She thought she was independent and strong, but she got one small taste of love and she was hungrier than anyone. She was ravenous.
Ann Brashares, Girls In Pants: The Third Summer of the Sisterhood (via parkingsonwrites)
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She thought she was independent and strong, but she got one small taste of love and she was hungrier than anyone. She was ravenous.
Ann Brashares, Girls In Pants: The Third Summer of the Sisterhood (via parkingsonwrites)
âNah, the life of an artist is pretty much procrastinating until inspiration strikes at four in the morning and you simply have to write.â They teased softly. âYouâre not intruding - itâs nice to have the company.â
Eponine laughed as Jehan spoke. âWell, youâve been very kind to me. The last thing I want to do is put you out any more than I already have.â
Jehan laughed at that, the noise soft and gentle as they tucked their legs up to their chest. âUsually I just sit and write. Sometimes I listen to music or do origami or read.â They smiled faintly. They could sense the faint self deprecating tone in her voice - years of being friends with Grantaire had helped them with that - but they elected not to mention it.
âYou should do whatever you usually do. Read a nice book or something. I donât want to get in your way,â she added carefully, pulling a strand of hair behind her ear. âIâm really fine, I donât need entertaining.â
âYou are very correct. Itâs a double-sided coin. So many ways to help, but so many ways to put a stop to progress as well. Much of it is a matter of perspective, I think. Though, I am told, I am a bit of an idealist,â Enjolras said good-naturedly.
âNothing wrong with idealism,â Eponine grinned at him, rather thinking that the world needed people like him to balance people like her out. âThough, I must say, I think weâre rather different in that regard,â she mused, not being able to help the bit of laughter that came out along with it.
Enjolras gave Ăponine a thin smile. âItâs not⊠entirely his fault. He is difficult, yes, but I know that I am⊠well, not exactly the easiest person to put up with. We just have very different outlooks on the world, honestly. I just with Gr- I wish that he could see the world differently. Heâs very cynical.â
Eponine couldnât help but feel a pang of solidarity for whoever Enjolras was talking about. The world needed people with hope, but suffice to say, it wasnât always easy to blindly believe. âIâm sure itâs not either of your faults, really. People believe what they believe and itâs often very hard to change their minds.â
âItâs pretty fuckin cool, right? Makes up for me not being allowed on the Amisâ twitter account anymore,â Bahorel laughed. âApparently, I swear too fuckin much.â
âOh, really?â Eponine laughed, solemn face turning cheerful at Bahorelâs words. âI would never have guessed. Have you ever tried, I donât know, filtering yourself?â
âNo problem. Â Iâm a medical student â itâs what I do. Or, what I will do, maybe,â she corrected herself with a smile, then gave Eponine a more serious look. Â âBut seriously, if anything changes, you should definitely go see a real doctor.â
Eponine smiled. âI bet youâll get there. You seem like a really good doctor,â she responded, frowning when Joly spoke again and looking down. She wasnât sure how likely she was to actually go to a real doctor, but she couldnât very well tell Joly that. âSure thing.â
âEponine are you kidding me?â getting closer so they could talk a little quieter so other people wouldnât feel the need to get involved. âI really have no idea why youâre attacking me right now!â
âIâm not trying to attack you- I just,â Eponine felt her cheeks flush as she realized that she was being unnecessarily cruel. âI just donât understand what there is to talk about. We havenât exactly been besties lately,â she reminded Montparnasse.Â
They chuckled faintly at Eponineâs confusion and nodded. âYou would think so but theyâre clearly trying to make us laugh at things that arenât funny by making us feel left out of the joke. We laugh because we feel we should.â  They shrugged, tucking their legs underneath them as they flickered their gaze back to the TV.
âI suppose,â she sighed, smiling as she yawned. âSo, what do you usually do when youâre not rescuing people from the streets for a night?â Eponine asked, trying to make it into a joke so that they wouldnât think she was being self-deprecating. But in all honesty, she wanted to know that they could go about their evening as usual.
