Nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands. except for you and me, beck.
🌺 INDIE NOVEL BASED GUINEVERE BECK OF CAROLINE KEPNES' YOU.🌺
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@ofbeck
Nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands. except for you and me, beck.
🌺 INDIE NOVEL BASED GUINEVERE BECK OF CAROLINE KEPNES' YOU.🌺
TWEETED BY KAFKA.
18+ Only. Minors DNI. Triggering themes will be present. Read rules here.
Oh lord life is happening
like istg every time i try to return to tumblr or start something new for myself or write like some bullshit happens and i just.... ughhhhh
Oh lord life is happening
༘⋆。 stirring the pot starters
a mix of arguments, tension, manipulation, gossiping, fighting, & general emotional messiness!
you weren't supposed to hear that.
don't look at me like i'm the only one lying.
want to tell them, or should i?
you think i don't know what you did?
i've hit people for less.
oh, i thought you already knew.
that's funny, you didn't say that last night.
say that again. i dare you.
you wanna talk about loyalty?
no offense, but if you're the last to know, that's on you.
go ahead - pretend like it wasn't your idea!
they deserve to know the truth.
you didn't hear this from me, but -
oh, so now you care?
don't flatter yourself. you were just convenient.
you crossed a line.
we had bets on how long it would last.
it's not even a secret anymore.
you don't get to cry about it now.
touch me again and see what happens.
say it again. louder this time.
you really thought nobody would find out?
don't act so innocent.
okay, but am i the villain for laughing?
tell me who else knows. right now.
this whole time, and you didn't say a word?
don't act brave now.
you're really gonna do this here?
it wasn't supposed to get this far!
you can't rewrite history.
oh, i'd never say it to their faces.
it was supposed to stay between us.
we're all thinking it, i just said it.
you're not as untouchable as you act.
do you even feel guilty?
they warned me about you.
go ahead, make it worse.
if you repeat this, i'll deny everything.
the next thing out of your mouth better be an apology.
you're about three seconds away from regretting this.
you keep pushing, and i'll push you back.
they're going to find out.
one more lie, and i walk.
they're lying to you.
you need to back off. now.
you're defending them? after everything?
don't try to hide it.
tell me, was i just a placeholder?
you really think sorry fixes this?
there's nothing left to say.
don't act like you're the one hurting.
i don't owe you any explanation.
whatever helps you sleep at night.
you should've seen this coming.
i hope it was worth it.
i told the truth. just not all of it.
you'll miss me before i miss you.
smile. you're ruining the mood.
i'd watch that tone if i were you.
it's not my fault you believed me.
you have such a talent for pretending you're innocent.
we both know this is over.
i never said i was a good person.
i thought you were different.
Elizabeth Lail as Guinevere Beck — in You S01 E02 "The Last Nice Guy in New York"
Elizabeth Lail in as Guinevere Beck in You.
. Her eyes grow wide and soft, and her anxious grimace begins to relax into a look of dull relief. Beck rocks on her heels and breathes out a sigh, allowing her shoulders to slump. She picks up the sloppy brown napkins and disposes of them in a nearby wastebasket, then wipes her hands off on the thighs of her jeans.
. "You'd do that?" She asks, mooning a bit. "I'd love a new coffee. Um… there's a great little deli near here. I can buy you a drink or something to make up for the shirt."
"...If you're not busy?"
"i give a fuck. i give a lot of fucks, actually. i'm a prostitute of feelings."
↳ 𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨 ⋆ ˚ ༘♡
Well, she'd heard stranger bar talk.
. She guffaws in half surprise at the bizarre turn of phrase, but she raises her glass as if to toast the notion, whiskey and pickle juice, a red slash of tajin on her upper lip. Beck rocks back on her stool, eyes scrunching delightedly shut.
"So, does that mean your feelings are for sale?"
If I can't have Polaroids of us fucking in my wallet, I don't want it. ✨
@irritableteadrinker Continued from x.
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
. Beck gapes owlishly at the mess-- the empty paper cup rolling listlessly back and forth on the floor of the subway car, the brown puddle spreading under her boots, the soaked front of the man before her-- all her doing. She volleys off another burst of sorries, unable to keep from babbling as she unslings her prada bag from her shoulder to dig for tissues.
. Finding a clump of spare napkins, she balls them up and starts dabbing at his front.
. "I am so. SO. Sorry. I was in a hurry, not looking where I was going--" Beck drops the clump of soaked napkins onto the puddle and casts an apologetic glance upward. "I can pay for it to be cleaned if you like!"
Plotting Call! 🌺
like this post and I’ll drop into your dms to chat!
↳ 𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨 ⋆ ˚ ༘♡
feel free to change pronouns. suggestive tw, death mention tw.
"i want my life back. i want myself back."
"long story short, i survived."
"but if you send for me, you know i'll come, and if you call, you know i'll run to you."
"killing god is a family bonding activity."
"i give a fuck. i give a lot of fucks, actually. i'm a prostitute of feelings."
"yeah, i'm fine. no worries."
"you cannot change the cards you are dealt, just the way you play the hand."
"the legend part is easy. it's the living that's hard."
"i tried to choke my demons, but they liked it."
"it's magic, bitch. i'm not gonna explain shit."
"the horrors persist, but so do i."
"i'm this close to fucking snapping."
"i don't want to be a monster."
"they didn't deserve death. i did . . . i do."
"can i be mean?"
"i'm about to choose violence."
"will you take me as i am?"
"do i seem anxious to you? backed into a corner?"
"he was pretty cute for a monster."
"i was quiet, but i was not blind."
"if i can still breathe, i'm fine."
