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༄｡° ocean ⋆ 22 ⋆ she/they ⋆ uk

world's slowest writer. high femme lesbian. audhd. private practice girly, walshie, forever in mourning 4 slexie. amelia sun, lexie moon, addison rising ⊹ ࣪ ˖

⋆˚ʚɞ other places u can stalk find me: ao3 ⋆ spotify ⋆ letterboxd ⋆ serializd ⋆ pagebound ⋆

+ in ur dms? i need greys friends like i need oxygen <3

#oceansaurora is alive and breathing #oceanside unwellness group #oceansaurora regretfully informs you this didn’t make the cut #oceansaurora is plotting deviously #ocean babe pls go to bed xoxo #oceanic #ocean in stem #ocean gets artsy #oceansplaylist #the aurora <3

treasuredplanet

in hindsight sending the number one digit at a time created the funniest half second of either of our lives

#oceanic

you need never look back again <3

#CELIAAAAAAAAAAA #look everyone it’s my biological daughter #angel girl #information tweaked to work for both inhlw and her unnamed whatever #would appear i’m a ghost writer for her autobiography #ghost writer as in HAUNTED #procreate is still a work in progress but we’re improving! we’re playing with diff styles! we’re havin fun with it #so much experimentation but worth it to hav some doodles of my bby #spot the difference between my actual handwriting and me trying to be legible for actual info lol #cecilia lowell #oc artwork #ocean’s ocs #i need her like water #ocean gets artsy

shout out to audhd people who ate ice cream for dinner and considered it a win. shout out to audhd people who haven’t ticked a single item off their seemingly very simple to do list in days. shout out audhd people who can’t. stop. sleeping. and then all of a sudden cannot sleep ever again. shout out audhd people who are so scared of fully burning out again that the fear actually pushes them closer. shout out audhd people on a leave of absence to get their head straight. shout out audhd people who feel a truckload of unnecessary of guilt about that, or just in general. shout out audhd people who also have complex ptsd and shout out audhd people with complex ptsd who are doing the work and finding it all so so exhausting (but who know it’s necessary, so keep showing up.) shout out audhd people who know themselves and know their strength and will never again be told that this is their fault. shout out audhd people who know that the system was not built for us. shout out audhd people who don’t know that yet especially, because god is it just that tiny bit easier when you know. shout out audhd people who feel like they should keep pushing, because this is no where near as bad as it can get. shout out audhd people who are learning that’s the point you’re meant to do the damn resting! shout out audhd people who feel deep existential dread about living this cycle forever. shout out audhd people who will keep getting up every day regardless.

#how best to salvage ourselves #but also #not so subtle ocean updates #being… kind of optimistic? kind of exhausted? kind of terrified but still hopeful #and being aware that it’s all probs just a side effect of treating the ghosts #just being i guess #actually audhd

daistea

Please draw your oc x canon please be unashamedly loud about it please post it without embarrassment please make dramatic emotional edits of them please indulge yourself

#don’t mind if i do :p #addicelia

lordsfromelsewhere

dana evans my absolute beloved

check out my other art here :)

timelapse under cut:

#i’m weak look at her i wanna sob #angel #dana evans #the pitt

lots of audible gasping + jaw dropped to the floor every time cassie or dana do literally anything. i’m WEAAAK i am besotted. blushing constantly. help.

#fully flustered over fictional women what’s new #the pitt

samsincerely

EVERYONE get in the tags rn and tell me your favorite cheese

#gorgonzola al cucchiaio #the actual loml

guelwaar

im always up at ass o clock doing god knows what

#oceanic

str-ngeloop

you will struggle to say the unsayable thing for five years straight. and then it will suddenly become easy on a Wednesday morning

#seeing this after wednesday morning emdr....#a little too real #saying the unsayable thing until it's all so much easier to sit with

littlemonstrrr

I would love to watch a compilation of every time someone gives Meredith Grey shit for being suicidal

#right? cause why is our girl so fucking unwell in early seasons and derek especially is just like #your mental health issues are deeply inconvenient to me :) get it together :) oh and also a woman hit on me and i nearly took her up on it:)#i’m sure that will make you feel much better :)#wait why are you still depressed and not instantly fixed? :(#everyone straight up acting like she c h o s e to be so overwhelmed and worn down that lungs full of water seemed more comfortable #someone give her a good dose of sertraline and a hug i beg

sycamorality

polyamory and aromanticism would solve so many stupid relationship issues

yvesdot

I have seen a young lady with her table loaded with volumes loaded of fictitious trash, poring day after day and night after night over highly wrought scenes and skillfully portrayed pictures of romance, until her cheeks grew pale, her eyes became wild and reckless, and her mind wandered and was lost — the light of intelligence passed behind a cloud, and her soul was forever benighted. She was insane, incurably insane from reading novels.

-- an anonymous pastor in 1864, on the greatest threat to young women

#tag urself i’m poring over highly rought romance day after day and night after night

hypothetically what if i have sososososo many hdwsapla thoughts like sooooo many that it’s actually painful how little writing time i hav atm