my bad thoughts archive :(

i'm in a better place now. barely used sideblog where i'll occasionally drop a Thought or two.

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i'll spend the rest of eternity with you... and everything beyond eternity as well.

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my feelings for you make me want to bleed.

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i need your attention or i'll die.

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why don't you love me. why do you hate me. why won't you respond to me. why why why why why why why

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don’t go away i’m sorry for what i did i’m sorry just please don’t leave with my sense of self because you’re all i need and you’re all i want and you’re everything and you’re nothing and i can’t live without you and i hate you with every fiber of my being and you mean more to me than every other thing combined and i can’t lose you because i don’t need anyone else if i have you

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lol I have bpd. this makes everything make so . much more sense now

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im jealous of the air you breathe, darling.

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i want the barriers between us to dissolve. you’re mine, and i’m yours, so what’s the problem? i love you. i love you, so i want to blur the borders differentiating you from me. if i try hard enough, i can just become someone like you, someone you’ll like. so please, please, just tell me i’m everything you’ve ever wanted, because you’re everything i want.

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mine, mine, mine. the moment i laid eyes on you, i declared you mine. there's no one else we need. i want you, all of you. and i don't care how it happens, i just want us to devour each other whole.

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I spent so much time becoming someone you’d like. isn’t my body your type? am I smart enough? talented enough? am I enough? don’t you want me? say you want me. tell me you love me. tell me you love my body. say “I love you”. say it first. say it over and over. don’t stop telling me you love me. I love you, why won’t you say it more?

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im a monster i don’t deserve love

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I've got something to say to you... I'm happy for you :)))

thank you. 

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do you have any other blog or social media’s ? love this one 💓

this is a side blog, and i do have other social media, but this is the only place with this sort of ‘theme’/content. i’d be glad to share if you do want that, but i’m very different on here versus other places.

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what's your sun & venus sign 🤔 ?

libra and scorpio, respectively.

why?

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please please please please please all i need is your love please please please please all i need is your love please please please please please please please please please all i need is your love please please please please please please please all i need is your love please please please please please please please all i need is your love please all i need is your love please please please please please please please all i need is your love please please please please please please please please please please please please

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i really love your blog! it helps me with writing a story of mine haha

<3

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you give me a reason to breathe