she/ him ,, slasher doll+professional puppy 𐂯 Bruce Wayne's wife
i dont plan nor condone anything. i have a genuine interest in psychology and crime, thats it.
https://michaelwayne.straw.page/
i do not condone, support or plan on recreating any of the actions done by the perpetrators that i post about. my interest in crimology and psychology is a genuine one, if you condone please block me
hi!!! my name is michael / eliza (ask me which i prefer atm) she/him , mdd+gad+im fucking stupid and need tone tags , I'm new to the t(( but have been conducting research on the subject since I was very young. My current favorite perps are Colt G and Jodi A, I'm currently researching Colt G, Alec M, and Jeff D
I'm a very mentally ill girl, I don't need to be told again what I already know.
My other interests are DC (specifically batman universes), horror movies, texas chainsaw massacre, saw, house of wax, black christmas, friday the 13th, halloween, house md, twin peaks, supernatural, zero day, elephant , manic(2001), the boys, hannibal, cannibalism, rick and morty, season 1 ahs, and im a cinephile so a lot more movies ^.^
I listen to pretty much anything but my favorites are Ethel Cain(saw her live best thing thats ever happened to me), LDR, Nicole Dollanganger, Sematary, Kettle Cedavar, TWICE, Loona, KiiiKiii, Frank Sinatra, Sonic Youth, Billy Joel, 3TEETH, MCR
I'm very sweet i sweaar , dms are open always feel free to message for just about anything (if you need to vent, to be friends, stuff like that)
discord -- autopsyguilt
pinterest - slashherdoll
letterboxd - abigailhobbss
dni
general dni (racist,nazi,homophobic,transphobic) , if your an apologist of any kind , disrespectful to victims , radqueer and radfem , over 18
i saw a guy with a rammstein belt on at the dollar store and have been thinking about it recently. he could've been tcc 👀 or he could just like the band 😔
I'm sure I'm not the first person to question this but there are a lot of signs in his text messages shared in court that signal he might have had undiagnosed schizoaffective disorder.
He mentions that a family member had schizophrenia, while its not big enough evidence on its on it does make his chances of the disorder higher.
He also mentions going through what he calls 'mania' to his grandmother multiple times, which she responds to without questioning but instead by saying he should get stronger medication. In the same message he claims its a "suprise package that comes with schizophrenia"
On the rare occasion that he did go to school he would tell his Grandmother the teachers talked bad about him and it would cause him to have panic attacks, this can be explained by schizoaffective delusions.
He had frequent panic attacks like those at home too, which is why his grandmother wanted him to have mental help which was failed to be delivered to him. This could have delayed a diagnoses
He has a sourt of episode/outburst after the Zoloft his mother was giving him isnt present when he was supposed to take it, when things of structure (such as taking medication at certain times) are taken away it can cause outburts of anger in schizoaffective disorder. These outburts of anger where very common with Colt, they are also symptoms of schizoaffective disorder.
Anyways this is just a theory I'm not a medical professional, just thought this might be worth sharing
i love having a mother whos also into true crime, she lets me rant to her about colts case or really any perps case that im looking into and have actual conversations about it with me. everyone against the tcc should be more like my mother
Also another thing I wanted to yap about (about Colt Gray again) because it's really tiring to see.
A lot of people unfortunately treat him as they treat everybody else in the tcc 💔 like I don't understand why people make edits bragging about the people he k*lled when he literally regretted it, he was crying afterward mind you. y'all can't even be bothered to do ONE BIT of research about him always making fun of him too "eugh he look funky" "he look like he doesn't shower" "he look gross" mind you his parents neglected him?? What do y'all expect to happen to a boy with parents like that? Of course he isn't going to be normal and the perfect handsome clean boy y'all want to thirst over 🥺 get over yourself genuinely this is embarrassing 💔 He was mentally ill, begging his family for help he NEVER got and the only thing y'all are bothered about is his teeth, his voice, or the way he used to look. GET UP AND DO SOME RESEARCH.
I'D ASSUME THE SAME FOR…
29 <-- INCLUDING TEACHER! September 4th.. >_<
Suicide? 50/10 Live?
We'll See!!
STOP I"M SCARED! IM NOT A KKiller! :(
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i have no fucking clue what any of that says.
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just symbols
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Class
2ND
WALK from
1st to the bathroom So I'll set my bag down, open it, put on vest I'll take a moment or two to stay calm and really think about if I want to do this
Take out the poster covering rifle. Take out the rifle and prop it up against the wall. Vest should be on at this point. Get out gloves that are in your backpack and put them on. Clap a few times to make sure they're on tight. Once done, zip up backpack, check mags, slots, and vest [drawing of 20 round magazines, 60 rounder, 30 rounder]
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ONTO THE THING…! wait a bit, make sure no one is walking in or out of the bathroom. Gloves should be on. Take out your 60 rounder and put in and chamber around. ok. turn on your red dot. aim down at the floor to make sure your sight is on. check your vest and make sure that it is on tight. once done, check stock to make sure it's at your preferred setting. put on hat make sure hair is out of face. set backpack to the side. pick up rifle with right hand, open up stall door with left. Don't shoot anyone in the bathroom you will alert people.
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drawing of his second period classroom
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Hallway
I'm thinking 3-4 people killed
injured: 4-5
Classroom 1
15-17 killed
injured : 2-3
Classroom 2
3-5 killed
Injured 2-3
(surprised if i make it)
MKAYYY >_<
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Why (approx. 100+) Why am I like this?
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Why (approx. 20+)
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Why (approx. 100+)
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Why (x65)
r, m, t, k, s, b, 6, y, r, l, 7, k
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ANIMAL
ANIMAL
ANIMAL
ANIMAL
ANIMAL
ANIMAL
AAAAA
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I CANT WAIT, I CANT WAIT
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drawing of sad face
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scribbles
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drawing of firearm + doodles. number 10 pointed at magazine
