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I took a deep breath & listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am.
❝ the path to P A R A D I S E begins in H E L L.❞
‘are you sure you’re gonna be alright here by yourself?’
stranger things sentence meme. | accepting
❝ your CONCERN is appreciated, but unnecessary. i will be fine. ❞
a few seconds of silence, a few seconds to let her words sink in, a few seconds to ignore the fear settling in the cracks of her heart. she was fine, would be fine, of course she would ( but that didn’t mean the idea of his FAILURE - of his not returning in time - didn’t strike her heavy heart.
❝ you must hurry if you desire to catch up to him in time. ❞
“ this isn’t any of your business. ”
six-word sentences. | accepting
❝ had i NOT followed you, your CORPSE might have been hung for all to see. would it have been my business then? ❞
flesh digits grip the photon projector tightly at her side, eyes narrowed and lips pursed, attention focused on him, not daring to show an ounce of regret, not daring to show a second thought to the body beside her feet ( even if that’s the only thing on her mind ).
❝ why are we here? ❞
“ how did you become like this? ”
six-word sentences. | accepting
BECOME LIKE WHAT?
the words hang in her throat, clawing at soft flesh and threatening to escape ( to show OBLIVITY instead of destroying composure ), but satya knew the answer already - it was a silly question she was sure he’d mock her for asking.
HOW DID YOU BECOME LIKE THIS?
silence sows her lips together, averts her gaze from his. fear ( fear of what ? ) of letting him in ( of helping him to understand ) encircles her heart like a snake around his prey, and the only release is to play dead and hope it doesn’t burn when the predator sinks his teeth into your flesh.
LIKE THIS.
alone, always fighting alone, never trusting anyone else to do the job right ( because the job was hard, and she could only accept perfection ), never trusting herself to stand in a team ( because that was hard, and she could only accept perfection ).
maybe fear wasn’t the snake - maybe it was LONELINESS, a dread that had already spread its venom through her veins and turned her lungs onyx, so that with each breath her chest ached ( an ache she was so used to that NUMBNESS took its place ).
no, NO.
satya was content ( was safe, they were all safe ) in being alone. she could never let anyone down ( could never BE let down by anyone ). her shields could never fail ( her heart could never break ). she did the job alone because LONELINESS was all she knew, and she was happy with it.
❝ that is of no concern to YOU, nor is this the time for you to be concerned. ❞
STRANGER THINGS SENTENCE MEME
episode 001-004.
‘something’s coming. something hungry for blood.’
‘wait a minute. did you hear that?’
‘we’re in deep shit!’
‘don’t be a pussy!’
‘just twenty more minutes!’
‘yeah, she’s turning into a real jerk.’
‘the cause of the power outage is still unknown.’
‘he came home last night, right?’
‘that’s disgusting.’
‘do it, freak!’
‘it’s like you have superpowers or something.’
‘we just made out a couple times.’
‘i’ll climb through your window. she won’t even know i’m there.’
‘mornings are for coffee and contemplation.’
‘he’s not like that. he wouldn’t do that.’
‘the entire east wing will be evacuated within the hour.’
‘she can’t have gone far.’
‘you think you can steal from me, boy?!’
‘this isn’t some lord of the rings book.’
‘do i make myself clear?’
‘is that why you ran away?’
‘you gotta answer a few of my questions first.’
‘all i know is that she’s scared to death.’
‘you think we got a problem here?’
‘we should be helping look for him.’
‘i always had a distaste for science.’
‘i always figured there was enough going on down here, i never needed to look elsewhere.’
‘this is crazy.’
‘smile looks good on you.’
‘we’re not going back.’
‘i know i haven’t been there for you.’
‘i don’t even barely know what’s going on with you.’
‘i should’ve been there for him.’
‘this was not your fault.’
‘do you guys hear that?’
‘is that blood?’
‘you’re freaking her out!’
‘this is mental.’
‘she’s probably a psycho.’
‘and tomorrow night, we go back out.’
‘hey, um… i never asked your name.’
‘i can’t eat.’
‘you can’t get like this, okay?’
‘we’ve been waiting six hours.’
‘we’ve been searching all night.’
