Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me.
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.
NF, hate myself
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Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me.
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.
NF, hate myself
I feel lost. Alone. Like Iām stuck in something that aināt real. I have the urge to run away, disappear into nothingness. People wouldnāt miss me in the end. Sure they would panic but only out of the inconvenience I have put on them. They would soon get over me. Iām nothing. Iām worth nothing. I am nothing. So they would fee nothing when Iām gone. I donāt feel o can talk to anyone. If I did would they really listen? Or simply tell me to go back to the doctors....
why do so many deeply depressing songs slap?
Paramore: I canāt think of getting old, it only makes me want to die and I canāt think of who I was ācause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry
Billie Eilish: ifĀ āI love youā was a promise, would you break it, if youāre honest? tell the mirror what you know sheās heard beforeĀ āi donāt wanna be you anymoreā
girl in red:Ā pretty face with pretty bad dreams, no one knows I cry in my sleep. waking up feeling like shit, itās a normal thing to feel like this
Mitski: and still nobody wants me, still nobody wants me and I know no one will save me
Sigrid: weāre stangers, perfect pretenders. weāre falling head over heels for something that aināt real, itāll never be us, just you and I
Tove Lo:Ā spend my days locked in a haze, tryna forget you, babe, I fall back down. I gotta stay high, all my life, to forget Iām missinā you
Marina and the Diamonds:Ā girls, we do, whatever it will take, cause girls donāt want, we donāt want our hearts to break, in two. so itās better to be fake, canāt risk losing in love again, babe
Lorde: this dream isnāt feeling sweet weāre reeling through the midnight streets and Iāve never felt more alone, it feels so scary getting old
Me:
āĀ It feels like Iām holding the band in an open palm, versus grasping on to it like itās the last thread of a rope that Iāve been hanging on to. I feel a bit more tenderness towards it, and I feel that itās not something I can control whether it goes or stays. Itās a living thing, and Iām a part of it. Itās just relieving. I love my friends and I love music, so at the end of the day, whatever capacity thatās in, I think thatās gonna keep me going. Thatās gonna keep me alive.āĀ ā Hayley forĀ Tennessean
peach / waterparks
Friday Forever // Trophy Eyes
Urge to not go home and disappear into nothing is quite strong.
fall vibe = my only vibeĀ š
I hope so.
ātravel. donāt worry about the money, just goā
oh phew, here I was thinking Iād have to pay for the plane ticket and transportation and food and lodging and a passport and getting back home or visiting any areas of interest while traveling that require money
guess not, what luck
im in philosophy and were talking about how you can doubt everythingās existence except for your own consciousness and the guy that sits in front of me just turns around tears streaming down his face and goes āi am on so many drugsā
stop worrying about the future so much. stop trying to plan out every detail along the way to your goal, because thatās not the way things work. whatever problem comes up along the way, you will have the tools to solve because youāll be older, more mature, smarter by then. just breathe and be conscious of the now. you can do it.Ā
why have we stopped wearing cloaks and capes. this is ridiculous. the human race is a failure
Agreed. Last time I tried, everyone said no.