youth

❝ thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before. ❞ isak valtersen. 18.

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theevenbechnaesheim:

Even chuckled then smiled softly at tired, grumpy Isak. “No, no. I’m going to go with you to make sure you get home safe and to be honest I don’t really want to be here either. We can be a cuddle puddle at home,” he said with a hopeful grin. He then wrapped an arm around the smaller boy and kissed his cheek before guiding him towards the door and out of the party. 

“I’m perfectly capable of getting home safely one my own, Even, but whatever.” Isak shrugged his shoulders and then picked up his drink to finish it and then left it on the counter. He couldn’t wait to get out of there and wasn’t even sure why he attended in the first place. “Cuddle puddle? Jesus Christ, you’re such a sap, Even.” He rolled his eyes fondly with a chuckle, returning the kiss and then followed Even home.

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theevenbechnaesheim:

“Yeah, it’s just a bruise.” However he pouted at the boy’s teasing and gently poked Isak’s stomach. “Just wait until you bust your ass.” He then nodded his head. “A couple people saw me fall and one guy helped me up.” 

Isak tried his hardest not to just melt at the sight of Even pouting again. He had come to realize it was one of his weakness and could get Isak to do whatever Even wanted. “I won’t. Because I don’t have giraffe legs,” he teased with a chuckle. “At least he helped you up. I’m sure anyone else would’ve just step over you.” Isak then looked around the room and frowned. “Ev, I think I’m gonna go home. I really don’t want to be here right now. You can stay if you want, though.”

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sanasolbakoush:

“Maybe he can help Mama with the cooking and learn some tricks from her,” Sana offered. She was sure her mother would love an excuse to catch up with Even, having always had a sweet spot for the boy when he used to hang out with Elias and his friends. The way Isak talked about Morocco made her smile and she laughed lightly as she shook her head, “I am not surprised at all. He would have a camera strapped to his hand at all times if he could.” Even was definitely someone who was comfortable in front and behind a camera and she had to admit, his video for Isak was incredibly adorable. Her smile disappeared at the mention of school and she made a face before shrugging. “I guess the one perk is this is our last year at Nissen. Are you thinking of going to college afterwards?”

Isak would be an idiot to turn down an offer like that. If it meant that Even would learn how to cook the food better and he wouldn’t have to wait forever to actually eat it, he was totally down for it. “I think he’d love that,” he surmised. It would be another excuse for them to drop by and for Even to spend some time with his old friends too. While Isak wasn’t close to them, he’d admit he wasn’t against getting to know them better if it made Even happy. “Anything to keep him from dragging me into the kitchen to help him.” He was an awful cook and was convinced that was never going to change no matter how hard Even tried. “He most definitely would. Spending his time pretending he’s Baz Lurhman,” Isak laughed at the thought. “Wait, I thought upper secondary was four years,” he frowned in confusion and then shrugged. “I wouldn’t have attended Nissen if I didn’t. I actually want a career. How about you?”

[jack-roscoe]

he’s got a heart so pure, i bet he has flowers growing between his ribs

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theevenbechnaesheim:

Even kissed him back both times before shrugging. “It’s okay. I already fell two times. Look.” The taller boy pointed to the bruise forming on his hip and he pouted back at his boyfriend. “My giraffe legs just gave out and I busted my ass in front of everyone.” 

“You did? Are you okay?” Isak asked before Even showed him the bruise on his hip. He bent down a little to get a better look and then hissed once he saw it. While it wasn’t as bad as he thought it would be, it still looked like it hurt. “Aw, then you and your giraffe legs should be more careful,” he cooed, cupping Even’s face. “And don’t worry, I doubt anyone noticed you fell.”

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sanasolbakoush:

“I definitely will.” Sana nodded, “You two should come over for dinner one day since you loved the food so much. My mom would absolutely love an excuse to cook a big meal. Especially for you and Even.” She smiled softly, almost shyly, at the thought of Even being reminded of her while walking around Morocco. “How did you like it?” she asked curiously before shrugging. “Elias is Elias. The warmer weather actually gives him and his friends an excuse to hang out somewhere other than our living room, which I’m grateful for.”

