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@obnoxiousbxtch
no babes i’m fine it’s just that when u found out i’ve been doing bdsm for 7 years n nobody ever gave me the option for a safeword (or they did give me a safeword but there were Consequences for trying to use it) so u drilled into me how important safe words r, n then smth bad enough happened that i used it n u didn’t hear me n u kept fucking me, it kinda made me feel Bad a little bit lowkey
i love when i meet a young teenager and i can visibly see that it’s a very formative moment for them in some way. this girl cannot be more than 13 and she’s got visible sparkles in her eyes as she asks specifically how i do my makeup and how i dye my hair and how i pick a henna design. she wanted step by step instructions. brand names of hair bleach and color. she’s going to get so much cooler very soon i can tell
having a partner who loves me but doesn’t like me sucks sometimes
and i’ve been jealous of the idea of a partner who would do Anything to bring me back (from the dead, in the specific instance i can think of)
but i mean how different is it? for jayce to let the arcane have viktor because it meant maybe viktor would live? how different is that from my partner pushing me to get a surgery i was terrified of for the chance i would be able to move freely again ? if not for him i wouldn’t have done the surgery. i would’ve given up a huge part of my life. and he took care of me afterward.
so maybe even though he doesn’t really like me, he Would. maybe if i was viktor he Would be jayce.
when my mom and i got back in the car after my cat passed the radio turned on by itself 10 mins or so into the drive and played the last line of day you won’t let go and then shut off
in middle school i had this friend who i kind of grew apart from a little bit in hs but we were still on rly good terms we just didn’t see each other much. when she turned like 16 maybe i think it was? she had this bucket list of things she wanted to do and one of them was to go to build a bear dressed up. she was gonna be a fairy so that’s what i did too but it just occurred to me that like… she had other, much closer friends. friends who she did everything else on that list with. but when it came to doing something weird in public? i was the first and only person she invited along.
one time i sang grenade by bruno mars in the car w like four friends (2 guys 2 girls) and one of the other guys did acapella and we were just both kinda humming along (first time i met acapella guy btw) and the girl friend in the front seat literally rewinded the song and made us both full out sing it and then both my girl friends told me they felt a little gay for me for a minute
and that’s how i picked my karaoke song
oh dear god i was the aziraphale
the look on his face when i told him things that work in video games wouldn’t work in real life i was aziraphale telling crowley that nothing lasts forever
not to be insane but i think i just lost my aziraphale. i felt something in the air change. regardless of whether he reaches out again, I am the one who’s done
dated a guy for 4 years who, on our second date, pressured me into singing for him even tho i told him i didn’t want to and them said and i QUOTE “you could use some practice” and then would randomly ask me not to sing in the car. eventually toward the end of our relationship his mom got him to stop
the next guy i dated says he fell in love with me when we were both up late studying and, cracked out on caffeine, sang rewrite the stars together. i didn’t sound good and neither did he but he says that’s when he knew he was in love with me. we weren’t dating yet.
one of the last times i saw him, i’d just gotten my tongue pierced and i had this awful lisp from it but he said he missed my singing. he said it was his favorite thing even with my fucked up speech
and now somehow i’ve lost him. he’s not mine anymore
blocked my ex who got me into f1 and you’ll never fucking guess what song played the minute i did (i am at work) (it was smooth operator)
when i was in like second or third grade one of my classmates said she liked the way my arm folded over my face when i sneezed. she said she liked how it looked. anyway it made me so self conscious that i started paying attention to what i was doing and now i don’t do it anymore unfortunately for her
hung out with my recent ex today and found out his best friend told him he’s an idiot and his reason for ending it was stupid. and he suggested we finish playing it takes two and i said that would be awkward, even more awkward than it is for the characters because they have the option to stay married at the end if it all works but we’ll never be together again no matter how it ends. and he looked so surprised and sad but baby you did this. this was all you.
he told me it broke his heart when i told him that. we talked about fixing everything. he told me it was going to be okay and he kissed me and then he did it all over again and now it’s exactly how it was yesterday but worse
coworker: who is [customer]? doesn’t she do gel x?
me: yeah why ?
coworker: i’m scheduled to fix her broken nail. can’t you move her to [coworker who likes doing gel x]?
me: …lowkey no you kinda have to do it. or i can call [evil coworker] to come do it
coworker: *already backing away* nope nope nope i’ll do it thanks
i love her sm but she doesn’t trust me and my ornge?? why,?,
hung out with my recent ex today and found out his best friend told him he’s an idiot and his reason for ending it was stupid. and he suggested we finish playing it takes two and i said that would be awkward, even more awkward than it is for the characters because they have the option to stay married at the end if it all works but we’ll never be together again no matter how it ends. and he looked so surprised and sad but baby you did this. this was all you.
when i was a kid i had a fish and after a year it died. but i refused to tell my parents it died til, i fuck u not, it started to decay. i kept my dead fish a secret until finally my dad noticed and very gently informed me she’d died. i knew. i just couldn’t let her go.
i would Not let my parents flush her down the toilet. i begged them to let me bury her in the backyard. but when my dad went to pour out the water in her tank, she moved. like, she shifted with the water. remember she was literally decaying. visible bones. i sobbed that she was ALIVE. i could not let that fish go.
my cat i’ve had for 12 years is dying. but every time she has a good moment. when she’s lying on my chest and purring. when she’s sleeping. the few times she nibbles some food. i swear she’s going to get better. it’s almost like i can’t see the massive tumor eating her leg and rib cage.
maybe she’ll get better (the vet says she won’t). maybe i’m giving up too soon (i’ve already held on to her a month longer than the vet said i should). maybe she doesn’t want to die yet (she barely eats).
guy at the sevlev asked what color my hair is which like… have you got eyes? but he was actually asking what specific dye was used to get it to this color cuz his girl wants hers similar so obviously i told him the brand and shades i used (arctic fox wrath and frose)