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↳warnings: profanity, mentions of alcohol consumption, trust issues
↳song: wait by maroon 5
✎author's note: idk what I was going through when I wrote this but this was from my 2018 archive and I think this baby needs to see the light of day,, so here it is!
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"The concert should be done now," you thought to yourself while staring at your phone.
Since your brother's wedding was in 2 days, you didn't have time to fly to Toronto to see your boyfriend and his group perform. You've been on a few tours with them– sometimes working as a stylist for Yugyeom and the whole team. JYP himself even sends you an extra ticket to every single country the boys go to just in case you wanted to come with, but this time however, you had to stay home to help out with your brother's wedding.
It's been almost 3 years since you started dating Yugyeom. What started out as a very unexpected interaction at a dance showcase, later bloomed into something so beautiful. Your relationship wasn't always pretty. In fact, it's true what they say about the first year; it definitely is the hardest.
You've seen them grow, not just as artists but as people, too. You've built such tight relationships with each and every one of them, even the staff members. GOT7 was a family and you were over the moon to be a part of it.
After a few hours of waiting, you decided to take a hot shower before taking a nap. It was a tiring day for you and your family. The wedding was in 2 days and there were a lot of things left to do. You also knew very well that the boys come out exhausted after every show, and so you fought back the slightest feeling of worry in your head and fell into a deep sleep.
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You woke up to the sound of your phone going off.
BREAKING NEWS
MEMBERS OF THE KPOP GROUP– GOT7, WERE SEEN AT A CLUB IN TORONTO AFTER THEIR CONCERT. MEMBERS MARK TUAN, JACKSON WANG & KIM YUGYEOM WERE SPOTTED HEAVILY INTOXICATED WITH 3 UNKNOWN WOMEN JOINING THEM AT THEIR TABLE. NO OFFICIAL STATEMENTS REGARDING THE INCIDENT HAS BEEN RELEASED BY JYP ENTERTAINMENT.
People you knew and didn't know were tagging you everywhere. Every photograph, every article, they all had their eyes on Yugyeom, and they all had their eyes on you, too.
Your brother's fiancée barged into your room shortly after the news broke out. She was always there for you, and the relationship you shared was a very special one. You trusted her, and you never hid anything from her after the first time she saw you cry.
"Y/N," your almost sister-in-law cooed. You both knew that it was very unlikely of Yugyeom to act that way, but then again, the people surrounding them aren’t always angels. No one really is.
Just then, the name you've been waiting to see finally popped up on your screen, but this time, you weren't sure if you had the guts to answer him.
"Should I answer?" You asked, sounding miserable as ever. Tears escaped your eyes, glistening like broken glass when the sunlight hits the surface.
"You need to hear it from him, Y/N. I'll be in the kitchen, let me know if you need anything."
Accepting the call, you swallowed hard enough and prepared yourself for what could either be the most painful truth you had to hear, or the biggest lie ever you had to believe.
"Y/N.. hey, please let me explain," Yugyeom's voice was incredibly raspy and shaky, and you knew damn well that he was in tears. It's only been a few hours since the incident, so it was safe to say that he was still quite hungover. You knew they were well taken care of, but what happened cannot be rewritten again. What's done is done.
"Go ahead," you answered. Holding back your tears is always the hardest when you know that you have no choice but to endure the pain.
"We had a few drinks, and we had fun. We had so much fun. The boys and I, the staff. Me and Jackson hyung tried the hose thingy, it was so– cool– but, but I'm sorry babe, I'm so sorry–"
"Do you just.. wanna talk when you’re not like.. this, Yugyeom? Because if you're gonna keep doing this, I might as well just hang up and talk to my fucking wall–"
Oh, the theatrics of a brokenhearted beast.
"No.. stop, listen to me, I'm trying to explain!"
"Okay, then do it," you said angrily. The tears from your eyes were flowing down uncontrollably. It was so painful that you couldn't even hear anything else but the sound of his lies breaking you continuously.