"what, pray tell, the fuck?"
"it's mortifying to be the one who remembers."
"i don't like people to acknowledge me as a human being."
"death and i have been seriously intimate for some time now."
"you can be a kind person with a good heart and still say no."
"it's okay to be sad after making the right decision."
"twinkle, twinkle little snitch, mind your business nosey bitch."
"it mattered because it hurt."
"sorry about my cool muscles, everyone."
"the first time i met you, i had no idea i'd love you this damn much."
"the risk i took was calculated, but man, am i bad at math . . . "
"i will always find you."
"chaos runs in our blood."
"remember why you started."
"i said what i said."
"there's bravery in being soft."
"i'll fucking slap the mcshit out of you."
"i have secrets."
"if our bodies could touch again, what would they say?"
"i don't really know why i'm still hoping."
"i have cried all of my tears. all i have left is anger."
"i am not who i was."
"for you, i'd steal the stars."
"i wanted to hurt all the people who hurt me."
"and as you can see, i am not dead."
"angels would damn themselves for me."
"please say sike . . . "
"fall in love with me."
"that info is so fucking unnecessary."
"the laws of physics can kiss my ass."
"hey baby, can i get your credit card number?"
"don't tell me what to do."
"your name hurts."
"you can't just touch my soul and leave."
"i wanted them to kiss me."
"we won't ever forget each other, right?"
"a knife? are you flirting with me?"
"that sounds illegal. i'm in."
"i'm too sober for this shit."
FIRST MEETINGS MEME A meme for first meetings and introduction threads, aka a ‘What you will notice about my muse first’ cheat sheet. Repost, don’t reblog. Bold what applies. Fill in details. (Please do not remove the credit + blank meme link)
tagged by: stolen!! tagging: all of you. everyone.
blank meme: x
GENERAL
Gender: Masculine. Feminine. Androgynous. Notes: n/a
Race: White (Jewish & French)
Complexion: Fair to lightly tanned, olive tone
Height: 5'2
Body Type: Endomorph. Mesomorph. Ectomorph. Other / More Details:
Body Build: Small. Medium. Athletic. Muscular. Soft. Curvy. Voluptuous. Other / More Details:
Body Hair: None. Shaves/Waxes. Trims/Grooms. Untamed. Color: light brown Notes: n/a
Head Hair: None. Buzzed. Short. Medium. Long. Very Long. Asymmetrical Cut. Color: Tawny Brown with artificial blonde highlights. Style: Shoulder-length shag. Occasionally she'll curl it.
Eye color: Light hazel brown. Details: Predominantly light nutty brown with mossy green and gold flecks.
Scars: N/A
FASHION
Fashion Style: Vintage. Traditional. Casual. Artsy. Vibrant. Geeky/Nerdy. Tomboy. Sporty. Trendy. Preppy. Girly. Bohemian. Elegant. Formal. Grunge. Punk. Rocker. Gothic. Other: indie sleaze
Color Palette: (For Example: neutral colors, bold colors, only black, etc) neutral, usually light colors.
Typical Clothing: tank tops, jeans, slouchy sweaters, yoga pants, etc.
Piercings: double earlobe, is open to more!
Tattoos: shitty stick n' poke of a heart on her ankle
Other Information: she be lugging around an endless series of bulky purses.
EXPRESSION
General Facial Expression: half-smile, bright
Default Body Language: open, expressive, a bit spastic, 'talks' with her hands.
General Movements: She be swayin her hips <3
NOTABLE FOR RP
Presence: (Example: Are they a calming presence? An antagonizing one?)
Appearance: (Example: Tidy, Unkept, etc) deliberately relaxed/casual, in a clean way.
Scent: Laundry soap, strawberry body wash, victoria's secret perfume.
Voice Description: Bright and warm, with an upward inflection.
Accent: yes / no More information: American accent
Speech Mannerisms: (Formal, informal, curses a lot, etc) sighs often, usually uses 'like', 'yknow', 'ugh', 'i know', and 'honestly'.
Anything else to add? i lub her
i think you dropped this.
first meeting sentence starters. - accepting
"Oh!"
. Beck leans over the bench seat she had just abandoned, a sheepish smile withering her otherwise bright expression. Retrieving her temporarily misplaced cell phone, she shakes her tawny curls and laughs, "Me and this phone... I swear."
"Thanks. I probably wouldn't have known it was gone for like, who knows how long!"
rules.
01. - I will only interact with muns who are 18+ and preferably 21+, even for threads of an 'innocent' or platonic nature. This is my preference and if I find that I've been lied to, you will be blocked.
02. - This blog will contain triggering and ns/fw content, including but not limited to: sexual content, extreme violence, mentions or descriptions of gore, abuse, age gaps, depictions of mental illness, stalking, and so on. If these are trigger topics for you, please take care of yourself and dni. I try to tag things accordingly and if you need something specific tagged, let me know.
03. - I will take my time writing. This is a hobby, not a job. I try to get replies out as soon as I'm willing/able to do so, but being badgered for replies will turn me off and I will have to disengage with you. I extend the same courtesy, and don't care if you reply to me the night of or a year later.
04. - Fiction doesn't equal reality. The opinions, choices, and scenes depicted in my work will not necessarily align with my moral compass irl. I don't care who you ship with, what fandoms you're a part of, or how you express yourself through your writing. Let your freak flag fly.
05. - Any kind of irl xenophobia, racism, homophobia, transphobia, or ableism will not be tolerated.
06. - Above all, I operate on the golden rule. Treat others how you wish to be treated, and I will do the same.
This is a working list, and may be added to as I see fit!!