this mama was not ready for trauma

favianna ingen conn and sirrah mac ainsley

[offife]

(f) Rue?

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, a ghràidh?

[offife]

(f) Has anyone told you how beautiful you look today?

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Haha, awww. Thank you. You’re beautiful, too, Favi.

[offife]

(f) Aw, Rue...

I’ve missed seeing your face whenever I want

[offife]

(f) Rue?

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, a ghràidh?

[offife]

(f) Has anyone told you how beautiful you look today?

[offife]

(f) Rue?

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) “Set down the kids, yet shall we reach the town; or, if we fear the night may gather rain ere we arrive, then singing let us go, our way to lighten; and, that we may thus go singing, I will case you of this load.”

These are good poems. I’m just glad I can read them.

[offife]

(s) fLEEFLEEEEEEE - 

oh. excuse me. izis your house? 

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Oh! Hello! I’m Inge. What’s your name?

[offife]

(s) inge is a nice name. im sirrah

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Sirrah? Not Sirrah mac Ainsley??

[offife]

(s) yeah that’s me!!!!

have you seen my friends? fleance mac banquo and lulach mac gillecomgain. they’re my friends

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Yeah, they’re both here— I think they were going to the practice yard for archery? Either that or Seanair Bodhe’s giving them a history lesson…

[offife]

(s) OOO could you take me there pleeese????

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Ha ha, sure. Come on.

[offife]

(s) YES YES YES YES YES

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) “Set down the kids, yet shall we reach the town; or, if we fear the night may gather rain ere we arrive, then singing let us go, our way to lighten; and, that we may thus go singing, I will case you of this load.”

These are good poems. I’m just glad I can read them.

[offife]

(s) fLEEFLEEEEEEE - 

oh. excuse me. izis your house? 

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Oh! Hello! I’m Inge. What’s your name?

[offife]

(s) inge is a nice name. im sirrah

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Sirrah? Not Sirrah mac Ainsley??

[offife]

(s) yeah that’s me!!!!

have you seen my friends? fleance mac banquo and lulach mac gillecomgain. they’re my friends

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Yeah, they’re both here— I think they were going to the practice yard for archery? Either that or Seanair Bodhe’s giving them a history lesson…

[offife]

(s) OOO could you take me there pleeese????

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) “Set down the kids, yet shall we reach the town; or, if we fear the night may gather rain ere we arrive, then singing let us go, our way to lighten; and, that we may thus go singing, I will case you of this load.”

These are good poems. I’m just glad I can read them.

[offife]

(s) fLEEFLEEEEEEE - 

oh. excuse me. izis your house? 

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Oh! Hello! I’m Inge. What’s your name?

[offife]

(s) inge is a nice name. im sirrah

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Sirrah? Not Sirrah mac Ainsley??

[offife]

(s) yeah that’s me!!!!

have you seen my friends? fleance mac banquo and lulach mac gillecomgain. they’re my friends

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) “Set down the kids, yet shall we reach the town; or, if we fear the night may gather rain ere we arrive, then singing let us go, our way to lighten; and, that we may thus go singing, I will case you of this load.”

These are good poems. I’m just glad I can read them.

[offife]

(s) fLEEFLEEEEEEE - 

oh. excuse me. izis your house? 

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) Oh! Hello! I’m Inge. What’s your name?

[offife]

(s) inge is a nice name. im sirrah

[thorfinn-ravenfeeder]

(I) “Set down the kids, yet shall we reach the town; or, if we fear the night may gather rain ere we arrive, then singing let us go, our way to lighten; and, that we may thus go singing, I will case you of this load.”

These are good poems. I’m just glad I can read them.

[offife]

(s) fLEEFLEEEEEEE - 

oh. excuse me. izis your house? 

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I… I love your hair, by the way.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Thank you… It just felt right, to cut it. It feels more like me.

I….Where do we start? So much has happened.

[offife]

(f) It’s beautiful.

I don’t… know. I don’t know. There’s been so much. 

… at least I still have you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, you do.

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

I love you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I love you, too, mo chridhe…

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

If you feel up to it later, my father, and Lulach and Gille are all here… they might want to see you again. But you don’t have to if you’re not comfortable with people yet.

I might just want to keep you to myself for awhile, anyway :D

[offife]

(f) Lulach is okay? And Gille? Gille is… like us, I assume… but your father? Is Bodhe… is he alive? 

I think… I’d like to stay with you for now. I’ve been on my own with just Sirrah for a while, I don’t think I’m… up for other people currently

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Lulach’s fine. He’s grown up a bit since you last saw him. And yes, Gille is a ghost. He’s only recently arrived, he’s been alone for awhile.

