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[nyleeri]

Okay so... Tumblr doesn’t work on my PC at all. It’s been as long as the last post since I come down here... So fuck off? maybe ???

[nyleeri]

I just come back to see that Tumblr purge served nothing but show how retarded they are as porn bots are still all around here so only people are the ones that suffered from this bullshit.

In other words: Everything, as expected.

[libr-tumbl-alternative]

NSFW ban fail

Reblog if you’re still seeing porn bots despite the NSFW ban. I’m still seeing them. Plenty of legitimate followers seem to be blocked from my feed, however.

[ao3commentoftheday]

As a reader, as a writer, and as a fan I can’t think of a single website that has given me more happiness than Archive of Our Own. Thank you so much to everyone who works so hard to make it such a wonderful place. 

[lizann5869]

Today is realy good day to reblog this.  

[yayroos]

For everyone’s information:

The plan for the 17th, when the adult content ban comes in, is to protest.

To do that, we are making as much noise either side of the 17th as possible, and using the site as normal.

On the 17th, dead silence.

People are saying log off but what they really mean is don’t open the site or the app.

But, on the 17th make as much noise as possible on every other platform. Tweet about it and post on facebook and instagram and everywhere else.

What this does is causes a massive dip in ad revenue for one single day. That does not make staff think ‘oh everyone’s gone let’s shut down.’ What it actually makes them think is ‘oh shit people aren’t happy and if people don’t keep using our site we’re out of money and out of jobs.’

A boycott reminds a company that the users (consumers) have the power to make their site (business) worthless with one single coordinated decision.

If you want to join in, here’s what to do:

Do:

Close all open instances of the app and site on all your devices before the 17th

Make posts before and after the 17th on tumblr and other platforms, talking about why this ban is bad

Make posts on other sites during the 17th. Flood the official tumblr staff twitter and facebook with your anger and your opinion

Come back on the 18th and check in

Don’t:

Delete the app from your phone (this doesn’t affect their revenue and since it’s off the store at the moment it’ll be hard to get back)

Delete your account. I mean you can if you want to, but if you keep your account and don’t use it you’re saying to staff that there’s still time to save it. If you delete it’s hard work to come back.

Open the app or website (including specific blogs)

Make any posts (turn down/off your queue and make sure nothing is scheduled)

Go quiet elsewhere. Make it clear that this is just about tumblr, not a mass move away from all social media.

Remember: the execs don’t care about anything but money. Shutting down the site means there’s $0 further income from it. That’s their last possible course of action. If we make it clear we’re not happy, they’ll have to do something or we can do more and more until it becomes too expensive.

Protests take commitment. They’re a defiant action against a business that is doing something wrong. They will try to scare you into not participating, because they’re scared. We hold all the power here, sometimes the execs just need to be reminded of that.

[dailysandersidesaudoodles]

!!!!!!

[nyleeri]

More time go on and more internet goes private, it seems...

To some extent: one day it’s will go to a point that you have ‘right’ to go on internet but no USE it... 

So what the point of having the possibility to share and communicate when they STOP you to do it in first place ?

[nyleeri]

I don’t understand people that don’t care about the purge… It’s not only nsfw or porn or whatever: it’s a the deepest bullshit and show off stupidity to stop freedom of speech and expression under the excuse of “make the place great again and good for kids” -> Kids that have nothing to do on the internet and HELL if they are on the net: you REALLY think they didn’t see the darkest of it ?? If kids are here, hell they must already gone to 4chan and the lot; bitch please.

So now the “kids” have welcome to come around to come on a very safe site that banned nipples and gays by a purge so they can safely follow nazis, kkk and others type of white supremacy that will never be ban, within all security and in very welcoming way…

This is censorship. Point. No reason, just free censors because they can.

[nyleeri]

And when I heard some idiots BELIEVING the purge to ONLY ban nsfw accounts and posts I just crack up so hard; OH BOY! Bless their brainless minds.

It’s BOTS that will do the work. Not humans, no peoples. ROBOTS.

Robots which we all had the great show of uselessness during the last month. This nazi bot, very much like the ones on youtube... And some REALLY believe that you can go and just “Hey, you made a mistake here!” or something when it gonna shot in the crowd ? Like it always does since the algoritm is fucked-up ? And the staff give as much a fuck about it as they give to the nazis on their oh-so-safe website..

Do some peoples even LEARN in their life ?...

