everything would just be better if I was skinny

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April 4, 2022

Took my antidepressant, my Vyvanse, and my extended release adderall. Hoping today is a good day and that I can stay true to fasting so I can look good at the gala on Friday. I need to keep myself busy studying so I don’t think about food.

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April 3, 2022

There’s a Gala on Friday and the dress I want to wear would look perfect if I was 10 lbs lighter. I feel disgusting.

Basically starving myself until then.

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Never getting happy hour with friends again. Getting even the slightest bit tipsy makes me so hungry make it stop

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March 31, 2022

This is my first day blogging in an attempt to lose weight. I guess I kind of already started 2 weeks ago when I got on the scale and saw that I was 132. For the last 2 years, I managed to keep my weight between 115-125 so seeing that I was in the 130s really, really hurt.

I’m a 25 yo full time grad student so working out isn’t always the option. Luckily I have a lot of adderall to keep the hunger quiet. Here are my stats:

CW: 126 lbs

GW1: 118 lbs

GW2: 110 lbs

UGW: 100 lbs

Height: 5’6

The thinnest I’ve ever been in the last few years was 113 lbs and I wish I had ignored everyone who kept commenting that I was getting too skinny because I wasn’t.

My thighs were still too big and I couldn’t wrap my hand around my arms. Hopefully, I can get closer to that this time around.

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