oceansaurora⋆˙⟡

writes some real sad meddison and neurodivergent greys on ao3 <3 💋 🦢 🌷🐚🫀🐈

[oceansaurora]

ocean. 22. surviving the horrors through writing. femme lesbian. audhd. private practice girly, walshie, forever in mourning for lexie grey. stick lexie, amelia & addie in one body and tell them to fight it out, you’ve basically got me. meddison is a religion and i will worship till the grave.

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oceansaurora is alive and breathing: thoughts, writing updates, ocean being ocean. + a promise to keep it that way.

oceanside unwellness group: private practice related insanity and addison montgomery agonising. because absolutely none of them are at all well.

oceansaurora regretfully informs you this didn’t make the cut: deleted scenes. things i just couldn’t make work for my ongoing fics but couldn’t just keep to myself forever either.

oceansaurora is plotting deviously: be scared. i’m planning some emotional devastation and am probably writing it right that second. run while u still can.

ocean babe please go to bed xoxo: insomnia posting. mostly disregard, probably.

oceanic: mecore of both the on and offline variety.

ocean in stem: gettin educated & losing my mind about it.

the aurora <3: wellness, recovery, hope.

oceansplaylist: songs! songs as the muses 4 my writing. songs as medicine. links 2 my fic playlists. u get the idea.

oceansaurora is being haunted by bizzy forbes: heeeeeelp. help. she’s got me. release me this instant beatrice.

[oceansaurora]

“i don’t know how much i’ll change, but i’ll be better than i used to be.”

[oceansaurora]

“that’s so addison montgomery” i say, staring at a childhood photo album

[coldsnapz]

mny ocssssss. myuu occssss aughghghg myu ocsssssss wailing like a ghoul oever my ocsss

[ursulaincorporated]

You know what I want more of? Non-sexual intimacy. In close moments between friends. The “I can’t do this alone”. The “I need help”. The wounds that need bandaged. The “I can’t change my clothes on my own”. The need for help with simple tasks for different reasons. Maybe a recent injury or disability means they don’t know how to shower yet and they need help.

I want that. Write me that. You say that they are as close as family so show me they are as close as family.

[oceansaurora]

what kind of shit did i inherit? i could drop it now and leave it there, i ain't going nowhere near it, i’ve been alone and i fucking fear it.

[callizinc]

Every time it's hot out and i complain about the summer sun and heat someone's always like "Well can't you wear something other than all black all day every single day" NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[oceansaurora]

deep in the andy and meredith spiral again. self sacrificing women and their inner children who scream "look at me, i can be as strong as you, i can save people too... i could save us both. don't leave." mother wounds, grief as your most consistent form of love, an innate understanding of what it is to ache to the point of breaking wide open, only to seal the crack in your soul with work and sex before anyone can even notice it's there. both on track for positions of influence and leadership within their respective fields only to be derrailed by the men who loved them, but could not tolerate the threat of them surpassing them professionally. a woman who runs into fire and a woman who sinks into the ocean. almost strangers who can fall apart together in a storage closet. almost strangers who show each other the sides of themselves usually buried so far out of reach.

[hon3vbees]

remember kids any character can have your disability if you project hard enough

[fealty-to-thee]

More characters ending disabled and happy NOW

[lifewouldbebetteronmars]

Teddy had more chemistry with BOTH of Owen’s ex-wives than she’s ever had with Owen

THERE, I said it

[temilyrights]

you can pry my chronically lonely women from my cold dead heads

[jasper-the-kid]

id fill an elevator full of all the scans and reports of all our patients we ever worked on together to get you to marry me but youre not nerdy enought to understand that

[000l]

[shrewreadings]

like to charge, reblog to cast.

[sylvienat]

“I WISH YOU COULD KNOW ME”😭😭😭they talk to each other everyday i say as they drag me into a padded room

[fromhersoul]

[oceansaurora]

i know they won't hurt you anymore... as long as you can let them go.

you can let it go, you can throw a party full of everyone you know.

you can start a family who will always show you love.