i hate and i love

I HATE and I LOVE. Why I do this, perhaps you ask. I know not, but I feel it happening and I am tortured. ind. sel. low-activity multi-oc blog as loved by annie please read RULES and the DOSSIER before interactions

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would y’all hate me if i merged this blog with my new multi? i miss these gals but i haven’t the energy to keep up with two blogs right now . . .

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            promise i’m alive and not neglecting this blog . . . the hospital’s been hectic and it’s wearing me down  ,  genshin impact  ,  tears of themis and nu: carnival has me in a chokehold . . . i promise to try and be here a bit more often soon  !!

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ODIAMORS 

multi-oc rp blog featuring some original lore

MALIBVNGHTS

multimuse blog containing canon and original character

as fumbled by annie ( template cr. )

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Some Valentine’s Edition Intimacy

send a number for your muse to (send ‘switch’ to reverse the roles)

Feed my muse a piece of chocolate

Run a finger down along my muse’s spine

Kiss my muse’s ankle

Shower my muse in flower petals

Feed my muse from your muse’s own plate

Rub frosting on my muse’s nose

Draw a bath for my muse

Slow dance with my muse (music optional)

Play/sing something for my muse

Hug my muse from behind

Put their head to my muse’s chest to listen to their heartbeat

Kiss the inside of my muse’s wrist

Help my muse put on/ take off their jacket

Grab my muse’s arm and wrap it around their shoulders

Rest their legs on my muse’s lap

Hold my muse while they cook (hugging them, putting their hands over mine’s, resting head on shoulder, etc.)

Give them a massage (scalp, shoulder, full body. Your pick.)

Lean in close and share their headphones/earphones with them

Light my muse’s cigarette with their own

Kiss anywhere on my muses face but the lips

[denofdreams-writerblr]

soft prompts for couples who aren’t together yet

hugs that last a little longer than they should

immediately looking at the other after telling/doing something funny in hope to see their smile

making playlists and mood boards for the other

trying to learn about the others interests

continuously denying others who think they are together

“no we are not together!! … at least not yet…”

finding similar fictional characters who shares the other one’s MBTI and enneagram type

trying to know little things about them by observing

always giving the utmost attention to the other if they are in a crowd

associating random things with them

getting matching key rings

hanging out together often

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sacred romantic moments

“ don't go. stay. “

“ but you're here. so stay. “

“ i don't want to be alone tonight. “

“ just come over. “

“ let's be alone together. “

“ i didn't know where else to go. “

“ i don't want us to be apart anymore. ever. “

“ i wouldn't have called if it wasn't important. “

“ you can talk to me about anything. you know that, right? “

“ just be honest with me. do you want this? “

“ i could never hate you. not really. “

“ you're my friend, but sometimes i wish you were more than that. “

“ we're not just friends. you know that. “

“ i think i'm falling in love with you. “

“ can i hold your hand? “

“ just hold me. “

“ yeah, you're in love with me. “

“ things would be so much easier if we were honest with each other. “

“ why can't you be honest with me? with yourself? “

“ maybe you could stay? just for tonight? “

“ it’s dark outside, and it’s raining. my arms are much safer. “

“ you can't keep doing this. you can't keep lying to yourself. “

“ i can't keep lying to myself, or to you. it's not fair on either of us. “

“ i think you should kiss me. “

“ kiss me like you mean it. “

“ just kiss me. “

“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “

“ look me in the eyes and tell me you love me. “

“ you can't lie to me, you know. “

“ you know me better than anyone. you always have. “

“ you're pretty amazing. you know that, right? “

“ you're just... you're extraordinary. “

“ you're good to me, you know. really good. “

“ you've made me the happiest i've ever been. “

“ i don't know what i would have done if you weren't here. “

“ our love can conquer anything. “

“ and for many generations to come, our love story will live on. “

“ i want you to marry me. “

“ if you asked me to marry you tomorrow, i'd say yes. “ “ what about today? “

“ marry me, name. marry me and make me the luckiest [x] in the world. “

“ your kiss could mend a broken heart. “

“ are you going to kiss me again? please say yes. “

“ i could cry over how much i love you. “

“ you're worthy of my love. “

“ truth is that i'm so damn in love with you i don't know what to do with myself. “

