Purple Bean

My art style kinda changes but these are all mine unless I say otherwise! I am taking requests for characters and fandom and ships as long as they're not toxic. Come with me on a journey to find my art style! Also I now have a YouTube and a Deviantart! It's Offfmyrocker!

[offfmyrocker]

Sooo, funny story, I no longer post here and my art had massively improved so this blog is incredibly outdated

[pukicho]

Pukicho I have this red spot on my back what do I do, oh wise one?

You do nothing. You're practically dead. You're dead and it's over.

[eepyest-t-gal-u-know]

literally Google anytime you ask an ailment

[pukicho]

Don’t ask google, ask me. I want to tell them they're dying. Don't take this from me.

[offfmyrocker]

Pukicho, what if my hand is gone?

[pukicho]

I don’t give a fuck. When daddy gets hungry for poison ham, daddy eats poison ham.

[offfmyrocker]

when did you become daddy?

[offfmyrocker]

Damn, my art has gotten a lot better since I last posted here

Also joined a few new fandoms

[offfmyrocker]

Implicit/unintentional biases

The definition of this is an association or belief we subconsciously hold. In other words, a belief or association, usually of a group of individuals, that we aren’t aware of. These biases can show up when making a quick, absentminded, or distracted decision. Today, my actions came off as Xenophobic. Me and a few of my classmates had built a tower out of blocks. (You know the ones that snap together? It’s a wee but childish but we’re proud of it.) Upon coming back, I noticed some additions. Particularly a cross. I didn’t like those new additions so I started moving them to the side. I wasn’t trying to take apart said cross, but my peers perceived it as so. They then argued that while not everyone is Christian or believes in Christianity, it represents those who do. An argument in return would be so why do we make other religious symbols? Or are we not supposed to keep religion out of school (and the government)? I responded defensively without thinking, “Well, I’m an Atheist.” I can definitely see how I acted xenophobic. Which leads me to this. Am I unknowingly xenophobic, particularly against Christianity? Then I thought back on myself in general and media. I support LGBTQ and woman’s rights. I’ve seen many people online using the bible as an argument as to why rights should be restricted. Yet I know that not everyone uses the bible like this. I know logically, but do I know emotionally? And isn’t this just the ‘not all men’ argument relabeled and used for a different group? In all honestly, this may just boil down to my insecurities and me overthinking this. Or perhaps this calms my conscience. Trying to learn about what I did wrong to do right. Though there will never be a truly ‘good’ person as it’s a spectrum and such simple terms cannot describe people completely. Thank you for reading my ramblings. And I whole heartedly encourage others to educate themselves on morals, ethics, and themselves. Learning is the first step to understanding. Ask questions, it’s good to be curious. I apologize if I made any mistakes.

[offfmyrocker]

Sencond/last choice syndrome

I don’t know if this is already a thing, but it’s something I’ve been feeling recently (and in the past). Do you ever just, get really sad because you realize that you aren’t anyone’s first choice? Like, have you ever heard something like “I called ____ before you but they didn’t respond, so I’m inviting you.” And it hurts bad cause you know they wouldn’t have chosen you otherwise. It’s even worse when it applies to everyone. Platonically or romantically, when you’re nobody’s first choice. This is what I call Second Choice Syndrome.

[i-am-a-fish]

if you don't have a gay cousin at your thanksgiving, I am your gay cousin for today. I'm wearing a croptop and I'm excited about cranberry sauce

[offfmyrocker]

I’m 90% sure most of the people on tumblr ARE the gay cousin

[offfmyrocker]

the complete guild to su!cide. (Dazai’s book)

Don’t worry, it pained me to set the book like this. Also I made this!

[offfmyrocker]

Dark era Dazai

that’s the best hand I’ve ever drawn

[offfmyrocker]

latest art

two unrelated artworks but they’re both in bsd and I didn’t feel like making two posts

[offfmyrocker]

I found my charcoal pencils :)

[offfmyrocker]

Ranpoe

kinda, does it count if they’re not in the same picture? Yapper x Listener

[halfbloodindespair]

nico: something bad is about to happen.

percy: is that a prediction or a threat?

nico: both.

[offfmyrocker]

[offfmyrocker]

I would say sorry…

…but mom said lying is bad

[offfmyrocker]

My friend is ranting about gender reveal parties

[offfmyrocker]

Watercolor Zoro for my friend.

[feetdavidson]

I’m proud to identify as morosexual. I’m attracted to dumbasses and dumbasses exclusively. A guy asked me what the Spanish word for tortilla was once and now I dream of kissing him under the moonlight

[feetdavidson]

this same idiot: what kind of animal is the pink panther

me, already taking off my clothes: benjamin you’re so fucking stupid

[offfmyrocker]

I once asked if squidward was an octopus.