"Mark hyung joined us, and we got so drunk, and next thing you know, these random girls sat with us at the table. I don't remember a lot but– I think one even bit my neck– it hurts, and she– I think she sat on my lap but I think I tried to push her off but I passed out. I don't really remember anything else–"
"You know, Gyeom? Sometimes, I wish you knew what it's like to be the one that patiently waits for you to come home, hoping that the worries in your head just disappear. How could you be so irresponsible? Man.. how could you do this to me? To us?"
"Y/N, you know I love you more than anything else but for fuck's sake, will you please believe me? My head hurts so much and you're acting up! Jesus!"
Yugyeom knew not to push your buttons, but in that state of his, he pushed it all, not missing one.
"Well, if that’s the case then I’m sorry. I’m sorry for caring too much, and for being all up in your business all the fucking time. Have fun remembering how you got that stupid hickey of yours, I’m done–"
"No, you are not hanging up on me, Y/N. It was a mistake, okay? God, my head is killing me and I just.. need you to believe me. I drank too much, and I know it’s bad, but I swear to fucking God, I didn’t do anything to hurt you. I would never hurt you. But you need.. to stop being difficult.. you’re making things worse here–"
The tension grew even more. You were both screaming your lungs out at each other, thousands of miles away from the other.
"Really now?" You spat bitterly. That was it for you. The last straw. "Well then, I know my brother invited you to the wedding, but don't bother showing up. I don't want to see you."
Your harsh words must've hurt Yugyeom so much, that his screams of anger just managed to slip out of his already worn out body.
"You're really throwing this all away– huh? Almost 3 years worth of memories? Just because I made a mistake, just because I don't remember everything that happened to me while I was intoxicated? You think I wanted those girls to come close to us? You're so– Y/N, you really think I wanted to hurt you, don't you? So now.. you do this? You're really breaking up with me? On the phone? Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Trust, Yugyeom. Trust. You broke the most important thing we built. Do you know how hard it is to do this? To date someone like you? People send me death threats, Yugyeom. Just because I decided to be with you. Do you even know how I feel? Do you know how Mark's girlfriend feels? How Jackson's girlfriend feels? Because I do. We all fucking get it!"
"Okay, trust. But let me ask you Y/N, if things were so difficult, why are you still here? Why date me when you could've left? That's what you wanna do anyway, right? You wanna leave, you wanna be free, right?"
But it’s not freedom if it’s not with you.
The bitter taste of surprise was too much for you. It was never meant to hurt that much, but it did.
"Wanna know why I'm still here, Yugyeom?"
"Why," he spat coldly.
"Because I thought that– loving you, oh god, I thought that that was more than enough to believe that we'd make it. But at this point, maybe we're both just better off alone. Separate ways, Gyeom."
Yugyeom let out a faint laugh. The most painful laugh one could ever laugh. A laugh of defeat.
"You're really doing this, huh? This is what you want? You're really doing this to us–"
"You don't need to show up at the wedding.. I'll just, tell them about us after. We'll meet when we're both ready to talk. Be safe."
"Fuck this, Y/N. Fuck–"
And with that, you hung up.
Your heart was broken once again, not by the same person, but because of the same reason you kept your heart safe and hidden in the first place.
Trust.
Yugyeom was your true love. The man you believed to be was your person. The person you entrusted your fragile self to. The person you needed.
But maybe he doesn't need you.
Putting your phone on silent, you cried yourself to sleep, wishing you'd never wake up.
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wedding day.
Your eyes were still tired and gloomy, but you were better. You haven't heard from him since the fight and although it hurt you too much to be that person to hang up and end things, you knew better than to mope all day and question your existence.
"You look so beautiful in that dress! I'm so happy you chose that style! It's just perfect," your brother's soon-to-be wife exclaimed. She was the one who held you tight when your heart broke for the wrong guy, and she was also the one who held you when Yugyeom couldn't. It's safe to say she's the sister you never had.
"Thanks, I'm happy to be here. I'm so excited for you and my brother. I don't know what you see in him but I'm thankful you stuck around."
The bride smiled with tears welling up in her eyes. "You stick around for the one you love, Y/N. Even when the storm hits and everything falls apart, wait it out, then love again."