‘he was scared.’
‘if he sees the cops, he’ll think he’s in trouble. he’ll hide.’
‘he’s good at hiding.’
‘cops are good at finding.’
‘you’re in trouble, aren’t you?’
‘they want to hurt you? the bad people?’
‘just stay here, okay? stay here.’
‘what do you say? are you in or out?’
‘oh god… that’s depressing.’
‘i just wanted to say, you know, um… i’m sorry about everything. everyone’s thinking about you.’
‘he’s a smart kid.’
‘all that matters is, after school, the freak will be back in the loony bin, and we can focus on what really matters.’
‘pretty.’
‘just trust me, okay?’
‘i’m so sick of your excuses.’
‘he’s not coming, is he?’
‘you shouldn’t like things because people tell you you’re supposed to.’
‘i don’t know where my boy is. he’s gone.’
‘did you see him? last night? on the road?’
‘i’m not mad at you.’
‘is everything okay?’
‘promise.’
‘i need you alive for the next few days, at least.’
‘missing kid, suicide… you must feel like a big city cop again, huh?’
‘are you out of your mind?!’
‘i think she knows what happened to him.’
‘do you know where he is?!’
‘stop it! you’re scaring her!’
‘that boy was never very good at taking care of himself.’
‘why am i just hearing about this?’
‘it’d be super weird if i’m not there…’
‘it’s just a loud noise. it’s okay.’
‘they won’t tell anyone about you. they promise.’
‘we wouldn’t have upset you if we knew you had superpowers.’
‘what is “friend”?’
‘you promised that you’d go.’
‘we’re gonna have a great time.’
‘he just wants to get into your pants…’
‘make sure i don’t get drunk and do anything stupid.’
‘you ever feel cursed?’
‘hey, come back inside.’
‘you are a cliché, you do realise that?’
‘yeah, she’s smart, you douche!’
‘you’re bleeding.’
‘just go ahead and go home, okay?’
‘jesus, you scared me!’
‘i didn’t think it’d be a big deal.’
‘you can talk to me.’
‘nothing happened.’
‘you need to stop this, okay?’
‘people are looking for him and they’re going to find him.’
‘can you just try and get some sleep? can you do that for me?’
‘you seriously think that the weirdo knows where he is?’
‘if there is something out there, i’m gonna shoot it in the eye - and blind it.’
‘use your powers, okay?’
‘if you get hungry, eat his snacks, okay?’
‘i know the kid’s not in there, but i gotta check off this box.’
‘no one breaks in here. certainly not some kid.’
‘who’s in charge here?’
‘science doesn’t make any damn sense to me.’
‘i seriously have no idea who you’re talking about.’
‘he’s in danger.’
‘he’s dead.’
‘i’m a dick.’
‘he must really have something to hide.’
‘yeah, this isn’t creepy at all.’
‘this is called stalking.’
‘that’s the thing about perverts. it’s hard-wired into them. you know, they just can’t help themselves.’
‘maybe she freaked out when you went all psycho on the psycho.’
‘why did they hurt you?’
‘friends tell the truth.’
‘i understand.’
‘tell me what to do.’
‘i think something happened. something terrible.’
‘this is CIA-sanctioned research.’
‘i’m not saying that there’s some grand conspiracy. i’m just saying maybe something happened.’
‘maybe he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and he saw something that he shouldn’t have.’
‘hiding.’
‘don’t waste your time with her.’
‘we are not calling the cops!’
‘please tell me it’s not the kid.’
‘you were supposed to help us find him alive.’
‘why did you lie to us?’
‘what is wrong with you?’
‘whoever you found is not my boy.’
he was hiding from that thing.’
‘you’ve gotta stop this…’
‘you’re talking about grief.’
‘i swear to you, i know what i saw. and i’m not crazy.’
‘i’m not saying that you’re crazy.’
‘i need you to believe me.’
‘i want you to try and get some sleep, if you can.’
‘can you please stop that?’
‘i thought we were friends, you know? but friends tell each other the truth.’
‘you hurt me.’
‘are you sure you’re gonna be alright here by yourself?’
‘screw his funeral!’
‘yeah, okay, but why didn’t you just talk to me? that’s crazy.’
