Gachiakuta || Enjin Episode 3

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Gachiakuta || Enjin Episode 3
āThe measure of an individual can be difficult to discern by actions alone.ā
Excuse me while I go sob now.
Logging back into this account after six years (edit: 4 years, apparently I had a brief two days of activity back in 2021 lmao) feels both incredibly and blissfully nostalgic while also being akin to a walk of shame.
my return to this website is brought to you, in part, by reminiscing recently with one of my dear friends that I met on this site while drinking the bellarke kool-aid and also, I started playing mass effect like two weeks ago and am experiencing a brain rot I havenāt felt since the [redacted]. and when I say brain rot, I mean I am having the itch to write again. unfortunately, I feel like I have missed peak mass effect fandom activity by aboutā¦15 years.
so, maybe Iām tempted to write bellarke again because itās familiar. itās what I know. And god, Iād be lying if I said I didnāt miss it. or maybe Iāll write mass effect fic despite the very likely outcome that no one will read it. frankly, itās just nice to feel the itch again.
anyway, I donāt know if anyone even remembers me or is still here. but if you are, I hope you know I missed you and hope you are doing well <3. despite the trauma of being a blarke Stan, I wouldnāt trade those years for anything.
you are a cinema (i could watch you forever)
bellarke modern au // explicit content // tw: voyeurism
Bellamy gets a new neighbor who may or may not be an exhibitionist. And he canāt stop watching.
(ao3)
PART II
you are a cinema (i could watch you forever)
bellarke modern au // explicit content // tw: voyeurism
Bellamy gets a new neighbor who may or may not be an exhibitionist. And he canāt stop watching.
(ao3)
PART II
if I ever see jason rothenberg in the streets itās ON SIGHT
Bellarke AU
If other universes exist I hope weāre happy somewhere. That there are universes where history doesnāt pull us apart and we become a tragic story full of sorrow and regret, ones where we donāt become our own undoing that only history would remember us for. I know in this story we could never belong to each other, but if there is another universe, another story, another us I hope we can love each other until our dying day.
ā history became cruel to star-crossed lovers, they could never end up happy | our violent ends. //t.cĀ
if I ever see jason rothenberg in the streets itās ON SIGHT
looking back and realizing that literally everything in this hell show has been meaningless and they simply made it up as they went along is my villain origin story
logged in specifically to ask...how are we doing, fam?
hi...
so what a wild ride, huh? I know I havenāt been active for quite some time now and Iām sorry for that. Life has sort of hit me all at once and this year has been a trying one to say the least, as Iām sure its been for all of us.
The show is back tonight and normally I would be ecstatic to finally get to escape back into that world, to see blarke pLaToNiCaLlY look at each other and think about the 700 fanfic ideas it inspires. But unfortunately, that excitement isnāt there this time. And Iām not sure if itās because Iāve spent so much time away from fandom, or because the showrunner proves time and time again that heās a piece of shit. Probably a bit of both.
So anyways, all this to say I probably wonāt be watching this season. Or, if I do, itāll be clips on YouTube. Iām done giving Jason his free promotion when he clearly does not care about his characters or his plot, but instead his own continued career and shitty writing. He doesnāt care about the fansā and yes, I know this fandom can be a bit feral at times, but itās no different than any other fandom from what Iāve seen. He doesnāt care about the people on his show. He cares about him and his own success. Nothing else. And Iām sick.
Maybe one day Iāll come back to this blog. Or back to writing fanfic. But for now, I think Iām done.
I have had so much fun being in this fandom with you all. This has been a place that has given me so much, Iāll never be able to express how grateful I am. Iāve loved making real life friends through this, getting to write for you all, and read/love your art. I donāt think there will ever be another Bellarke for me. So thank you for letting me yell with you on this hellsite. Thank you for tagging me in your BFSNās. Thank you for your fanfic, your gif sets. Thank you for your friendship.
If you want to find me, you can on Twitter @octannibalblake
See you on the otherside, my loves.
I should have added the disclaimer that if you still love the show, thatās totally okay and donāt let anyone make you feel bad for feeling that way! Iāve always said that we are entitled to feel how we feel, even if itās not the ānormā or whatās popular, and although Iām on a different side than I used to be, your feelings are still valid!
okay now thatās all
hi...
so what a wild ride, huh? I know I havenāt been active for quite some time now and Iām sorry for that. Life has sort of hit me all at once and this year has been a trying one to say the least, as Iām sure its been for all of us.
