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breelovesu03

so we’ve seen chris

but this ⬇️

being the exact same person as this ⬇️

is truly insane.

god he’s attractive.

mattysbabyangel

just realized im the only mf who uses tumblr on their phone.. youre telling me you guys are using a laptop?..

Hey so little update. Tw vent and self harm

Met a boy and I think I genuinely liked this one and I thought he genuinely liked me too. He took me on dates and met my family. We’ve both helped each other with our different situations which I will not go into detail. But I get the typing notification twice during lunch at school today but a message never sent. I found out that he and his friends were writing a “break up” (we’re not dating but talking) text and he felt bad doing it during school so he waited till after I saw him and sat with him on the bus to send me this message. In one part of the message he says he’s not ready for a relationship, ok that’s understandable. Then I get ask to delete every photo I have of him which ok I kinda understand that. Then he tells me that he wants to stay friends and still talk. Cool I can do that. I then for the next two hours bawling my eyes out cause I feel lead on and betrayed. He swears he likes me for me and he wants to be with me then he does this. I feel stupid for believing him. For being clean for him. For trusting him with my body. I feel annoying and obsessive.

Prior to all this happening, we were on call for 21 hours straight. 21 HOURS. And every five minutes I’m asking if I’m being annoying or clingy and he goes “ur not dw” and I tried to genuinely believe him but after this morning I don’t think I do anymore. I have tomorrow off but I have to see him again Wednesday which I’m not excited for cause I think if I see him I will start to cry. I can’t even think about him without crying. I’ve never felt like this before with anyone.

He even told me that he would stop being friends with this girl, that’s like him and he liked in the past, I was jealous of if it made me feel better. I cried into his shoulders that night will he rubbed my arm and told me I was gonna be ok and I don’t need to worry about her anymore. Now I’m pretty sure I’m being throw away for her. I told him I have a fear of being thrown away and only being used for my body and he told me he would never do that literally YESTERDAY.

Because of this I will be going on break till I feel better. No promises that it will be soon. I love the few friends I did make on this app and I hope they are doing amazing.

matts-lover-girl

i need to get cracked

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