“Sure! I could never say no to your mom’s cooking,” Isak admitted with a chuckle. “Even’s attempts at cooking Moroccan food still needs more practice.” While he loved anything that his boyfriend cooked for him as Isak couldn’t even boil water, it seemed it would be some time before they could try more complicated dishes. “It was beautiful. I loved how the city was like a combination of traditionalism and modernism. Like the people are embracing the future but not forgetting their roots,” he explained thoughtfully. “Even took a shit ton of videos, which he’ll no doubt show you once he sees you again.” So much so that he had to buy three SD cards to store them all. “God, it’s gonna suck when summer’s over. I’m not ready for another year at Nissen.”

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sanasolbakoush:

“Oh definitely not. All of them are idiots,” she hook her head before laughing lightly. At least someone had similar views to her on drinking. Sana took in a deep breath of fresh air as soon as they were outside and then turned in the direction of the nearest ice cream shop, smiling over at Isak. “Good. You two looked really happy at my party, I just didn’t get a chance to talk to him.” She slipped her hands into the pockets of her pants and nodded as she scuffed her foot along the sidewalk. “Pretty good. I’ve been laying low and just kind of chilling with the girls or at home playing basketball with Elias. Keeping it chill.” 

A smile crossed Isak’s face at the mention of him and Even at her party, remembering their conversation about how good the food was and plans to vacation in Morocco. “We are. But you should! I know he’d love to see you again,” he encouraged, walking alongside her. “I don’t have enough fingers to count how many times he mentioned you when we were in Morocco.” While Isak really enjoyed the trip, including the delicious food he got to eat, it was obvious how much more excited Even was to be visiting. “Cool. How about Elias and the rest of the squad?”

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theevenbechnaesheim:

Even pulled Isak closer, only to pout when he pulled away. He shrugged a shoulder at the boy’s question. “I didn’t want to bother you. I figured you were pre-gaming with Jonas and the guys.“

Isak chuckled softly when he saw Even pout and planted a quick kiss on his lips in hopes of making it disappear. He always preferred it when his boyfriend smiled. “You could never bother me,” he assured him with a smile, pecking Even’s lips one more time. “But I wasn’t. Even if I was, the boys always enjoy your company, anyway. So you having a good time?”

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theevenbechnaesheim:

Even smirked. “Good,” he murmured before leaning in to finally kiss the boy, not able to help it when the softest sigh escaped his lips at the feel of Isak’s lips against his own. He had wanted to do this ever since he first spotted his boyfriend at the party.

After waiting for what seemed like hours, Even finally connected their lips and Isak wasted no time in discarding his drink to immediately wrap his arms around his boyfriend’s neck. It was one kiss out of the many they’d had since they started dating, but it always felt like the first time to Isak. His heart still raced and his legs grew weak, butterflies erupting in his stomach at the familiar taste of the older boy’s mouth as the rest of the world disappeared. “So much for our game,” he chuckled after he pulled away. “Why didn’t you tell me you were here?”

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evcmoan:

for a long while now eva had felt misplaced, as if she were alone. she had known such feelings were wrong, that she was far from and if she simply reached out to someone she would not be turned away but she couldn’t seem to.. atleast not before tonight. “yeah, water.” she repeated, though she was hesitant to let him go. it felt nice to have someone from her old life at her side and frankly if she let isak out of her sight tonight it would be a feat. 

Isak nodded when she had agreed to get some water. While he knew it wouldn’t do much to sober her up, at least it would prevent her from getting too dehydrated and possibly from putting her to sleep if she drank enough of it. However, it seemed that Eva wasn’t in any rush to let Isak go to fetch the water for her, though he didn’t mind and held her for a little while longer before she finally allowed him to pull away. “Come on,” he led her to a seat by the hand and then returned with a glass of water. “Here. You feeling okay?” Isak swapped the liquor bottle for the water and then took a seat beside her.

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imssg ✉ ( isak )

Magnus: Bored already?

Magnus: Too drunk to remember. She double checked her stuff and found it

Magnus: Hey, check your pockets and see if you've got anything out of place

Isak: You have no idea.

Isak: Shit! There goes that idea.

Isak: Why?

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sanasolbakoush:

Sana held up a finger, “Ah, but see that’s even more reason to have food if it’s a place where they want you to buy alcohol, because then people will have to buy more alcohol to get drunk if they are stuffing their faces.” She raised a brow in challenge and instantly a smirk came to her face, knowing that the boy would have to agree with her. Pressing her lips together in thought, she finally shrugged in response to his question. “How about we go get ice cream?” she offered. Her mom had made a fairly large dinner so she wasn’t that hungry, but she was always down for ice cream. “Yeah, I’m ready,” she nodded, carefully making her way to the exit before glancing back at Isak. “How is Even?”