The wedding venue was everything you imagined it to be. A beautiful pathway to the garden, red and white roses everywhere, and photographs of your brother and his soon-to-be wife hung from the stringed lights wrapped around the tall trees to create the most beautiful ambiance.
Your quick peek of the venue ended since it was almost time for the actual ceremony. You were one of the bridesmaids, and you had to be wherever the bride was.
From afar, a tall figure walked towards the venue in a red suit. His dark hair complemented his outfit, and his handsome face was the cherry on top of it all.
Yugyeom showed up to the wedding a few minutes before it actually started. He took his time exchanging words of happiness and support to your brother. Yugyeom's relationship with your brother started out like any other brother – boyfriend relationship, but the two ended up being very close friends. A few moments before announcing the beginning of the ceremony, Yugyeom found his way to his seat. He sat close to the front, but in the corner.
The ceremony began, and every second felt longer than it should have. Closing your eyes, you took slow, but steady, steps to the podium where your brother was. You both agreed to welcome the bride with your whole family present next to him.
dirty looks from your mother
never seen you in a dress that color, no
it's a special occasion
not invited but I'm glad I made it
He looked at you like it's the first time he's ever laid eyes on you. His heart thumped like crazy, seeing how your hair fell perfectly down the length of your spine, in a red dress that exposed most of your back. Yugyeom couldn't resist every urge to kiss you. Every thought of you possibly breaking up with him completely made the poor boy pale. He was madly in love with you, in every possible way, that losing you meant losing everything to him.
The moment you stood next to your brother, your eyes met his. The eyes you hated to look into, but missed the most. Yugyeom stared at you for a long time, before you both snapped out of the trance only you two were in. You saw him mouth a "wow" before facing the bride and giving her a hug.
Walking to your designated seat, your mind went crazy just imagining how hard it would be to keep your composure when Yugyeom would literally be inches away from you.
"Beautiful," Yugyeom said in awe as you sat next to him. "You're beautiful, Y/N."
Without looking at him, you extended your gratitude. "Thank you, Yugyeom," was all you could say.
You both tried so hard to focus on the wedding. For the most part, it felt like no one else was there. You were in the moment, and so was he.
The exchange of vows was definitely something. Every word your brother and his wife exchanged was pure love. And deep down, you prayed that the love you needed was Yugyeom's.
oh, let me apologize
i'll make up, make up, make up, make up for all those times
your love, I don't wanna lose
i'm begging, begging, begging, begging, I'm begging you
As if on cue, Yugyeom held your hand without looking at you. His hand was shaky, and so was yours, but you didn't pull away. You held onto him, too. You held onto him like your life depended on it, and you held onto the person that longs for you the most.
"I do," your brother speaks into the microphone, looking at his woman. Yugyeom holds your hand even tighter, saying the same words your brother said, loud enough for you to hear it. Only you.
I do.
The bride reciprocates, and tears immediately stream down your face as the rush of emotions take over you.
Not wanting to lose the love of your life ever again, you follow suit, and said the same words the bride said. Only for you and Yugyeom, it meant something else. Only something the two of you could understand.
I do.
You both stood firmly, not letting go of each other, when the officiator finally said the words everyone wanted to hear.
You may now kiss the bride.
Not wasting a precious second, Yugyeom pulled you into a tight embrace, holding your head against his chest. His lips planted kisses at the top of your head, and suddenly everything was right in the world.
The scent of his perfume was home to you, and it made you feel so much better.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry," Yugyeom whispered, still keeping you in his arms.
"I'm sorry, too, Gyeom," you answered, trying hard not to let the tears roll down your cheek and ruin your makeup.
Yugyeom finally kissed you.
He kissed you without stealing the spotlight from the newly weds. He kissed you softly, but it was clear that he longed for it. For you. He kissed you just the way you needed to be kissed, reminding you that he is yours in full surrender.
"I love you, Gyeom."
You finally meet his gaze. The prettiest eyes you've ever seen, and he really was the best thing that's ever happened to you.
↳warnings: cursing, slight suggestive content, mentions of bruises
✎author's note: posting works from my archive, wrote this in 2018 ohp, and man.. missing ikon ot7 hours i’m emotional but here’s a little drabble!!
