Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me.
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.
NF, hate myself
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Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me.
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.
NF, hate myself
I feel lost. Alone. Like I’m stuck in something that ain’t real. I have the urge to run away, disappear into nothingness. People wouldn’t miss me in the end. Sure they would panic but only out of the inconvenience I have put on them. They would soon get over me. I’m nothing. I’m worth nothing. I am nothing. So they would fee nothing when I’m gone. I don’t feel o can talk to anyone. If I did would they really listen? Or simply tell me to go back to the doctors....
why do so many deeply depressing songs slap?
Paramore: I can’t think of getting old, it only makes me want to die and I can’t think of who I was ‘cause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry
Billie Eilish: if “I love you” was a promise, would you break it, if you’re honest? tell the mirror what you know she’s heard before “i don’t wanna be you anymore”
girl in red: pretty face with pretty bad dreams, no one knows I cry in my sleep. waking up feeling like shit, it’s a normal thing to feel like this
Mitski: and still nobody wants me, still nobody wants me and I know no one will save me
Sigrid: we’re stangers, perfect pretenders. we’re falling head over heels for something that ain’t real, it’ll never be us, just you and I
Tove Lo: spend my days locked in a haze, tryna forget you, babe, I fall back down. I gotta stay high, all my life, to forget I’m missin’ you
Marina and the Diamonds: girls, we do, whatever it will take, cause girls don’t want, we don’t want our hearts to break, in two. so it’s better to be fake, can’t risk losing in love again, babe
Lorde: this dream isn’t feeling sweet we’re reeling through the midnight streets and I’ve never felt more alone, it feels so scary getting old
Me:
“ It feels like I’m holding the band in an open palm, versus grasping on to it like it’s the last thread of a rope that I’ve been hanging on to. I feel a bit more tenderness towards it, and I feel that it’s not something I can control whether it goes or stays. It’s a living thing, and I’m a part of it. It’s just relieving. I love my friends and I love music, so at the end of the day, whatever capacity that’s in, I think that’s gonna keep me going. That’s gonna keep me alive.” — Hayley for Tennessean
peach / waterparks
Friday Forever // Trophy Eyes
Urge to not go home and disappear into nothing is quite strong.
fall vibe = my only vibe 🍂
I hope so.
“travel. don’t worry about the money, just go”
oh phew, here I was thinking I’d have to pay for the plane ticket and transportation and food and lodging and a passport and getting back home or visiting any areas of interest while traveling that require money
guess not, what luck
im in philosophy and were talking about how you can doubt everything’s existence except for your own consciousness and the guy that sits in front of me just turns around tears streaming down his face and goes “i am on so many drugs”
stop worrying about the future so much. stop trying to plan out every detail along the way to your goal, because that’s not the way things work. whatever problem comes up along the way, you will have the tools to solve because you’ll be older, more mature, smarter by then. just breathe and be conscious of the now. you can do it.
why have we stopped wearing cloaks and capes. this is ridiculous. the human race is a failure
Agreed. Last time I tried, everyone said no.