“ i don't know what the future holds, all i know is that i hope you're in it. “

“ could you promise me one thing? “

“ promise me that we'll be together, no matter what. “

“ it's you and me, forever. no matter what. “

“ i didn't want to tell you until i was sure, but... i'm pregnant. “

“ we're going to be family! “

“ this baby is the best thing that could ever have happened to us. “

“ i can't believe this, we're going to be parents! “

“ dance with me? “

“ may i have this dance? “

“ you're my whole world, you know. “

“ don't speak. just... kiss me. “

“ you have no idea how long i've been wanting to that. “

“ i've been wanting to tell you for so long... “

“ so... is this like, a thing now? “

“ i always miss you, even when you're next to me. “

” i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. ”

” i don’t want you to miss me. it’s tearing me apart. ”

“ you make me happier. “

“ i love waking up next to you. “

“ my favorite thing is falling asleep next to you. “

“ come cuddle with me. “

“ this is torture, isn't it? “ “ not in the slightest. “

“ do you love me? “

“ could this be something more? “

“ move in with me. “

“ like, moving in together? you spend all your time here anyway. “

“ are you serious? i've had a crush on you for as long as i can remember. “

“ i know you're in love with me. “

“ you're really cute, you know. “

“ you're so damn attractive. you know that right? “

“ if anybody were to kiss me, i would want that person to be you. “

“ and right now, i think you should kiss me. “

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  various  fluffy  dialogue  prompts  so  soft,  so  sweet,  just  for  you!  )

❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay. ❜

❛ there it is, there’s that smile! ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ aw, did you miss me? ❜

❛ you’re lucky that you’re cute. ❜

❛ wait, you think i’m cute? ❜

❛ you’re not alone. you never were. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ good morning, sleeping beauty. ❜

❛ it’s better with you here. ❜

❛ don’t worry, i’m staying right here. ❜

❛ you’re welcome to stay, if you want. ❜

❛ don’t be a stranger, okay? ❜

❛ i haven’t laughed like this in a long time. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ you can hold my hand, if you want. ❜

❛ i knew you would be here. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ before you do anything, try this and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ wow i really can’t speak, huh? must be because of how pretty you look. ❜

❛ we can order pizza, watch a movie, whatever you want. ❜

❛ what, am i not allowed to look at you? ❜

❛ i’m not giving up on you. ❜

❛ is that my shirt? ❜

❛ this is a good look for you. ❜

❛ pinky promise? ❜

❛ c’mere, you. ❜

❛ honey, i’m home! ❜

❛ you remembered? ❜

❛ you’re my family too. ❜

❛ let’s go somewhere, just you and me. ❜

❛ i’m here for you. don’t forget that. ❜

❛ you’re the only thing that matters. ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ i was worried something happened to you. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ relationships are built on trust, and i trust you. ❜

❛ you always see the good in people. even me. ❜

❛ do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are? ❜

❛ nope, puppy dog eyes aren’t going to work this time! ❜

❛ thanks to you, i know what it means to love again. ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ i’m just glad you’re okay. ❜

❛ here we are, home sweet home. ❜

❛ thanks for being here with me. ❜

❛ seeing you happy is all that matters. ❜

❛ keep it. it looks better on you. ❜

❛ i couldn’t stop missing you if i tried. ❜

❛ you feel like home to me. ❜

[odiamors-a]

i gotta sleep now . . . but i want y’all to know if you ever ship anything . . . like  ,  i’m already 100% for it and you should just yeet yourself at me  .  thanks

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[leneemusing]

another kiss prompt

a kiss to make up for an argument

a dominating kiss to end an argument 

a gentle kiss to ask forgiveness 

a kiss against shoulder blades as arms wrap around from behind 

a kiss against the shoulder after waking up beside each other 

a kiss to distract

a kiss against tear stained cheek

a kiss on the brow 

a kiss where they’re both covered in blood

a kiss after one muse has killed for the other 

a kiss after one muse has injured the other 

a kiss between enemies who should be fighting 

a kiss between exes who meant to walk away 

a playful kiss to make the other stop rambling 

an adoring kiss because the other is rambling 

a kiss to end sexual tension 

an angry kiss 

a tearful kiss 

a kiss to prove a point 

a hesitant kiss 

a kiss from one muse who should be afraid of the other 

a kiss from a muse who the other should be afraid of 

kisses scattered along hardened jaw to try and sooth 

a kiss as if trying to answer a question 

a kiss between furrowed brows to try and comfort 

a kiss from someone the other didn’t think thought of them that way 

a kiss that says thank you 

a kiss on the corner of the mouth,  hoping for more but expecting nothing 

an exploratory kiss,  testing the waters between them 

a kiss on the forehead of one who is starting to fall asleep 

a kiss against the cheek after discovering the other is napping 

a platonic kiss just meant to express overwhelming emotion 

a kiss to comfort both parties

a kiss stemmed from relief 

a kiss to make the other believe professed feelings 

a possessive kiss to remind the other who they belong to 

a possessive kiss to show the world they belong to each other

a kiss stemmed from jealousy 

a kiss to make someone else jealous 

a biting,  passionate kiss 

a kiss against the neck which feels more like a bite,  teeth bruising skin 

a desperate kiss as if they are convinced they’ll slip through each other’s fingers 