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"Just get in," his voice deep enough to drown you and have you breathless. "Come here."
Taking more time than usual to slip off of your robe, you looked at yourself in the mirror one last time before joining your boyfriend, Junhoe.
It wasn't lustful in any way, no. It could have been though, and it definitely has been– countless of times before, but for a while now, all you’ve been doing is drinking wine and watching your favourite movies while getting all warm and soaked up in the big, jetted tub.
Evening dates became a thing over the past few months, and has slowly become a part of your routine. Every time Junhoe gets home from his martial arts training, a bubble bath date just needs to happen.
Since your bathroom had a floor to ceiling mirror right in front of the tub, you couldn’t help but notice how his face looked glum as ever, with his knuckles bruised and obviously hurt. It seemed like a bad day for him.
"You wanna talk about it?" you asked, playing with the bubbles covering your bodies. Ahh, the simple joys.
Junhoe, looking rather uneasy, reached for your thigh and caressed it ever so gently. "It's just.. it was a bad day. A really bad day, a really tiring day. I’m sorry, baby."
"Yeah?" Shifting closer to him– if that was even possible, you prepared yourself to listen.
Junhoe's free arm snaked its way around your shoulders, adding more warmth to the already scalding hot bath water. Maybe not scalding hot. But maybe almost.
"Our boss didn't like the songs I wrote. He said it lacked flavour– lacked emotion. He said it's.. really not that great. I worked hard on that, Y/N. You know that, right?" His eyes locked onto yours, asking for faith and reassurance.
You nodded and allowed him to continue.
"See, Hanbin's stressed out, too. He told us that the boss wants to delay the comeback. It's been too long, way too long. And, okay– at practice today, for fuck’s sakes. Since all of us were pressured, we all kept messing up the choreo. Dong was so pissed, the guy walked out! I mean– when does he ever do shit like that? Never. And at the gym today, while I was training, this asshole of a guy needed a sparring partner so my coach paired me up with him. Guess what? He doesn't even know how to throw proper punches. He even got mad at me. He's blaming me for his lack of knowledge? Jesus, good God. That's why my knuckles are all bruised up. We kinda got into a fight, but don't worry, baby. I'm fine."
His last words struck you more than anything else. You knew what he meant by that. And you knew that he really wasn't fine. In fact, he was broken.
The subtle sound of the jets kept the two of you company, and the moment you let out a sigh, Junhoe immediately planted a kiss on your shoulder, and clung onto you a bit more.
You loved the way he loved you, and you were determined to love him the same way, too.
"You okay, baby?" He asked, eyes still red from the angst.
Behind those tired eyes were memories of your struggles together, from the beginning up to now. But there definitely was beauty in pain.
"Mhm," you said, tracing the outline of his arms. "You are more than enough, my love. I know I tell you that everyday, but believe me. No matter what happens, you'll always have me. Okay?"
The sweetest smile appeared on his face as if nothing had happened earlier that day. He was smiling, and you were confident that he was going to be alright. Just what you wanted to see.
"I’ll be okay as long as you’re with me, I know that."
"You should always remember that, Koo Junhoe. Now relax, before these bubbles disappear and our bubble bath date just turns into a regular bath."
Your boyfriend’s lips form a silly smirk– and that was a clear indication that you were going to have a pretty long night.
✎author's note: another little gem collecting dust in the archives,, missing jb hours too :((
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"So, I heard you got kicked out of your apartment last night. Got something to do with that stupid neighbour of yours?"
Jaebeom entered the code to get into his place. It's been over a year since the whole "friends with benefits" thing happened between the two of you, and so far, it's been great. Someone to talk to whenever you felt like it, and someone to make love to whenever you just needed to feel it.
But you didn't mean to feel love. Just any emotion, really.
Most of the time, the two of you would go as much as your bodies could– panting and sweating profusely while your laughs battled the silence, just wanting to forget things and feel a different kind of pressure. But, surprisingly enough, there was never a time where you did it intoxicated.
You were always sober.
And that's what's bothering you.
Because what if, just what if, the whole set-up was slowly turning into something more?
