work bestie and i talking about getting an apartment as soon as new years… have an appointment for a walkthrough tomorrow… it’s all happening so fast and i haven’t told him at all yet. scary yet exciting yet very very scary. i might have to call my mom after all. i dont have as much money saved up as i wanted but i have to get out of here. he’s going out of town for a few days over new years and i might be moving out during that time. i really dont know if i should tell him beforehand or not. i also would feel bad for ruining his little vacation lol. but he’s ruined so many of my days, weeks, months, years that i really shouldn’t. but i would.











