✨OddStars🌌

Yo, smell like blueberries ;) Um also the fakest bitch u meet

[oddstarsuwo]

Doki doki

Is it weird that I feel our connection fading?

Idk if you got tired of me or dislike me now

Probably not, but why is it fizzling out?

Are you just enjoying your time alone?

Am too horrible at conversation to make them long?

Why can’t I seem to make those connected moments happen?

Maybe this is karma

For the time I made friends feel bad

Maybe this is karma 

For hurting you for no reason

I should have shut up if I had nothing nice to say

Why do strangers words change how I look on myself 

Why did I hurt you am sorry but I can’t take it back now

Why was I evil? 

[oddstarsuwo]

I hate myself omg, am going through old posts and it’s just such desperate ass igugugugh ick whatever I love me it’s cute hehehe twist

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SHOWS USE LGBTQ+ THEMES AS A SCAPEGOAT FOR BAD WRITING!!!

(decides to add a warning, this is a negative rant, if you don’t feel like negativity today, than the title says it all, you don’t need to read this or feel a dark cloud in your stomach today, I hate that feeling so yeah :] )

Ok am done, that’s all I wanted to say, okay no wait, am not, so I feel like shows lately use the inclusiveness as shield sometimes to keep themselves out of fire, and it’s annoying, it’s either unintentional like how some shows add romance and spice when not needed bc their losing steam, knowing those things will sell BUT BUT IF AND IF I FEEL MOST SHOWS DO THIS NOW NOT OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF THEIR HEART BUT TO POINT AND GO ‘look it’s not us it’s the gayyyyy, it’s not because we’re lazy n writing is hard and it’s easer to make slop’ maybe idk it’s just annoying cuz I keep seeing people blaming being woke or shows being woke to bad quality when it feels intentional, like there’s no way all these shows just decided to add ‘controversial’ themes for no reason, it just fuels fire and I hate it, and just hate how the culture focuses on boxing people too but that’s like another rant

Anyway I just wanted to vent out a little, and I know am right/ ‘correct’, cuz am a sheep, and a people pleaser, I don’t get controversial opinion out of no where, if am feeling this must be cuz others are too and if am posting this it’s because I wanted the validation of being right so yeah lol

p.s: ( I feel kinda of bad being mad or angry I feel like we have enough of that already everywhere in media like ragebates and shit and everyone has an opinion and everyone has the moral high ground and things can’t just be fun or silly without hate or negativity which is tiring, mini rant in a rant sigh lol)

[oddstarsuwo]

Ammmmm iiii niceeee guyyyyyyyyyyy, gall

llllll, shittttttteeeeeeee pffffffff

[oddstarsuwo]

Do not Befriend 

Vvvv 

Horrible friking person.

Cons 

Pervert, very pervert, fuckinh pervet

Ehhhhh self centered fuck, do not care for u

Pros

Very easy to fuck over, low self of esteem, so fucked

[oddstarsuwo]

ummmmm idk spamming writings

Past mistakes haunt me

Mom wants me to be strong

To not cry when she dies

But I don’t know what I’ll do

Am so sensitive to others

Am so self centered

Am scared of being in the wrong

Of making mistakes

Of making regrets 

Of being the bad guy

Doubting myself

I want hold firm for once

I wanna be sure for once

I don’t want feel like every choice will be a mistake 

Did I hurt that person?

Am I pressuring that person?

Am I being a hypocrite?

Nine days, and am already pushing

Fuck I hate this

Fuck I wish there’s away to know for sure

Did I make it worse?

How to show concern? Am being too much?

Too little?

Do I actually care or just want to be in the right?

Just to do something right

Is this all a performance for someone else?

I don’t deserve you

I wish I shut up

Your life is so perfect but you can’t even be some what decent person

So fuck you

You hurt people and act innocent after, cry after and barely have the courage to apologize if at all

You coward

You annoying, useless, coward.

You make yourself seem so kind, so nice, like you care when you don’t

You only care about yourself and you can’t even do that right

Why are you doing! You done hurting yourself? Too bad your numb now

It’s fine, it’s done, the damage has been done, deal with it.

He could hate you but fuck it you tried and you failed and horrible

Stop crying now 

It’s so funny, people have much much harder lives and am crying for this 

Am crying over this, because your afraid your friend hates you now 

Friends hurt

[oddstarsuwo]

Fuckkkkkkkkk this, idc am downer 

Fuckkk yeah am downerrrrrre

Nope ur not gonna get happiness from me

Try again next time

Not in mood now

I make your life Grey

Reminder u of disarray

Hate myself n you in one

Oh no u hurt my feelings 

Oh no I hurt your feelings

Fuck yeah Idc

Disconnecting from u is my past time 

Hope u don’t mind my annoying side

Shit that sounded too nice 

Too afraid to type

How to make friends 

How to make ‘em happy

How to make ‘em like me

Oh so that the goal nevermind

Your life is too good

Gotta find something depressing about it

Make it everyone’s problem

Sounds like a good plan ig

God am feeling lonely 

My friends are not talking to me

Give me your good energy 

Give u my bad energy 

Why are u running from a good deal?

