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What's the best way to beat the summer heat? Have a pool party to celebrate our birthdays (@_jeninya_ 's and mine) and to shower with love the soon-to-be parents Steve & Jen and big brother Jared to Baby Emily. . A big 'Thank You' to our Rakista family for making us feel special, always! 💕💕💕 . PC 📸 @putchiepie and @_jeninya_ 😘😘😘 (at Winnetka, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0B3vc-hD-cJf49rH18blz5hqVELYRXyw9lQLE0/?igshid=d59rhqg1wb69

I want this!

Love JaDine! I hope this is true…love the background song from this vid and been trying to find the lyrics to it - Fell in Love by Franck Malik

I posted something new! Whew!

Curveball

Sometimes they really say "be careful what you wish for, it might just come true". I started laying low on my wishes and aspirations as I reached my birthday this year, thinking...it's all going to be in God's perfect time. But now a curveball (as my BFF Roy had put it) has been sent my way, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad about it, but all I know is I have to be thankful for it...So, here goes...to new beginnings! Wish me luck everyone, although I know you probably do not know what I'm talking about at this point, but I just had to write it because I'm feeling anxious right now! :)

It's been a great first 36 years of my life...and all this I offer up to the Lord. Thank you for everything that has come my way! Here's to 1 or 2 more 36 years to me...Cheers!

Lost in love

What is this I'm feeling, I just can't explain...sounds like a line from a song huh? But that truly is how I feel right now. Pain, jealousy, love, infatuation, admiration...or maybe even desperation??? Aaarrrggghhh, I really don't know! I know I don't stand a chance due to many factors, but a part of me still wants to hope but then again after some recent turn of events, I don't think there's any hope so there's no point in hoping. Why does this always happen to me? I always believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder but I think it's not the case for me because everytime I leave someone behind they end up finding or being with someone else...tsk tsk...poor me. What should I do?

Single

I’ve been single for officially six years today! Whew…how fast time flies!

Availability

Is being too "available" a bad thing? That's what I heard this past weekend from one of my good friends as to the possible reason why I'm still single. She and her husband believe that I am too available for guys and that's why they end up only being my friends or buddies, nothing more. I did think about that just recently and sort of realized that it is true...whenever guys want to hang out...I'm there, so the elusiveness escapes them and as such there is no mystery or excitement anymore. Ahhh...

Hawaii on my mind right now...looking like a very good option ;)

Why not?

I feel like watching the movie "Bakit di ka crush ng crush mo?" because that's how I feel right now :( - I wrote this on October 10, 2013...and now 3 months later, I still feel the same way. Now, I'm not sure if I am talking about the same person here...(hahaha, I do have a number of crushes!) but regardless, it just brings me to my main point, i.e. my crushes don't exactly have a crush on me, which is such a big bummer! I saw this Instagram post last night, which said "Single Ka, Single Ako, Tayo Na" and somehow it made me smile. I wish I can just show that to my crush...who I know is single, although I'm pretty sure he dates or likes other girls, and none of them happen to be me. Ugh! But why not me? That is the question. I remember back in Grade School and High School, not to be boastful or anything, but a number of guys (actually boys back then..harhar) ended up having a crush on me and have sent me little gifts, notes, etc. and I don't even know how they knew about me...just totally random people from school, not even my classmate, bussmate or anything, no association whatsover! Now, i couldn't even get 1 single guy to like me :(

Timing

When do you know that you already like a person? This question is mainly for guys. Especially with their friends who happen to be girls. At what point could a guy conclude that he would want to court a female friend? Or at least admit to himself that he likes her and that she's a wife material...enough to cross that boundary called "friends zone"? I also wonder how guys get into 'third party' situations. When are they able to determine that they want another girl instead of their current flames? I just couldn't fathom how they could not stick to one...end it if they don't think it's working out then move on...Aahhhh the intricacies of relationships, I can't wait to be in one again to try to get answers to my questions. ;)

HI

Hawaii vacation over :( Success? No, Maybe, I don't know...

Sometimes I wonder whether I am making sense with what I write because a lot of time random things come to my mind that I just ramble on and on. But I'd rather write down all my thoughts than keep them bottled up inside...which I do most of the time and I think it is unhealthy.

Negativity vs. Positivity

I feel one with nature right now..looking at the ocean, the coconut trees, cars passing by, the sun trying to shine behind the mountains, people walking, it's so peaceful and it makes me peaceful within. Although life has very many challenges, sometimes we fail to remember that it has many wonderful things to offer as well which we should cherish and focus on more than the negative. This makes us a better person overall and it changes the way we live life. There's this lesson that I have learned not too long ago about the 10/90 principle where 10% of what happens to us is brought about by nature but the 90% depends on how we act on such thing. After reading that I've tried use that as a tool to make myself a better person, of course with the help of God because when I encounter something or someone negative or difficult to deal with I just offer them up with prayers that they may also learn the value of being positive.

Good Morning Kona! Sitting in the balcony of our hotel looking at the ocean makes me feel nostalgic...as expected. Almost about to cry Thinking about life as usual. My morning prayer: "Thank You Lord for all these blessings that come my way, I know you have plans for me so I lift it all up to you and let you lead the way for me. To You be all the glory!!!"

Crushie

Oh my gosh, I can’t believe how moody (or emotional) I am! My mood just goes from bad to good in a few minutes…I guess it’s that way when you have a crush on someone. You kind of expect something to happen and when it doesn’t it makes you sad. But when something happens that you don’t expect, then it makes you feel good. What can I say, love (or like in a crush’s case) is just like a rollercoaster…it has its ups and downs. I wonder if he likes me? I also wonder if he knows I like him? What would be the pros and cons of that?

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