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bts’ rm ; literate, selective. that’s right, i’m back.

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kjiins:

            He’s always been prone to blush whenever a word of praise or a compliment was directed towards him and didn’t seem like an act of fake courtesy or pure scorn. Even more so –his face being bright red and contrasting with his pale features, only showing more the goosebumps and the heartfelt smile on his plump lips.

« Aigoo, and here I thought you hated saying these sappy sentences. Thank god Yoongi-ah is not here or he probably would be convulsing on the floor. » Visual letting out a delicate chuckle, covering the lips and the sound with his hand for a moment. « Are you trying to make my heart melt, Kim Namjoon? »

           Leave it up to Kim Namjoon to receive priceless reactions, expressions━ oh the expressions were the best, if he considered himself an honest man. The blonde practically relished in it, basking as if it were heat that would saturate currently-tawny skin, would radiate and set him on fire. Except, Seokjin was the only fire in whom he allowed to extinguish all of his worries, stress. Thankful━ fortunate, is what he was.

“But isn’t it one of my talents, ‘Jin? Plus, it’s not like you don’t like ‘em or anything.” If one were to question the closeness in how lessened the gap was between the two right now, you’d expect Namjoon to snap. In regards of the one who kept him sane when everything teetered on the edge of his thinned-mentality, it had always came back to Seokjin. “Depends, really. What exactly is that heart of yours doin’ in there anyways?”

[jitamin]

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squishy-taehyung:

This is our blossoming youth. Isn’t it beautiful?

[idolnet]

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open only for those in bangtangangverse !

—— “there is no way out, is there?”  namjoon gnawed on his lower lip out of nervousness,  yet feigned calm with blank features, growing impatient. “then how the hell do you expect me to stand for so long?”

[aprhodites]

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okteivias:

favourite books (1/?) → the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater

“At night, Henrietta felt like magic, and at night, magic felt like it might be a terrible thing.”

[bangtan]

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bangtan:

© 나아갈진 | Do not edit.

[bangtan]

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bangtan:

© 나아갈진 | Do not edit.

[bangtan]

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bangtan:

© SWEET BREEZE | Do not edit.

[neitherheavenorhell]

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neitherheavenorhell:

stay away from boys, because they were trouble.       stay away from Aglionby boys, because they were bastards.

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nagassicpark:

Things’ve been…

Well, I mean. My fiancé’s incredible, for one thing. I say that a lot to literally everyone but he’s so good.

That’s really great, I’m honestly so happy for ‘ya. Pft, when’s the wedding? We’re wrapping up the tour in Hong Kong — I’d love to attend whenever the day does come, if possible.

[wordsnquotes]

I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via wordsnquotes)

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《 ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ;  ━ x ━ 》

The words are not ones unfamiliar to Zico, he’d definitely had his fair share of people to let down, but they never did quite sting as harshly as this did. Never would he have expected to hear them from Namjoon of all people. “So much for sticking together, hm, ‘joon?” He scoffed, crossing his arms as he leaned against the wall, a small smirk pulling on his lips as he looked at his old friend. “Did you forget where you came from, after all? Who stood with you before you became this big shot idol?” He almost chuckled at the words, shaking his head before moving off of the wall, holding the cigarette in between his index and middle finger as he pointed at the other, stepping closer. “Or were you too busy kissing your manager’s ass to remember?” He whispered when he was close enough, tapping at his chest twice, before pulling his hand back to take another drag.

Silence. Besmirched is how Namjoon felt when his past being brought back up by none other than Zico himself. Due to the hectic schedules, the unplanned phone calls received from the other and the reluctant agreements he’d made with the brunette  — all unfulfilled, Namjoon had basically given up on the friendship they shared, the difficult years encountered side by side, always falling right behind the other, arms outstretched for each other just like they had always promised: “I’m here for you if you’re here for me, man.” The words reverberated through his own cluttered mind. Zico played a huge role in Namjoon’s life, and the fact that the words previously spoken had slipped from his loose lips.