a kiss to make each other feel alive 

a kiss stolen away in a corner,  ignoring crowds 

a kiss after being pulled into an alley to have a moment to themselves 

a kiss after grabbing the other’s arm and pulling them back close 

a kiss to convince the other to stay 

a kiss like they’re trying to convince the other to love them 

a hopeful kiss in the rain

a desperate kiss in the rain 

an angry kiss in the rain 

a possessive kiss in the rain 

a playful,  happy kiss in the rain 

a passionate kiss stemmed from previous heartbreak in the rain 

a kiss in the rain to make up like it’s a damn romcom 

a kiss in the rain filled with the foreboding of a goodbye 

a kiss to make the other stop being stubborn 

a kiss after treating a wound 

a defiant kiss 

a kiss between partners in crime in front of someone they hold captive 

a kiss to anger a third party 

an adrenaline filled kiss shared after committing a crime 

a surprise kiss just because the other couldn’t stop thinking about it 

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬. 

(  a  mix  of  fluff  and  angst  for  all  your  shipping  needs.  )

❛ you look happier. ❜

❛ they’re teaching me to kill, but who’s teaching me to love? ❜

❛ it’s hard to sit here and be close to you and not kiss you. ❜

❛ you left like i was never a reason to stay. ❜

❛ i never craved attention until i tasted yours. ❜

❛ if i kissed you, i don’t think i’d be able to stop. ❜

❛ you had my heart before i could say no. ❜

❛ but friends don’t look at each other like we do. ❜

❛ i like you. a lot. like a lot, a lot. ❜

❛ you’d look cuter holding my hand, but whatever. ❜

❛ they say you’re dangerous, but you’re my safe. ❜

❛ you are the peace i crave in this chaotic world. ❜

❛ i need you, you idiot. ❜

❛ i’d be yours, if you asked. ❜

❛ what’s meant to be will always find a way. ❜

❛ i never planned to have you on my mind this often. ❜

❛ you still live in the silences between my thoughts. ❜

❛ we’re not perfect, but we’re perfect for each other. ❜

❛ with a heart like that, you deserve the world. ❜

❛ i will look for you in every lifetime until we finally stay. ❜

❛ it’ll always be you. ❜

❛ i am yours. no refunds. ❜

❛ meet me in my dreams and stay for a while. ❜

❛ please don’t let me forget your voice. ❜

❛ i am in love with a moment we never had. ❜

❛ you steady me and stir me all at once. ❜

❛ i never want to stop making memories with you. ❜

❛ what i have with you, i don’t want with anyone else. ❜

❛ you smile a lot more since we’ve met. ❜

❛ do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? ❜

❛ i may not be your first, but i want to be your last. ❜

❛ i have passed by many eyes, but i only got lost in yours. ❜

❛ i’m pretty sure i didn’t meet you for nothing. ❜

❛ for you, i’ll risk it all. ❜

❛ i’m happiest when i’m with you. ❜

❛ i wonder what i look like in your eyes. ❜

❛ you’re important to me, you piece of shit. ❜

❛ and now you’re a stranger with all my secrets. ❜

❛ it terrifies me what i would do for you. ❜

❛ anywhere with you is everywhere i want to be. ❜

❛ my soul just wants to be closer to yours. ❜

❛ you’re still my person, even if i’m no longer yours. ❜

❛ you didn’t just break promises, you broke me. ❜

❛ some people search their whole lives for what i found in you. ❜

❛ you return like autumn and i fall every time. ❜

❛ i think about kissing you all the time. ❜

❛ maybe i’ll see you in another life if this one wasn’t enough. ❜

❛ the most beautiful part is, i wasn’t even looking when i found you. ❜

❛ your eyes hold everything my heart thirsts for. ❜

❛ you are enough. a thousand times enough. ❜

❛ a sky full of stars, and i’d still watch you. ❜

❛ i broke my rules for you. ❜

❛ you give me fireflies. ❜

❛ in your eyes, i found gravity. ❜

❛ you have no idea how much i like you. ❜

❛ my heart is so full of you i can hardly call it my own. ❜

❛ so do right people with wrong timing get a second chance? ❜

❛ i pushed everyone away because they weren’t you. ❜

❛ you were worth the wait. ❜

❛ c’mon, we’d look cute together. ❜

❛ if you take care of everyone, who takes care of you? ❜

❛ i think i might be in some kind of love with you. ❜

[leneemusing]