"Yeah, no. I just wanted to get out of there. All my neighbours do is yell at each other, fighting about their marriage, and that stupid love talk, and next thing you know, they're banging the damn wall— my fucking kitchen wall, while they fuck each other's guts out. Jesus Christ—"
"Hey, hey," Jaebeom knew exactly what to do to calm you down. He sat next to you on his bed, and began tracing random symbols on your back with his index finger. It works every single time. "Stay here as long as you want. No big deal, besides–"
"Besides what?" You asked.
The traces of his fingertips were gone in a glimpse, too. But, why?
"What is it, Jaebeom? Besides what?"
Jaebeom rose from the bed and paced around the room like a madman. His ears slowly turned red, and soon enough, he took his shirt off aggressively in attempts to cool down. But no, it just wasn't working.
"What the hell is your problem? You know what, I'm gonna go home. You look like you got some issues to deal with right now and—"
And like a ticking bomb, he exploded.
"I love you, okay? I love you and I can’t stop. This wasn’t a part of our plan, Y/N, and I’m sorry but– I cannot fucking stop. Do you know hard it is for me to pretend that I’m not falling deeper into this shit, when I’m deep inside of you? Do you? Do you know how many times I tried to cut you off, but I just couldn’t because man.. I’m just so attached to you. Do you know how hard it is? To not love you, when I want to? I just— really, really love you."
The words you never thought you’d ever hear, you finally heard. And it wasn't like there were any invisible fireworks surrounding the two of you. Or, a background song that started playing out of nowhere to fit the mood. No. None of that.
It was just you.
Two people, in love, but never sobered enough to admit that they were in fact, in love– in a room where love was made a million times but was never acknowledged because of fear.
I love you, too. I think I've loved you for a while now, Lim Jaebeom.
"I love you too, and I'm pretty sure about that," you struggled to say. But you said it.
Falling on his knees and leaning his head against your leg, you felt something shift inside that you never even thought existed.
His hands were ice cold as he held yours but as new as it was to know that you could freely hold them now, there wasn't anything else you needed in that moment. Just him.
↳pairing/s: boyfriend!seungcheol x fem!reader (w/ ceo!jaebeom on the side)
↳genre: angst
↳warnings: slight suggestive content, profanity, mentions of infidelity, mentions of death
↳song: apologize by timbaland
✎author's note: not my best work but this oneshot has been sitting in my notes for the longest time, and after hours of contemplating on whether or not I should post my works here.. well, I finally gave in. hope you find this, and I hope it makes you feel something.
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It's been almost a year.
It's been almost a year since the last time she woke up next to him.
It's been almost a year since the last time he came home to her.
It's been almost a year.
Since the last time they kept their promise to each other.
“Seungcheol, don’t you ever break my heart. Don’t you dare break me.”
"The day I hurt you, is the day I die with the regret of breaking your heart, Y/N."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
But, Choi Seungcheol most definitely did not die with the regret of breaking her heart.
Instead, he watched her suffer from a good distance until she nearly lost everything– breaking from the inside out, with the regret of loving him.
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The media and pretty much the entire country loved them as a couple, and after "careful" consideration, the two agreed that it would be best for the both of them to remain in the relationship– but just for show. And since Seungcheol believed that he had the upper-hand in the relationship, he paid little to no attention to his lover's feelings or opinions– leaving her with nothing but the name tag “Choi Seungcheol's Girlfriend”, highlighted in bold colours attached invisibly on her sleeve.
Their shared apartment was nothing but hollow bones and haunted memories.
Y/N L/N, who ended up keeping their once shared apartment after weeks of thinking about her boyfriend’s offer for her to stay, was tightly bound to shackles– the shackles that were everything Choi Seungcheol.
Being an editor for a men’s magazine had its perks, but Y/N never truly delved into the hole of the unfaithful. Well.. not yet, at least.
Meanwhile, Choi Seungcheol– full-time idol, rapper, and producer, lounged at his new place–an apartment unit right next to the one he once shared with his girlfriend. If you could even call her that.
Nothing seemed to bother the superstar other than the fact that he had to make tough choices every night when it came to who he was going to sleep with, and how long he would keep her around.