Exhaling leisurely, his hand soon elevating in order to reach for the brunette’s wrist in order to flick the coffin nail away, making sure to stomp it well into the ground, scrutiny filling brown orbs to the brim when he’d finally decided to meet the older of the two’s own irises, the typical dimpled smile soon being sported at the visage of the boy he’d spend his days with long ago. “You know Jiho, you should really stop smoking instead of bringing up who I am now.”

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nagassicpark:

It’s tamagotchi, you dork.

So it’d have to be Tomogotchi, you dork.

Who said I was good with pronunciations at this late hour? Very well, Tomogotchi. By the way, how have things been?

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aixsungyeol:

I’m just sayin’ .. that I am not that big of a softy– I can get pretty feisty too, y’know! /turns to look at you with cheeks puffed out, the pout obvious on my lips as I lightly slap you on the arm and mumbles; One day, I’ll prove it to ya for sure!

You suuure? I must’ve been seeing things, huh? Isn’t that what someone soft would say  — denying the truth so care-freely? ( ` subconsciously, he rubbed at his own arm with the smallest tinge of hurt ) Ow. One day  — when will that one day be, ‘Yeol?

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 kjiins:

           It was a paranoia he found himself justifying, perhaps because he himself had become a little bit paranoid –which is perfectly natural when you have a prime case of depression and your sexual orientation to hide from the world and the media peers to use and abuse. But differently from Namjoon, selfishness was still something far and punished off his being –always so kind and sweet Kim Seokjin always showing a smile even when wanting to cry and hide and probably even have a panic attack.

But well, that wasn’t the case –with Namjoon, with the contact he shared with the leader, he really felt at ease. At home, almost.

« Oh, Joonie. » One big smile and hand moving to give the other one more candy. « You’re important, very important to me. Please don’t forget it, nor doubt about it. »

Expression warm and unfurled over tawny skin, the hollow indentations were just enough for him to put on display; when his free hand had lifted with caution, only to conciliate Seokjin with the soothing circles he had been currently rubbing into the other’s back. A few days ago, and Namjoon was able to remember how high-strung he had felt then, a sudden sigh of relief emitted. 

“Hey, Jin.” Cursory pauses in his own speech. “I haven’t forgotten, and I wouldn’t even dream about it.” Soon enough, he’d allow another candy to be passed through his own lips. “Candy isn’t as sweet as you, you know.”

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ybaezy:

Kinda thought this fancy-pants ad would get your attention.

             Can I have your attention please! Will the real Slim Shady please stand up.

                 I’m callin’ out for some new pals, I have been in the roleplayin’ business          for about a week and habe no clue how to approach the pretty girls and cool boys.                  The name’s Youngbae, call me Taeyang, Sol, whatever. Not ‘Whatever’.            I know there’s some of ya’ll out there wantin’ a lad like me in your life to chill with.                       So yeah. Help me out, am feelin’ like a lost puppy on my own here.

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kjiins:

« No one told me –usually it’s me the one who teaches them tricks, if I have to. » Amused huff ensued and yet he wasn’t moving away nor breaking the contact he was sharing with the rapper –nor he had reason to, despite his own internalized fear of all of his secret bubbling up and being splattered all over the media. But nor the managers or the remaining members of Bangtan were around, giving them some liberty to express themselves –smile on the oldest’s lips as the delivery of sweet treat to the other succeeded.

« Of course I’d prefer you to candies. Were you doubting? »

A click of the tongue was soon to follow Namjoon’s squeezing of the brunette’s hand, the divots that emphasized his usual smile seeming to deepen as his worries were put to rest, as was his question he’d ever so anxiously awaited the answer to. It was unusually noiseless  — not that the younger of the two minded, since this meant he got to enjoy each and every one of Jin’s expressions, voice, reactions   — basically, his entirety, all by himself. It was selfish, but he kept it to himself, even as he leaned forward (as if he wasn’t already close enough), lips pressed adjacently against the other’s cheek. “No, no. I definitely believe you, sunshine.”