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Nobody:

Absolutely nobody:

My cat, upon seeing my newly-cleaned glasses: *lick*

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I lit my boob on fire trying to lite bowl. How’s your morning going?

[faerie-vomit]

my ed looking @ me right after I binge like:

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My husband, running around supervising a bunch of people: I’m really stressed out at work today

Me, high off my ass while laying in bed eating Oreos: Yeah today’s pretty stressful for me too

[obaaewankenobi]

It’s just hitting me that I am probably going to die of ana. I feel my body breaking down and I can barely tolerate food anymore; not for emotional reasons, but because my body rejects it. I’m so miserable and I want out of this. I’m skinny, but I want my life back, and not to lose it

[obaaewankenobi]

Body check time!!

I’m down 100lbs, and currently weighing 130. I’m down to a size 6, but my ug is to be 120 at the heaviest and at least a size 4.

I bought this bra today, and honestly I felt cute for once. But these last 10 pounds… they won’t go. 😕 no matter how much I restrict or purge.

Any advice on getting those last stubborn pounds off without extreme workouts (I have wayyyy too many health problems for that 😅) pls and tya 😌

[lostgirllostgirllostgirl]

just a PSA that if you’re an edblr account that fat shames/body shames, do not interact, do not follow me. I don’t support that here.

[obaaewankenobi]

We don’t support that anywhere.

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Why is it always the goofy-looking guys that get you effed up

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I am SAD and I am UPSET and I am CONFUSED and I HATE myself and I’m going to do NOTHING about it 🤗

[obaaewankenobi]

I have to vent. I have no friends. Not one. I am so lonely constantly, but any person I try to befriend just wants to be lunchbox friends. I want real friends that I can text all the time and we hang out and we do things together. I don’t know how to have this, and I don’t know if I ever will. I’m so lonely, and I don’t know how to handle it.

[disabilityuserboxes]

This user is actively suicidal and really needs a friend.

[obaaewankenobi]

“YoUr TrAuMa MaDe YoU sTrOnGeR” uhhh no tf it didn’t. It gave me an incurable personality disorder with a 10% suicide rate

[obaaewankenobi]

No one:

Absolutely no one:

Me: I ACCIDENTALLY SWALLOWED THE FOOD WHEN I MEANT TO SPIT IT OUT NOW THE ED GODS WILL PUNISH ME

[obaaewankenobi]

I have nobody to vent to so here works, I guess. My husband told me he doesn’t want me anywhere near him, and he needs to decide what makes him happy. And it’s all because of my BPD and OCD. He doesn’t like that he needs to take care of him and I can’t easily return the favor, and I can understand that. But fuck, hearing your SO doesn’t want you with them is just….. it hurts more than words. I want to hurt myself and I want to cry but I’m too tired. I can’t tell anyone how I want to die because they’ll call me an attention whore. I don’t know what to do.

[obaaewankenobi]

Look, I know you guys think you’re helping by posting pictures of food in ED tags, but you’re not. Typically the pictures of food that I see are very sugary/fatty foods that aren’t even good for you. If you post those foods to trigger cravings and someone with a legitimate ED caves and eats it, it may not end well. They may feel guilty about all the calories they just consumed and try to purge, or just decide to stop eating all together.

Now, I’m not saying that it’s a good idea to support these harmful behaviors. I’m not innocent; I’ve blogged and reblogged pro-ED posts and struggle with food guilt myself. But this means I can tell you first hand that you’re not helping. You’re only causing more food guilt and bad feelings.

However, if it is important to you to post food pictures in these tags, I can respect that. But, please respect that the kinda of food that are being posted don’t help. Instead of posting fatty and sugary foods, try posting some healthier or “low-guilt” foods. Colorful fruits and vegetables, aesthetically pleasing pictures of tea, salads with lots of healthy toppings, or even chicken (NOT fried). People see your posts, and they do make an impact. Be mindful, please

[obaaewankenobi]

Reblogging my own post because IT IS STILL RELEVANT

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I truly believe that BPD should be covered under the Dying with Dignity Act

[obaaewankenobi]

Ok the prequels may not be the greatest films ever made, but we need to appreciate them for what they are: a good source of memes