[nyleeri]

I don’t understand people that don’t care about the purge... It’s not only nsfw or porn or whatever: it’s a the deepest bullshit and show off stupidity to stop freedom of speech and expression under the excuse of “make the place great again and good for kids” -> Kids that have nothing to do on the internet and HELL if they are on the net: you REALLY think they didn’t see the darkest of it ?? If kids are here, hell they must already gone to 4chan and the lot; bitch please.

So now the “kids” have welcome to come around to come on a very safe site that banned nipples and gays by a purge so they can safely follow nazis, kkk and others type of white supremacy that will never be ban, within all security and in very welcoming way...

This is censorship. Point. No reason, just free censors because they can.

[nyleeri]

Okay so... My PC have literally less connection than my phone, and it got WORSE in the last few days.

So I just plug the ethernet cable in and ou, reboot the box: still nothing.

As I just said: I have a ethernet cable for the PC... So I try to move the cable in some way like a radio or TV antenna of 1950 ‘cause HEH ! you never know !

... Goddamn it’s actually worked LOL!!

So I have to keep the cable up like some weird Chrismas tinsel lmao ! I feel like a Xmas tree right now azfhglqjsdfl

[nyleeri]

I’m totally down and broke mentally:

I didn’t sleep at all today: it’s been almost 2 weeks that I stay 24h awake, rest 1 to 3 hours than comat 10hours every three days and do this again...

Till today: I didn’t rest or sleep at all, it’s MORE than 24 hours

No one gave a damn; my brother (which is 90% of my mental break down) being all over the place: doing as he please like he think he’s the emperor himself and bring us into his shit...  

-> He did like he’s all alone and own the place; doesn’t giving a damn that the person (me) who helped him 5 minutes before tried to sleep when she did and still did try again 5 minutes after when you were watching your shits into the NEXT room, sound level the higher your phone could...

I had to get up to ask him to get his headphone and he still being surprised by the fact I could heard it... When I’m SURE even the neighbors could.

-> But having to get up 2 times when Morphee was crushing you while you are insomniac => as much as tired you are you got yourself FULL awake again even as your body and brain are literally crushing on themselves.

I already had my depression burning again to a point I didn’t reached in YEARS: last time it did THIS hard I was cutting myself and jump off the bridge.

... It’s the same now all over again. Except it’s only took 3 months to reach that level... and it’s only the beginning (of the situation we all are in rn)

-> I couldn’t sleep after the second time: I lose 3 hours trying, get angry and even more tired about it and told myself how I could have just keep doing what I was doing before foolishly thought to get at least a hour or 2 of rest.. I got so frustrated about it...

‘Cause it just show how this retarded doesn’t gave a fuck (which I know, but doesn’t mean it’s doesn’t hurt to have it throw in your face)

It’s show how NOBODY gave a damn as it’s not just him doing that kind of shit and EVERYONE KNOW my sleep problems.

They just still did like nothing was wrong: keep speaking to me when I didn’t talk back; when I just wanted to be as alone as I FEEL and  just have PEACE for a minute.

I’m just so tired, and it keep going on and on without a pause... 

-> I got so frustrated that I was crying the whole afternoon, basically didn’t got out of bed... And damn I keep crying even now at 1AM...

-> I didn’t eat of the whole day (I don’t lunch at noon in first place)

My mother was calling me for dinner: I didn’t got out of bed, I didn’t eat. I didn’t wanted too; I didn’t wanted to see any of them, I just wanted to be alone... And I was so disgusted and frustrated that it’s just ‘cut’ the hunger. Like having stone in your stomach.

And my damn brain imagined how to eat in my stat and it’s made me cry even more: how alone and desesperate...

I basically didn’t saw and skeap, except my shit of brother, to any of my parents today...

-> How did they react to this ?

They didn’t. Period.

No one asked. No one reacted. Nothing.

None acknowladge of existence.

The only reaction was my mother coming to “get me up to go eat the dinner”... -> And the reaction? => She got frustrated I didn’t got up. 

She didn’t asked what or why; she just was “Ugh..” and gone. Period.

-> I’m sure I could kill myself into my bed that they would not realise till some days after...

[chuckdrawsthings]

that’s too much, man

[chuckdrawsthings]

siri how do i express negative feelings in a calm and composed manner

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for mental health awareness week x

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drunk comix: parties

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*sad deflating noise*

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[chibird]

IT DOES GET BETTER. This one is a bit sad because I was having tough day yesterday when I drew this. But even though it can be hard, I want anyone who’s going through a rough time to know that it does get better. 💛 You are strong enough to make it through. Sending lots of positive energy to everyone today!

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