EMOTIONAL INTIMACY & PILLOW TALK PROMPTS

❝  i’m glad i decided to stay.  ❞

❝  i’m glad you decided to stay.  ❞

❝  no one has ever made me feel the way you do.  ❞ 

❝  i’m afraid to need you.  ❞

❝  i’m happy…are you happy?  ❞

❝  i really needed this.   ❞

❝  you don’t know how long i’d been waiting for this.   ❞

❝  i haven’t been this relaxed in ages.  ❞

❝  my legs are still fucking shaking.  ❞

❝  i like you here like this.  in my bed.  ❞

❝  stay the night.  ❞

❝  can i stay the night?  ❞

❝  i feel safe with you.  ❞

❝  i think you thoroughly fucked my headache away.  ❞

❝  no don’t go yet—  just hold me for a while.  ❞

❝  i don’t think i’m ever gonna want anyone else but you.  ❞

❝  we really should have done that sooner,  huh?  ❞

❝  that was good but,  next time,  i’m on top.  ❞ 

❝  god you look good like this.  ❞

❝  i could really go for some french fries now but i don’t wanna get up.  ❞

❝  i really do love you,  ya’ know.  ❞

❝  sometimes i wish i could keep you inside me all night.  ❞  /  ❝  sometimes i wish i could just stay inside you all night.  ❞

❝  are you feeling okay?  ❞

❝  fuck,  i’m never gonna get over you.  ❞

❝  i’ll get a shower started for us.  ❞

❝  you’ve ruined me for anyone else.  ❞

❝  just stay still and let me hold you a while.  ❞

❝  are you falling asleep?  ❞

❝  i don’t think you know just how much i care for you. ❞

❝  i can’t help it,  i feel so sleepy and cozy now.  ❞

❝  are you hungry? i’m hungry— i’ll order us something.  ❞

❝  are you crying?  ❞ 

❝  i’m okay,  just overwhelmed.  in a good way.  ❞

❝  it’s been a long time since i’ve been with someone like this.  ❞

❝  i’m really glad it was with you.  ❞

❝  it wasn’t just about needing someone tonight.  it was you i needed.  ❞

❝  thank you for always being so gentle with me.  ❞

❝  you always touch me just the right way.  ❞

❝  do you even realize what you do to me?  ❞

SCENARIOS

[ CLEAN ]  for sender to clean up receiver in the shower after sex. 

[ CLEANED ] for receiver to clean up sender in the shower after sex. 

[ REFLECT ]  for a drabble about receiver pondering their feelings while sender falls asleep in their arms after sex. 

[ TRACE ]  for sender to gently trace patterns along receiver’s skin as they relax after sex. 

[ TRACED ]  for receiver to gently trace patterns along sender’s skin as they relax after sex. 

[ CARESS ]  for sender to pepper kisses along receiver’s body after sex.   

[ CARESSED ]  for receiver to pepper kisses along sender’s body after sex.

[ TEARS ]  for sender to hold receiver while they cry after sex.

[ TEARING ] for receiver to hold sender while they cry after sex. 

[ EMBRACE ]  for sender to cling to receiver right after they’ve finished and just hold them while they recover. 

[ EMBRACED ]  for receiver to cling to sender right after they’ve finished and just hold them while they recover. 

[ TELL ]  for sender to open up about something to receiver after sex. 

[ TOLD ]  for receiver to open up about something to sender after sex. 

[ CONFESS ]  for sender to declare their feelings for receiver after sex (feel free to add dialogue when sending). 

[ CONFESSED ]  for receiver to declare their feelings to sender after sex. 

[odiamors-a]

Sinbad for althea "Let me swim the ocean and calm your tears with the hush of the corals and the seahorses."

            certainly a poetic line . . . meant to woo  ,  perhaps  .  truthfully  ,  it’s been years since althea’s heard such lines  ,  not since her former lover abandoned her  .  it felt nice to be wooed like this  ,  to be wanted . . . even if it’s just said in passing  ,  not meant to delve into a relationship much further than what they already had  .  whatever it is that they had  .             head propped up by a hand and a grin on her lips  ,  “  well  ,  that’s certainly very romantic of you  ,  ”  she jokes  ,  a teasing tone edging her voice  .  “  i’m swooning  ,  ”  she says  .