But, everything changes.
And they weren’t ready for that.
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The photographers swarmed around the newly promoted editor-in-chief of the famous print, Men's Health Korea.
A tight body-con dress in fiery red hugged her body in all the right places. With her hair down and styled in loose waves, a sexy neutral lip, red bottoms, and a 6-figure designer handbag, no one would ever think that the glamorous and beloved Y/N L/N was a prisoner in her own relationship.
Except for one person.
Men's Health Korea's boss, and the youngest CEO in the editorial industry–the conglomerate son, Lim Jaebeom.
Standing next to each other at the podium set up right outside their headquarters, CEO Lim addressed Ms. Y/N L/N's promotion with so much passion and admiration.
“There is no one more deserving..” the CEO bit his lip and paused, staring lovingly at the beautiful woman beside him, racking his brain for words to say about his new editor-in-chief. “Than our lovely Ms. Y/N L/N. Congratulations! I cannot wait to work with the best of the best. Please give her love and wish her the best of luck. Thank you, everyone!"
And with that, the woman of the hour graced everyone with her presence by saying a few words of gratitude to the attendees of the surprise, and very last minute press-con.
“Wow.. I can’t really thank everyone enough for coming. I know that this was organized at the very last minute, but I would like to thank you all for coming. To my staff, my team, we did it. To every single employee working for Men's Health Korea, we did well. And to my boss, my CEO– our CEO, Mr. Lim, thank you for trusting me. I am looking forward to working right beside you from now on. Again, thank you all for coming! Please wish me luck, thank you so much."
Reporters and photographers from various media outlets desperately tried to get the CEO and the EIC's attention, and as expected from the ever charismatic and generous man that he was, Lim Jaebeom happily obliged to answer a few questions.
And.. maybe, he shouldn’t have.
But what was there to stop him?
He had nothing to lose.
But another man sure had.
—
Watching the news was never important to him, but it was now– after seeing another man stare at his girlfriend the way he used to.
Quickly grabbing the remote control next to him to put the volume all the way up, Seungcheol froze in place while his playmate from the night before straddled his lap, leaving dirty bites on his neck for breakfast.
Listening carefully, the celebrity’s eyes and ears never left the screen– his mind going through a million things by the minute.
Reporter: Mr. Lim, could you tell us a bit about the turning point for you in regards to Ms. L/N's promotion? And.. do you have a girlfriend at the moment, Sir? The people would like to know.
CEO Lim: Well, Y/N– I'm sorry, Ms. L/N– has been working for Men's Health Korea for 5 years now, and I have to admit, that I have never seen or met someone with the same drive as her when it comes to writing articles. She's truly an asset to the company, and to me.
Reporter: Mr. Lim, you have yet to answer the last question.. in regards to your dating life. Also, you referred to Ms. L/N as your asset. What exactly do you mean by that? And, a question for Ms. L/N, the press would like to know about your current relationship status. Your long-time boyfriend, Choi Seungcheol, was not present at today’s press-con, nor have we seen the two of you around together. Have you two called it quits?
At that very moment, Choi Seungcheol found himself in complete distress. Not only was his girlfriend being undressed and devoured by another man’s gaze, but their real relationship status was also at risk.
CEO Lim: Ah, yes. You're a quick one, aren’t you? Ms. L/N is an asset to me because let’s be honest here, shall we? If you’re ever in the same position as I am.. you know– blessed to know and work with someone as hardworking, bright, genuine, supportive, beautiful, and kind– would you not think of that person as an asset? Think about it.
Members of the press whispered amongst themselves and agreed with the CEO's positive remarks about his chief editor.
But the man in apartment unit 17 was not having it. He wasn’t ready to face the truth, and he wasn’t ready to lose her.
He just wasn’t ready for anything at all.
Reporter: Thank you, Mr. Lim. Ms. L/N? Would you like to answer the question?
Praying hard that his girlfriend would not reveal the truth about their status, SEVENTEEN's leader, Choi Seungcheol, felt his eyes prickle with tears as his old lover rose to the podium once more to finally answer the questions asked by the press.
