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Hopping on the Bandwagon in my Short Visitation

Tagged by: Goe Joatee

1.) What’s your name? Nym/Sequester/Commune/Mercury

2.) When’s your birthday?March 10 1992

3.) Where are you from? Born in Burma, lived in China, Singapore and Canada

4.) Have a crush? Not anymore.

5.) What’s your favorite color? I don't really have one. I like 50 shades of grey, red, orange, yellow, blues and whites.

6.) Write something in all caps? SOMETHING (DAD JOKES)

7.) Got a favorite band/artist? I listen to the radio mostly. Indie music on Songza or electronic ambients rub my grub real nice.

8.) Favorite number? Ones and Zeros. Sometimes I like i and infinities too.

9.) Favorite drink? Tim Hortons double double coffee and fruit juices.

10.) Tag seven people: No.

10 Signs of Walking Depression

Hey again, it's been a while. Looking into why I feel the way I feel most of the time, I found this article. I thought of you guys and felt it might be relevant for some of you too. Now that we know its a thing, we can get out of it.

Best of luck friends.

http://www.gresik.ca/2012/03/10-signs-of-walking-depression/

#depression depressed walkingdepression feels sadness

Archive

Archive quick post. Cibastion/Dizzy, you might want to stop reading right now. The next few sentences are about relationships, hedonism, scummery, and a loss of morals. Bullet form. -I decided to stop crushing on Ponyo. Stopped creeping her profile, stopped talking to her, stopped using her as motivation as it was rationalized that she is ultimately holding my mind back. I couldn't be reliant on her anymore! -The 2 weeks that I stopped crushing I became very wayward. I reactivated my manipulation and seduction drives of my mind. Started messing with people's minds to my will. -I decided to pick a target to focus my newly reactivated seduction skills on. A girl who's looks surprisingly reminded me Ponyo. A new coop student, she had was in an active LDR with a boy for 2 years. -Within 2 weeks I seduced her and bedded her a day before her boyfriend came to visit on valentines day. -Now she's a regular fuck buddy and I feel absolutely nothing. -A good friend of mine also got the same coop position as me and he lives in the same apartment. -He starts seducing a mutual friend who was about to be engaged to a boy she's been with for ~4 years. He's at 2nd base and I've been encouraging him and winging him. -My plans for a 4 some are going just as... planned. -What happens here, stays here. -It is not until you've gone too far that you realize your limits.

GG.

This is the end. Thank you to all my followers and bloggers. You guys gave me the most precious thing that anyone can give: time. I wish you all the best wherever your travels takes you. You guys are really unique individuals that are truly deserving of the best from people. If you ever need a person to talk to when you're feeling down, you know how you can reach me. If you've been with me since the beginning you've seen how this year was the best year of my life. Through multiple bouts of depression, poor grades crazy alternative paths, and against naysayers I've ended up getting to where I had wanted to go. I passed the school year despite my doubts and participated in extra curriculars to compensate with experience over grades. I got a summer job as an assembly line worker that was better than my previous summer job as a busser and saved up money. With the money I made a Yolo trip to Santa Monica to meet my crush of 3 years. With the summer job experience I landed an even better job and took a leave from school to develop my skills in seclusion. 2014 will be a promising year with major changes planned. Thank you, and good bye.

It's cold where I am. When I suit up to go into the field, it feels like I'm entering another world... Something like from the game Lost Planet. Every thing freezes. Also found out from facebook that the real Ponyo is going to Africa on a 'study abroad' program this summer. I was intending on meeting her again in the summer, but I guess with this turn of events it might not work out. No matter, this gives me more time to prepare. Also gives me an idea - what if I bring her to me? Perhaps during an international presentation on technology, I'd just nonchalantly invite her with some lame excuse. Pay for her travel like no big deal because by then I can easily afford to. Well until then, I wish and hope she has a great time.

[CLOSED] Nym’s 1 sit Draw Commissions.

Hello friendos. I will be doing 1 sitting drawing commissions (1 sitting as in I'd spend ~6 hours and get it done in that day). 5 slots available. Full body or Bust in sketch, render, or color (can specify maximum color count). No backgrounds. Charge: YOUR SOUL Free, though tips are welcomed for the YOLO SWAG #420lyfe fund. Reason: I am running a self stress test to see how I will handle commissions. Time frame of completion: 1 to 5 weeks (due to being able to allocate definitive time on weekends only) Please message me through Tumbs or Skype: lezawmbie Slots remaining: 5/5

#commissions #yolo #swag #420lyfe #art #requests

Steam of Consciousness.

Sometimes I don't know who I am. What if I'm not anyone? Why can't I switch gears and be someone else instantaneously? What are the locks and barriers within this brain that binds me to my current routines? Tumblr. I come back regularly, looking for updates, looking at pretty pictures and not achieving anything? Maybe I have to cut this from my life as well? Perhaps I have to cut off entertainment entirely? Implement new practices and protocols when I become distracted. Why do I want the distractions? Momentum. Perhaps it had been momentum all this time. Relentless. Can I become relentless? Is it possible? Loneliness. I am lonely no doubt. Yet when people reach out I don't accept it. I feel weak. Like I can't handle my own consciousness. A loss of control. For a long time I've wanted to rid myself of emotion. To become a machine. Can I do it? I don't even want to eat anymore. But I know I must to keep this body alive. Pleasure and pain. I seek pain. I keep telling myself pleasure is my enemy, yet I seek it. I'm the one making myself unhappy. Do I want to be happy? What motivates me? Routine? Perhaps a better routine. Stop thinking Jinrai. Thinking is what's bumming you out-

Farrah's all like "Can I get a HELL YEAH?!"

#farrah #somelargeblackwoman

This is my life.

#instagram #eat #sleep #gym #clean #code #diary #existence #dreams

theverge

Pupil reflections in photographs could help investigators solve crimes

The eyes are more than windows to the soul, thanks to technologies that can reveal reflected faces in pupils of photographs. Dr. Rob Jenkins of the University of York’s Department of Psychology published a study that showed how pupils in photographs of faces can be “mined” for hidden information.

nymona

Wait... What's that over there? ...ENHANCE THAT!

#csi #enhance that

Update/vent.

#diary #journal #vent

After a discussion on the uses of Bitcoin

Gym bro: We should make our own currency. We'll call it BroCoin.

Me: ... and what can we use BroCoin for?

Gym bro: Brotein.

#brotein #broscience #brocoin #bitcoin

frozenoverblackballoon

I’v been wanting to spotlight this artist for along time. Zarnala http://zarnala.deviantart.com/ renders beautiful professional concept art. What count my eye were her bright, detailed aliens and humanoid animals.