‘i don’t know… i was scared.’
‘my parents are gonna murder me!’
‘this is not an okay time for you to shut down.’
‘maybe he’s haunting us.’
‘he’s out there somewhere. all we have to do is find him.’
‘you look pretty good.’
‘we just talked.’
‘the troopers are on duty and you should be safe because we think this is just an isolated incident.’
‘remember, if anyone sees us, look sad.’
‘do you think you can open it?’
‘abort.’
‘she’s missing and something terrible happened to her. i know it! and no one is listening to me!’
‘just leave me alone!’
‘pull me out! pull me out!’
‘what? who is interested in this? this is so stupid.’
‘mouth-breather.’
‘i think that’s a real messed up thing to do.’
‘grief shows itself in funny ways.’
‘i shouldn’t have come here today.’
‘she’s smart. she’s real smart.’
so why are you lying to me, man?’
‘what’s your problem, bud?’
‘stick your nose someplace else.’
‘thanks for ruining the game, dick.’
‘you’re gonna get us both killed!’
‘she’ll find him.’
‘i need you to find him.’
‘hurt him?’
‘i i guess i’d rather observe people than, you know…’
‘jesus, the hell happened?’
❝ the path to P A R A D I S E begins in H E L L.❞
❝ Say something nice or don’t speak. ❞
six-word sentences. | accepting
❝ as you wish. ❞
head turns away as silence befalls her lips and fingers reach to busy herself with fixing the ( CROOKED ) plans of vishkar’s next city.
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titanium digits reach up to pull the mask from her eyes, narrowed in quiet DISGUST as the disarray of the medic’s desk - papers strewn about, files in crooked stacks. ( maybe it was the sheer amount of STUFF mercy had no place for, but satya couldn’t STAND it ).
❝ it seems that you could use another filing cabinet, doctor ziegler. i would be HAPPY to make you one. ❞
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❝ order is the only way to PERFECTION. ❞ onyx eyes narrowed, brows furrowed as flesh digits reach up to straighten the photograph. ❝ if you can provide me the materials, i can provide you the order. do we have a deal ? ❞
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❝ HURRY. i will shield you. ❞
cybernetic digits outstretched for the other’s hand, photon projector held up in a stern grip, a spray of bullets fly past, the only thing defending them being a thin veil of light. shouts ( PROFANITIES ) echo in the air, yet all she can hear is the own beating of her heart ( the thundering in her chest, DISTRACTING her from her objective ), but fear was hidden behind a thin sheet of composure, just as their bodies were hidden behind cracked light.
❝ take my hand.❞
six-word sentences.
“ frankly speaking, i wanna give up. ”
“ they love me cause i’m hot. ”
“ just try to guess the answer. ”
“ everyone here knows you don’t care. ”
“ fine, do things your way. ”
“ i want to be in love. ”
“ no, i would rather make money. ”
“ shut up already, i’m not going. ”
“ because you said that, fuck you! ”
“ i hate you more than anything. ”
“ just sit down? let me explain? ”
“ can i be a little nasty? ”
“ there’s nothing wrong with being sexual. ”
“ i want you to like me. ”
“ don’t you dare lie to me. ”
“ i’m way too scared to fall. ”
“ terrified of my love for you? ”
“ we were both afraid, shut up. ”
“ it wasn’t anyone’s fault. not really. ”
“ life’s too short to care anymore. ”
“ i dreamt about you last night. ”
“ really? what did you dream about? ”
“ i dreamt you chose me instead. ”
“ how did you become like this? ”
“ this isn’t any of your business. ”
“ i’m losing my mind, losing control. ”
“ you weren’t there! i needed you! ”
“ please don’t start with me, okay? ”
“ why do you always leave me? ”
“ this is all we have left. ”
“ i turned around. you were gone. ”
“ all i can think about is you. ”
“ wow, you look like shit today. ”
“ i called and you didn’t answer. ”
“ i wanna be a child forever. ”
“ today, my love is in mourning. ”
“ your words felt like sharp knives. ”
“ say something nice or don’t speak. ”
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❝ the path to P A R A D I S E begins in H E L L.❞
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