“Please.. don’t,” Seungcheol muttered under his breath, not giving a damn about the woman from the night before that had already left his apartment in annoyance.
Smiling sweetly, Y/N held onto the microphone carefully, as if preparing herself for the worst. Her gaze was strong, but her tears were on its way down her cheeks.
That was the final straw, the last teardrop.
The end of the rope.
Editor L/N: Again, thank you all for coming. I think.. that this needs to be said, sooner than later. But, Choi Seungcheol and I are no longer together. I am now.. single, and I hope that answers your question.
Seungcheol's heart broke after hearing the painful words his girlfriend– now ex, just said.
Editor L/N: I will not discuss private matters with everyone, because my relationship with him remains between us only. But, I will say this. We all hold onto the ropes of life, and sometimes, we might just have to let go of some, especially if they’re hurting us. But no matter what, we should always choose the better climb for ourselves, and our future. To my former partner, thank you.. for everything. I wish you all the best, I truly mean that. Please continue to give Seungcheol and the rest of SEVENTEEN your love and support! Thank you to everyone that came today!
To say that he crumbled from the inside out was an understatement. He felt defeated– and boy, he really was, and it stung so much that the pain he felt was unbearable.
Everyone present at the press-con had their lips sealed, but had their eyes glued onto the face of the woman who no longer wanted to hold onto the ropes that bound her to a miserable life as Choi Seungcheol’s girlfriend.
It was a bittersweet moment for Y/N L/N– breaking away from the shackles that were once loving arms, and moving forward freely without any restraints.
No one dared to say a thing, and with every bit of confidence in his body, the conglomerate son stood from his seat, and spoke.
CEO Lim: Now that I think about it.. I believe I have one unanswered question.
Reporter: Apologies, Mr. Lim.. but, please.
CEO Lim: So, about me dating..
All eyes were on the CEO now, but Seungcheol only had eyes for her– watching his ex-lover’s gaze go up from the floor to her boss’ face.
It was the day he would dread forever, but he never prepared himself for that.
“Please don’t.. don’t love her, she’s mine,” he pleaded, but he could only beg a man he never really knew, from where he sat. In his living room, far from where she was– helpless, and wrecked to the core.
CEO Lim: I’m not dating anyone.. at the moment. But if you really want to know, I’ll tell you this much. The woman I am in love with had just been promoted as Chief Editor. She’s the one I would want to date, the one I want to give the world to. And, she’s sitting right there. I’ll let you guys put two and two together, but have a good day everyone, thanks for coming.
It was at that very moment, that Choi Seungcheol remembered the promise he had made a while ago. And seeing the hope in her eyes as she stared back at Lim Jaebeom, made him realize that it was just too late to undo everything. There was nothing he could do to stitch their love together, because the love they once had was dead and gone.
The day I hurt you, is the day I die with the regret of breaking your heart.
And so he relived the day where they promised each other the world– keeping his end of the rope that was long broken because of his mistakes.
Choi Seungcheol clutched his chest and cried himself to death– crying over a forgotten promise, and dying slowly with the regret of breaking her heart.
— when they became fathers, how they are as dads, and how they met you
Jaebeom
had a kid at 22
daddy beom
has a 3 year old daughter who looks exactly like him, no one would even doubt it
had a whole mental breakdown when he found out that his daughter came out of the womb a month early
never left her side since birth, literally
cried with his daughter when she got her first set of shots.. and the next set, and the next, and–
“aigoo, look at you. you’re daddy’s twin!”
writes lengthy paragraphs about her “firsts”
like, 2 pages long jesus christ
smiles like an idiot every time he looks at her
but cries a lot, too
because after everything he’s gone through in the past couple of years, his daughter kept him going
takes pictures of everything, and–
takes videos of her with an actual video camera from the stone age
“I hope you’re not allergic to cats”
ohp
his whole world crumbled after finding out that she is, in fact, allergic to cats
does the unthinkable
“am I really doing this?”