My father’s alive and well, he’s showing almost no signs of slowing down.

I don’t mind that at all, mo chridhe.

[offife]

(f) I’m so glad. He was always such a sweet little boy… 

Oh he’s still alive! That’s good. Good for him… 

Thank you. Rue, I’ve missed you so much. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…..

“I have found the one whom my soul loves. I will hold her, and not let go.”

[offife]

(f) Rue.... awww... 

I love you. 

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I… I love your hair, by the way.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Thank you… It just felt right, to cut it. It feels more like me.

I….Where do we start? So much has happened.

[offife]

(f) It’s beautiful.

I don’t… know. I don’t know. There’s been so much. 

… at least I still have you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, you do.

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

I love you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I love you, too, mo chridhe…

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

If you feel up to it later, my father, and Lulach and Gille are all here… they might want to see you again. But you don’t have to if you’re not comfortable with people yet.

I might just want to keep you to myself for awhile, anyway :D

[offife]

(f) Lulach is okay? And Gille? Gille is… like us, I assume… but your father? Is Bodhe… is he alive? 

I think… I’d like to stay with you for now. I’ve been on my own with just Sirrah for a while, I don’t think I’m… up for other people currently

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Lulach’s fine. He’s grown up a bit since you last saw him. And yes, Gille is a ghost. He’s only recently arrived, he’s been alone for awhile.

My father’s alive and well, he’s showing almost no signs of slowing down.

I don’t mind that at all, mo chridhe.

[offife]

(f) I’m so glad. He was always such a sweet little boy... 

Oh he’s still alive! That’s good. Good for him... 

Thank you. Rue, I’ve missed you so much. 

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I… I love your hair, by the way.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Thank you… It just felt right, to cut it. It feels more like me.

I….Where do we start? So much has happened.

[offife]

(f) It’s beautiful.

I don’t… know. I don’t know. There’s been so much. 

… at least I still have you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, you do.

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

I love you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I love you, too, mo chridhe…

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

If you feel up to it later, my father, and Lulach and Gille are all here… they might want to see you again. But you don’t have to if you’re not comfortable with people yet.

I might just want to keep you to myself for awhile, anyway :D

[offife]

(f) Lulach is okay? And Gille? Gille is... like us, I assume... but your father? Is Bodhe... is he alive? 

I think... I’d like to stay with you for now. I’ve been on my own with just Sirrah for a while, I don’t think I’m... up for other people currently

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I… I love your hair, by the way.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Thank you… It just felt right, to cut it. It feels more like me.

I….Where do we start? So much has happened.

[offife]

(f) It’s beautiful.

I don’t… know. I don’t know. There’s been so much. 

… at least I still have you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, you do.

[offife]

(f) Rue… 

I love you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I love you, too, mo chridhe…

[offife]

(f) Rue... 

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I… I love your hair, by the way.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Thank you… It just felt right, to cut it. It feels more like me.

I….Where do we start? So much has happened.

[offife]

(f) It’s beautiful.

I don’t… know. I don’t know. There’s been so much. 

… at least I still have you. 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Yes, you do.

[offife]

(f) Rue... 

I love you. 

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I… I love your hair, by the way.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Thank you… It just felt right, to cut it. It feels more like me.

I….Where do we start? So much has happened.

[offife]

(f) It’s beautiful.

I don’t... know. I don’t know. There’s been so much. 

... at least I still have you. 

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue…

Oh… mmm!

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

….

Come sit with me by the fire… We can talk and catch up with each other.

[offife]

(f) Alright. That sounds lovely. 

Oh, I... I love your hair, by the way.

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please… 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just… I had to see you… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

I’m here. It’s all right now…

…..You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you…

[offife]

(f) Rue, Rue...

Oh... mmm!

[offife]

(f) I’ll let you off on your own because it’s safe here but if you see anything strange please come back to me. 

(s) yes mamaidh!! 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

…….

[offife]

(f) … 

… rue? 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi….

It’s you….

[offife]

(f) Oh my god… 

Rue, Rue, Rue… 

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

Favi…. I….

It’s you…. It’s you… You’re real… You’re here….

[offife]

(f) I’m here, I’m here… Oh my god, Rue - 

I’ve missed you so much. Rue, Rue, Rue.

[gruoch-ingen-bodhe]

It’s all right now, it’s going to be all right now… Oh, Favi…. I missed you.

[offife]

(f) Oh god please, please... 

I’ve been so worried about leaving F - Fife, but I just... I had to see you...