Okay will admit it’s half decent time

To spent with meeeeeeeee

Me me mène

Me me all u talk about is me

Who is this me ?

Can only express myself in memes

That’s pathetic

Love my smelly pathetic alpha omega sent

Akeardddddd

[oddstarsuwo]

Fascinated with morbid things

Bad unholy things

Catch your mind in a loop of endless pain

Grate on your heart and morals in vain

Pray on your knees for your right and not wrong

While fearing the animal lurking in the dark

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Your sadness inconveniences me.

Am sorry dear. you end up loving me.

I tried to love you but my heart can’t beat.

Oh why are so deeply in love my dear?

Caring and sacrificing your comfort.

While it only ending to benefit me.

I don’t understand it, seems too troublesome my dear.

Unfortunately for you, am too content to make change here.

I love you dear but those are just words to say.

Unlike how you’ll go to war for me.

Am worried dear but am too content.

Still trying to love you more then me.

Still can’t get my heart to beat.

Tell me love, why do you even bother?

Caring so much for uncaring other?

Am happy too but what of you?

How can you be such happy fool?

Your sadness inconveniences me.

How can you marry someone so selfish to you?

Didn’t even notice how unfeeling I can be.

Your sad but I want you moving on already.

Dear, just move on already.

Be the happy fool, I know you to be.

(Damn this turned sad, just imagine this is like old timey war times, and the wife died somehow maybe sickness and this like her ghost maybe, Like she wasn’t in love with him but cared, idk ugh why so sad.)

[oddstarsuwo]

I want something 

I want something 

I want love like the stories

I want gentle unassuming 

I want you to kiss me

I want you to like me

I want to like you back

Please let it be love like fantasy 

Please be my one

Fuck

I want to fuck up my life

Love is the best answer

Let it beat your heart and leave you to ache after

Caring is for the idiots and lonely

The addicts and grivers

Thé none stop believers

That love is the answer.

No family no friends, no pity no comfort

So lonely in despair

Only your love can make it gentler

Guide to this world, humor to your wounds

Sympathy to your plights, cared for when weaker 

That give no take, helpless love must be the answer

Fix me inside, for your love is the answer

This is my God. 

Love, O Love. 

[oddstarsuwo]

uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I smell bad

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I needed to sleep but mind is so fivj

[oddstarsuwo]

Ignore this world but am into losers why? Why do I find evil losers appealing? It's like awww they hates girls but in dumb way, like idk like wyf is wrong with me? It's like watching a cartoon alien villain and that's basically my type, okay maydw type is big word because i don't care enough to know people but i judt like seeinb evil losers fumble, maybe i just can't take them seriously (ye am over explaining myself this court)

[oddstarsuwo]

ARE YALL BLIBDDDDD okkk so am watching utopia UK and like there's these two characters that am like GAY that's so gay, can't wait to see fans writing about them and then i go and check and there's nothing????

Like there are some weird ass fics/ships in there BUT YOU CAN'T SEE THE OBVIOUS ONE, am I missing something? Did an actor do something awful and their being boycott??

Btw am talking about mike the wife cheater and his new boss Geoff something that's like protecting and intemidating his ass LIKE HOW CAN PEOPLE NOT SEE THE ROMANCE OPPORTUNITY IN THIS, LIKE I SWEAR IVE SEEN PLOTS LIKE THIS IN BL OR JUST THEY GIVE THE SAME VIBE HOW? THE PIECES ARE RHERE JUST PUT THEM TOGETHER sigh

Also I haven't finished season one, am at ep 5, I don't think am gonna finish it tho, honestly this would have been better as comic cuz the show just feels slowww and twisty and some characters just lack depth (Arby and Jess are cool tho) the rest meh, Beck confused me, cuz i couldn't trust her for so long that i kept disliking her even after knowing who she talking to.

Ian am sorry Ian i forgot your name for a sec, his boring cuz his handling it well like Wilson said he didn't lose much (in comparison to yk others but it does still suck) he had his angest moments but yeah compared to others not so interesting he kinda normal guy.

Wilson is interesting tho, I like that his character stayed the same in sense, idk his just pirate dude going through shit I like it, sue me.

Also outside of these characters, I think the rest are interesting but still like it just idk I was expecting more? Like to be mind blown by the ideas or plot but I feel like I've watched/ read better things that made me want to watch more, this show is not a page turner, I think just kept hoping it would get better but everything is so talky like bro this is telly you can show and lead to things so much easer you don't need to tell me, make me curious, cuz this is bad scooby doo.

Like for sec I thought maybe I can't trust no one? Maybe everyone in the gang is hiding something and is against eachother/playing eachother idk that would have been fun.

anyway rant over :d

[oddstarsuwo]

🎨ART IN EXCHANGE FOR SPOTIFY GIFT CARD💚

HELLO NEED SPOTIFY GIFT CARD FOR MY FRIENDS BIRTHDAY COMING UP SOON they just mentioned it and it seems like a perfect gift so if anyone willing to exchange it for full body art of their OC THAN DM ME PLZ —> this my art for reference

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Sketchy sketch xd

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this kid is going places.