[odiamors-a]

🎰 Go crazy with this one xd

1  )  Edgar & Colette

            a traveler and a (mis)fortune teller  ,  he sees the world physically and she sees the world through a  (  metaphorical  )  crystal ball  .  a coincidental crossing and a word of advice in passing  ,  it seems something always draws them to cross one another’s paths  .  he gives her a view of the world from his camera and she imparts him of what she sees of his future  .

2  )  Eliseo & Caelia

            visiting a bar after work  ,  caelia likes to unwind in eliseo’s bar  .  his laidback and friendly attitude  ,  caelia feels at ease in the male’s presence  .  sometimes chatting the owner up  ,  sometimes just sitting in silence to savor her time and relax after a long day in the lab  .  the drinks and atmosphere of eliseo’s bar is wonderful  ,  caelia enjoys it so much that she sometimes drops by when she’s not at work  .

3  )  Adolf & Cordelia

            cordelia finds adolf an interesting case . . . handsome but constantly single  .  a relationship that never lasts  ,  the matchmaker thinks it’s both intriguing but also explainable through observing adolf  .  a interesting single guy to a woman who is a matchmaker  ,  she does try to manipulate his red string  ,  though it is always severed whenever they meet again  .

4  )  Clive & Guiying

            a self-neglecting and loyal man crossing paths with a healthcare provider  ,  guiying finds this selfless man interesting and odd  .  how can someone be so selflessly devoted to someone and neglect himself  .  sometimes finding a need to care for the man  ,  sometimes they watch him in curiosity  .  though  ,  with an innate nature to nurture and care  ,  they find themselves needing to care for the man  ,  suggesting for the man to care for himself more  .

5  )  Matthew & Lucinda

            a lounge singer and a chef . . . a woman tortured by her powers and her current situation finding comfort in food and a person . . . a rarity when her trust has constantly been betrayed by those around her  ,  matthew has yet to betray her trust nor harm her in any way  .  though she doesn’t visit often enough to be a regular at his workplace  ,  she certainly does when she has the freedom to  .

note: i tried to aim for muses that have yet to interact  ,  but i only stuck to muses that had bios . . . and also  ,  idek how original any of these are lol  .  but i tried  ,  i’m definitely down for discussion and stuff though  !!

[odiamors-a]

🎰 |･д･)ﾉ

1  )  Guiying & Eiji

            curious to a boy that always seemed to be in their pharmacy late into the night  ,  purchasing energy drinks and other related items . . . guiying is both concerned and intrigued by this odd figure  .  for the male to come late into the night and purchasing the same items  ,  guiying wants to know what this kid is doing or into . . .

2  )  Colette & Eiji

            she probably seems like those cheap fortune tellers that try to solicit clients with her fortune tellers . . . but her predictions has always been rather accurate and she sees some cloud hanging over eiji  .  coincidental meetings with the gamer always has her leave him some cryptic warnings to keep him from harm  .

3  )  Arlette & Eiji

            wanderlust that takes over arlette  ,  living the life she wants and doing what she wants instead of being subjected to her family’s lack of care and attention to her  .  she takes to gaming to have fun  ,  but she’s just an amateur . . . she enjoys watching eiji’s streams  ,  wondering how come he’s always placing second  .

4  )  Althea & Eiji

            a concerned teacher to eiji’s lifestyle  ,  one can say that she’s a REALLY nosy person  ,  a nosy neighbor  .  nagging him whenever she sees him but she cares deeply for the boy and offers him bits of advice if he’s ever visibly upset or just having her door open to allow eiji to confide in her with no judgement  .

5  )  Eudora & Eiji

            uhhh . . . i dunno  .  fellow classmate at school who just talks a lot  .

[odiamors-a]

“ i got you. “ from máni or smth idk man

            this one doesn’t smell human . . . how odd  .  they can’t seem to place WHY they smell so strange  .  grabbing onto the other’s arm  ,  letting themselves be picked up from their fallen state  ,  “  thanks . . .  ”  guiying murmurs  ,  holding onto the other’s hand just a second too long  .  their curiosity is piqued by the other  ,  they’ve never felt an energy such as the male’s here amongst humans  .             patting off their robes  ,  “  some still lack manners . . . one would think centuries of existing  ,  they’d learn how to be mannerly  ,  ”  guiying notes  ,  staring at the person who knocked them over disappearing into the crowds  .             “  you’re not human  ,  ”  the zhenniao bluntly notes  .

[odiamors-a]

STARTER CALL  !!  

            i wanna get some more things going  ,  as slow as i am . . . feel free to like this and specify a muse  (  yours  ,  mine  ,  both  )  or a wheel shall be spun  .