The show is back tonight and normally I would be ecstatic to finally get to escape back into that world, to see blarke pLaToNiCaLlY look at each other and think about the 700 fanfic ideas it inspires. But unfortunately, that excitement isnāt there this time. And Iām not sure if itās because Iāve spent so much time away from fandom, or because the showrunner proves time and time again that heās a piece of shit. Probably a bit of both.
So anyways, all this to say I probably wonāt be watching this season. Or, if I do, itāll be clips on YouTube. Iām done giving Jason his free promotion when he clearly does not care about his characters or his plot, but instead his own continued career and shitty writing. He doesnāt care about the fansā and yes, I know this fandom can be a bit feral at times, but itās no different than any other fandom from what Iāve seen. He doesnāt care about the people on his show. He cares about him and his own success. Nothing else. And Iām sick.
Maybe one day Iāll come back to this blog. Or back to writing fanfic. But for now, I think Iām done.
I have had so much fun being in this fandom with you all. This has been a place that has given me so much, Iāll never be able to express how grateful I am. Iāve loved making real life friends through this, getting to write for you all, and read/love your art. I donāt think there will ever be another Bellarke for me. So thank you for letting me yell with you on this hellsite. Thank you for tagging me in your BFSNās. Thank you for your fanfic, your gif sets. Thank you for your friendship.
If you want to find me, you can on Twitter @octannibalblake
See you on the otherside, my loves.
Wow, I canāt believe weāre at the end of the year/decade. Iāve met so many absolutely wonderful, talented people on this site and I really want to show my appreciation for everyone. Thank you for putting up with me falling in love with new fandoms like constantly and thank you for continuing to support me. This year, in particular, has been full of big changes, I got my braces off, I graduated from high school, I started university (and first semester of first year went very well!)
This isnāt going to be alphabetical since Iām too lazy to do that. And I apologize if I forget to tag anyone, just know I appreciate every single one of you.
@octaviaskairipas, @mallec, @mmichaelscofield, @amystiago, @amez-santiago, @stephensking, @itsletalestrange, @astnkova, @jemmablossom, @jakeperalta, @samucarlas, @carla-roson, @viviansternwood, @annastorvs, @selflessbellamy, @tenmonologues, @ricky-bowens, @nadiasguzman, @yasmin-khan, @gayrue, @captainsantiagos, @mingrose, @anne-shirley-blythe, @the-paris-of-people, @jimhcpper, @madeforgardens, @commandermadi, @clarkgriffon, @sidney-parker, @charmanderdiyoza, @nvermindiseeyou, @widonotts, @octannibal-blake, @wonderwrman, @ofroadmapsandpaperbacks, @guznadia, @ohbellamy, @grammaticallyincoherent, @ohpineapple, @amarakaran, @bidoctor, @clarkegriffinblake, @zoemonroe, @sergeant-santiago, @sunlitday, @bb-8, @chidianagonye, @rsemciver, @biconicclarkegriffin, @trueloveistreacherous, @baellamy, @linctavia, @ginahlinetti, @mikesseleven, @flawlessbellamy, @bobmorlee, @bellamyblakesz, @qamalakhan, @imcristinayang, @juliadorable, @charmainediyoza, @thelovelylights, @chanceclaybournes, @midge-maisel, @amyjacob, @paigemelendez, @frecklessbellamy, @gelbmantrees, @sfreedram, @weirwolves, @misskamala, @dizzrkipling, @lleescoresby, @kamalaskahns, @stydixa, @bellamyblakesass, @cherybombblossom, @that70sdream, @jonahsimms, @karolinadeanminoru, @unbrokenraven, @tracylorde, @ringsabellamy, @jasperjoordan, @buffytara, @the-goodluckcharm, @fredweasleying, @mechaniicreyes, @space-delinquents, @wonderworman, @spareaejon, @ganvey, @buckeybarns, @galaxybellamy, @puzzlesandcons, @hostagetakerandhisgirlfriend, @princessclarke, @rosetylers, @starkdelinquents, @moonaskingtostay, @boberly, @tyronndy, @luke-skywalker, @deadshotbellamy, @clakregriffinā, @clarkebellamyā, @ravenslunaā, @amy-santiagoā, @wellamyblakeā, @bellamynochillblakeā, @queens-clarkeā, @goodqueenalysā, @chaveztoddsā, @grumpybellā, @niylahā, @eddiebucklyā, @zomonroā, @the-ships-to-rule-them-allā, @royalblakesā, @nadiahilkerā, @carol-the-queenā
Happy Birthday Liz!!!! I hope you have a wonderful day!!!! And Happy New Year!!! šššš
Thank you my dear friend! Sending you love and happy New Years š„³š
Just wanted to let you know that I think you're great ā„
omg thank you, love š„°š„ŗ I think youāre great too!