âIâll introduce you at the next meeting you attend, if youâd like,â Enjolras offered, before listening to her continue.Â
He gave her a slow, small smile. âYeah. Unfortunately⊠when we talk, it usually ends in an argument. We donât often see eye to eye on⊠well, anything, really. But I still care about him. Even if he doesnât.â
âIâm sure he cares about you,â Eponine answered, shaking her head as she played with the sleeve of her shirt. âIf heâs around you enough to know you, then he must,â she smiled at him. âYouâre a very nice person. But yes, some people are just⊠hard to get along with, whatever the reason may be.â
âAbsolutely, and oftentimes with so many falsities clogging up the internet it can be hard to separate reality and fiction. Itâs honestly what I spend most of my time doing. Takes the most time of any other part of my dissertation,â Enjolras admitted.Â
âI can definitely understand why. It can be hard to tell if people are being genuine or not,â Eponine mused, thinking of her own experiences. âEspecially on the internet. When youâre in person, sometimes you can tell just by their energy, their facial expressions. But you donât have any of that on the web.â
âUh, excuse me. Are you alright?â
âMarius is just so love struck these days; itâs making for a very annoying roommate.â
Trying not to let the pang in her heart show- as it was rather obvious that Marius wasnât love struck by her- Eponine tried to offer a comforting smile. âHeâll cool off with time.â
Though the soreness of Eponineâs head was starting to fade, at the mention of going to the doctor, it resurfaced. That really wasnât something Eponine wanted to do. Instead of answering, she chose to focus on the womanâs other question. âI am,â she gave a thing smile. âIâm sorry, I know Iâve seen you around, but I canât quite remember your name.â
She smiled, shook her head a little bit. Â âOh, thatâs okay. Â Itâs Joly. Â Itâs easier to remember one new person than a group, right?â
Smiling softly, Eponine nodded. âVery true. Thank you for helping me,â she added, opting not to mention that she probably didnât deserve the help. After all, it had been her fault sheâd gotten hurt in the first place, really, but that didnât meant she didnât appreciate Jolyâs help. âYouâre very kind.ââ
âWhat do you want, Montparnasse?â
Eponine was keeping a fair amount of distance away from Montparnasse, not particularly wanting to get in a big scene. âYou know what, nevermind. Whatever it is, leave me out of it.â
âYou know, Iâve got to admit.. Iâve never been much for hope or change or any of that, but, uh. Wow. Iâm kind of amazed that the social media campaign blew up so much.â
Suddenly, Cosette was the one that felt guilt in her stomach. Even though she knew all she did was remove herself from that hideous situation, not cause it, she still felt awful for leaving Eponine and Azelma. The Thenardiers always were worse to Cosette on bad business days. âThatâs terrible, Iâm so sorry,â she said, genuinely. She hoped things were âno big dealâ, like Eponine said. At her question, she nodded. âI honestly canât put into words how great he is,â she answered, feeling bad that her father was as wonderful as he was, and Eponine only had Mister Thenardier.
Her lips curled back into a smile at Eponineâs acceptance. âGreat! Um⊠what works best for you?â She was unsure to go about this. Cosette was a people person, but it wasnât every day that she made plans to catch up with someone that used to be her worst nightmare.
âNo need to be sorry,â Eponine shook her head. âIt is what it is, and itâs certainly not your fault.â
Eponine even managed to smile a little as Cosette spoke of her adoptive father. After everything sheâd gone through as a young child, Cosette deserved to have a kind father. Her smile dissipated a bit, though, as she realized that sheâd accepted and now they were making plans. She did her best to keep a friendly face- after all, she hadnât had to accept the offer. Who knew... maybe it would be good for the both of them.
âUm, I donât have work tomorrow, so I could meet you for lunch or something then, if youâd like,â Eponine answered.
At Eponineâs acceptance of the blankets, Jehan fetched a couple of warm, fluffy blankets from their cupboard, passing them over to Eponine. âHere we go!â They smiled, settling down on the sofa as they hit the power button on their TV. A rerun of some sitcom flickered to life on the screen and Jehan smiled softly.Â
âIf you want anything, just say and Iâll grab it.â They offered.
âIâm perfectly fine, thank you,â Eponine smiled lightly at Jehan. She briefly turned her attention to the flickering television and cringed slightly at the laughtrack playing. âI donât understand the point of that. If itâs funny, shouldnât that speak for itself?â Eponine asked them their opinion.