He listened to Sana’s opinion on how to get drunker and he couldn’t argue with that. She was right and she knew it. “I doubt any of them know that,” he pointed at the crowd. “The majority of people don’t even know how to drink properly, let alone the proper aftercare.” It always irritated Isak when he saw people repeating the same stereotypes about drinking that everyone knew because they were wrong and didn’t work to begin with. “I could never say no to ice cream.” He admitted. He could eat it three times a day if Even allowed him to. Isak nodded and then followed Sana to the entrance. “He’s doing good. Really good, actually,” he smiled and then wiped some foam off of himself. “How about you? How’s your summer going so far?”

[50shadesofdistance]

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imssg ✉ ( isak )

Magnus: Thanks bro

Magnus: Black, some kind of fake leather, looks like a wallet

Magnus: Apparently Eva has my ID, and I have no idea how that happened

Isak: No problem. It'll give me something to do.

Isak: How the fuck? Well, did you ask her where she found it? Or was she too drunk to remember?

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sanasolbakoush:

Sana pressed her lips together at the memory of Isak getting in a fight with her brother and his friends at the karaoke party. Now that she knew the full story, it wasn’t possible for her to take sides, but that didn’t mean that she was okay with the fight. She hated that people she cared about had hurt each other. However, she welcomed the offer of food as a distraction. “Yeah, that sounds good. I checked around here and there aren’t any snacks. Just alcohol and more alcohol,” she sighed. “Is Even supposed to come? Do you need to let him know you’re leaving?’

Isak smiled when Sana had agreed to his offer, happy that she did since they rarely ever hung out by themselves and he thought that was a little unfair. “Well, it’s a party. What do you expect? Food only makes getting drunk even harder,” he chuckled with a shrug and then downed the rest of his drink. “So you in the mood for anything special? Or are you cool with whatever?” Isak wasn’t a picky eater and would go for anything right about now. “Uh…I’m not sure. He would’ve told me if he was,” he replied. “Yeah, I’ll just text him and let him know.” He then pulled out his phone and told Even he was leaving the party with Sana. “Alright, that should calm any anxiety he might have. You ready?”

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evcmoan:

the truth was, it had nothing to do with isak. eva was just… overwhelmed with emotion more often then not nowadays, at least thats how it felt. she stopped short of the kitchen when he had grabbed her, turning with the smallest of genuine pouts painted on her lips, the bottom of which currently found itself trembling. it took a moment for her brain to process the words, the liquor she had consumed making it that much harder as each syllable passed through her mind. “no, no…” she tried but found herself short of an explanation. “i just.” eva tried once more before she was shrugging, her gaze to the left to prevent eye contact lest she wish to truly cry. 

From the pout on her face and her inability to say much, Isak could now tell that whatever was bothering her had nothing to do with him. While he wasn’t sure what it was and wanted to ask her what was wrong, to be the friend he used to be to her before he interfered in her and Jonas’ relationship, Isak figured this might not be the right time with Eva being drunk. So he simply pulled her into a hug and rubbed her back, holding her for a little and hoping that it would be enough at least for now. “It’s okay, Eva,” he spoke into her ear so she could hear him before pulling away to look at her. “Let’s get you some water, huh?”

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theevenbechnaesheim:

Even’s heart melted at Isak’s words and he bit back the urge to lean in and kiss him right there. However, he did smirk at the boy’s last comment and he subconsciously stepped closer until he was right in front of Isak. “What you boyfriend doesn’t know, won’t hurt him…right?” Even murmured as he reached up to cup the back of Isak’s neck. His eyes were instantly drawn to the other boy’s lips when he bit them, causing him to bite his own lip. Even wanted so badly to kiss Isak, but he also liked this little charade they had going. 

Although they had been dating for months now, Isak still hadn't gotten used to how handsome Even was and it took everything inside him to not drop the charade and just pull the older boy in closer to explore his mouth the moment he saw that smirk. He was enjoying their game and the excitement it brought, not wanting it to end. However, the second Even touched him, Isak instantly melted and knew it was over. "Yeah, I won't tell him if you won't." He said and then licked his lips, his eyes locked on Even's mouth as he waited for what was to come.