dancing-with-your-ghost

in her 20's

[o-sahiba]

My villain origin story is competitive exams

[o-sahiba]

The thought that I'll never get to see all the study corners, cozy little reading nooks, and comforting spaces that people have built for themselves in their homes stings every time I think about it.

[o-sahiba]

Right men don't tell you who you are, they ask you who you want to be

[o-sahiba]

And love says : "Even if you give me nothing, I remain yours."

[o-sahiba]

Kabhi kabhi dil karta hai ki apni shaadi ka lehnga khud hi design kr ke khud hi stitch krlu

[achillesinhighheels]

To love someone is to attend a thousand births of who they're becoming

[o-sahiba]

And a thousand deaths of who they were

[o-sahiba]

I had to do everything that I once swore I wouldn’t do. Life has a very hurtful way of humbling us.

[o-sahiba]

The hurt was so bad it didn't lead me to alcohal, smoke or parties.. it led me to my room, on my knees, begging and then surrendering to God, asking him to ease the pain and help me heal

[o-sahiba]

I would forever be envious of people who get to live alone by their own choice

[thebaselinecollective]

[o-sahiba]

I wonder why god gave us the ability to dream and hope when he has already written our destiny.

Is it a way of punishing us? Making us see big dreams, a happy and bright future, only to shatter everything in the end?

And then who is at fault? Us, for dreaming too big?

[anyloveleft-nope]

Have you ever scrolled reels, without watching or consuming any content, like just.. mindless scrolling because some reel made you think of a certain thought and you're trying to escape it?

Running from my mind's poison, or perhaps — reality.

[o-sahiba]

It's more like I want to escape from reality but nothing in the online world is calm enough to make me stop for a few seconds. I'd keep on scrolling in search of something that would help me escape but in vain

[o-sahiba]

Mere ek hi baat dubara btane par kehte ho ki haan haan pehle bta chuki ho... aur kehte ho ki mujhse pyaar krte ho...

[ashru-premika]

Will somebody PLEASE tell me why aren’t part time jobs as a barista, waitress/waters or a supermarket employee normalised in India???

[o-sahiba]

They are. It's just that they are normal for the people belonging to the lower middle class and lower class. Talk to the waiters and even the delivery guys, you'll (not specifically You, but I used 'you' in a general sense) realise how they do the job on weekends or during peak business hours and attend classes on weekdays.

More often than not, part time jobs aren't seen as an attribute of character but of financial ability, and that is unfair.

I think part time jobs can be normalised across all classes only when they're seen as a choice for growth and independence, rather than as a sign of struggle or majboori. But that's unlikely to happen.

[o-sahiba]

Kya fayeda uske 100 gulaab dene ka jab usko pta hai ki mujhe gulaab ki nhi, nayi kitaabon ki khushbu pasand hai

[o-sahiba]

जिस इंसान के साथ जिंदगी बितानी हो,

अगर वो पसंद है,

तो फिर उसके साथ तो कहीं भी रहा जा सकता है ना,

लेकिन अगर वो इंसान पसंद ही नहीं,

तो फिर तो बड़े बड़े महल भी खंडहर की तरह लगते हैं ना...

[o-sahiba]

I lied. I love the colour pink.