cat proofs the whole damn house right after he takes his fur babies to his parents’ house after a whole night of convincing them to turn his old bedroom into his cats permanent home
ends up taking his baby back to his room and in her crib every night, or
he ends up sleeping on the couch in her room
definitely sings her a lullaby (hehe)
bath time for baby is always a mess because he still can’t get the right water temperature
kisses his daughter a million times to apologize for bath time
“you hate water? ok. daddy hates water too”
has a YSL changing mat for his child
as she should
takes his little girl with him to work when mama lim can’t watch over her precious grandchild
has a separate room for her at his studio because god knows how anxious he gets when he can’t see or hear his child
wears a ring with her name engraved onto it
hasn’t been on dates ever since his little girl came into this world
“sorry guys, daddy duties”
tells everyone that dating isn’t for him, and that they’re perfectly fine as a family of 2
but deep down, he blames himself for not giving his little girl a complete family
like “what would life be if you had a mom”
panics a lot whenever his daughter has a fever because he can’t stand the sight of his daughter suffering
rushes to her pediatrician’s clinic every single time she coughs
even just one cough
but then–
jaebeom’s daughter gets really sick, continuous coughing and the poor child starts to bawl her eyes out
so daddy takes her to the hospital
in emergency, for the very first time
and that’s where he meets you
“please, please look after my daughter. she’s only 3 years old, please”
you immediately check her vitals, making sure that she’s given proper attention because you are a nurse before anything else and taking care of her is your job
doctors rush in to check on her and evaluate the symptoms
after a few blood tests here and there, which of course, came with a lot of crying and squirming
“bad needle,” jaebeom kisses his daughter’s tears away
the doctors finally inform jaebeom that his daughter has asthma, and tells him that they might have to keep her in for a few more days to check on her
and guess what–
you’re the assigned nurse to keep a close eye on jaebeom’s little princess
you end up connecting with her surprisingly well, and of course, jaebeom sees that
so he watches you without you knowing
but you do the same because duh
“who’s a brave girl? who?” you chant every single time she gets her blood drawn, or if you have to give her her meds
“me!” she screams, super adorable
“dada, wook at me!”
that’s it
your uterus is literally yelling at you
“wow! good job, baby!” jaebeom’s very much overjoyed to see his child grow into a brave girl
“and good job, nurse,” he squeezes your shoulder gently, his eye smile definitely doing things to you
and boy, were you trapped
“dada wike nos!” jaebeom’s daughter squeals, butchering the word “nurse” but you didn’t care, she was cute and she made you so happy
both jaebeom and yourself blushed at the 3 year old’s honest comment
and that’s how it all began
days after his daughter got discharged, jaebeom finally asked for your number
“just in case I need to ask questions about what I need to do when she gets an asthma attack”
boy why the fuck u lyin
lol
slowly but surely, you guys bonded as friends
meeting at cafes, or the library since both of you enjoyed reading
jaebeom casually invites you over to his place, mostly to watch his little girl together, and you didn’t mind it one bit
but also to get to know you even more
every little achievement of hers, from her first day at her new nursery, to her first voice lesson, to her first baby yoga session
and, eventually, you two become lovers
moving in with him and your little girl
doing everything with her
because in your eyes, she was yours
his daughter loves you more than you could ever imagine
but you love her and her father even more than you could ever begin to grasp
“I hope you accept me. her. us.”
“jaebeom, you two are my family.”
and so after a few years of dating
jaebeom finally asks you to marry him
not at all extravagant
just you two, in bed, right after you wake up
the perfect morning
and of course, you say yes
but it’s what you did, that surprised him more
asking him if you could be her “real” mom even on paper
jaebeom cries
you could taste his tears when you kissed but that didn’t even matter anymore
“thank you for coming into our lives”
“no jaebeom, thank you for coming into mine”
both of you cry hard, giggling as you wait for your daughter to wake up from her sleep
and jaebeom looks at you with so much love
as you carry your little girl to the tub because guess who pooped her pants!
she did
but you two kinda almost did after officially getting engaged at like, 8am lol
but–
he watches you and your daughter, splashing water at each other because bath time meant fun time for her ever since you came
but also for jaebeom, *wink wink*
and he laughs, like the happiest man on earth
because he is
and because finally, the bath water won’t make his little girl cry anymore
since you filled their lives with warmth, and love, and everything beautiful
