Music makes my Heart Beat

I'm a small town girl, with a small industry dream. I wanna write for a credible music magazine someday, and it'll happen. ^_^

[oh-marissa]

What’s up, Tumblr? It’s been awhile. Do I know anyone who still used this?

[serious]

[oh-marissa]

Even looking at me saying that you’re sorry isn’t gonna change my mind

[oh-marissa]

Dear Trinity,

It’s not something I think about or talk about a lot, and I’m not sure why I’m thinking about it today, but when I was 11 I was supposed to be an aunt. My sister, 21 and scared yet excited, miscarried her first pregnancy. Just a few days before she was going to find out if she was having a boy or a girl. Me being so young, she was worried about how she would tell me, her little sister she wasn’t pregnant anymore.

As I got older and my sister was able to give me my beautiful nephew, Lyric, we think from time to time about the 15 year old who should be running around causing chaos.

Although we never will know for sure if the baby would have been a boy or a girl, we had a feeling it was going to be a girl.

When Lyric was a baby he would tell us about how he would have dreams where he had an older sister. That was closure enough as to what the baby whavibgas. The Matrix was a huge movie at the time, and my sister loved the name Trinity, and always said that would have been her name.

So Trinity, I just wanted to let you know that even though I never got to meet you, and I might not think about you everyday, I do think about you from time to time and I love you. I mourn for the memories we won’t have. We would have grown up more like sisters than Aunt and Niece and today when I thought about how I should have a 15 year old niece around, I wondered what you and I would talk about.

Would you ask me for advice on boys, school, have me help you with your flute lessons, would you be doing well in school like your mom, or have street smarts like your aunt?

Would you love having a younger brother? What would your hobbies be? What would you have been like as a baby?

Aunt Marissa loves you, sweetie. Never forget that.

[oh-marissa]

An Open Letter to my Ex-Best Friend

Sometimes when Brooks works nights it forces me to think about things. Things I’ve been avoiding, things I need to do, lists I need to make and things that just randomly pop up.

I randomly thought of you today after not thinking of you for what seems like years. I started thinking about all the things that have changed for me and how you probably don’t know a damn thing about what is going on in my life and frankly, you probably don’t give a fuck.

I have no idea why you decided to abandon me. I only have my suspicions. That being someone who was in our lives told you bullshit about me and you decided to believe her. But whatever, that’s not here nor there.

I’m writing this on the off chance you’re browsing through your old tumblr page. The off chance that you thought of me and decided to see what I was up to. Come to think of it, I may have blocked you. In such a case this exists just to get some things off my chest that I’ve unknowingly been bottling in for years.

During these moments it makes me mad that you have no idea what is going on in my life because we use to plan our future. You knew all my secrets, you were going to be in my wedding, you were going to be the adopted Aunt of my kids; There was a time I wouldn’t have been able to imagine you not in my life.

You probably don’t know I found the man of my dreams, and we have plans on getting married in the next few years. A wedding you would have been standing by me in, had this happened about five years ago.

You probably don’t know how drastically my career path has changed. I went from wanting to interview bands, to deciding to live a more simple life.

You probably don’t know I’ve decided I’m not having kids.

You probably don’t know I have a cute apartment with the most adorable kittens ever.

As stated, you probably don’t give a fuck.

I’m not mad about it anymore. I’ve accepted the fact that for whatever reason you didn’t want to be a part of my life so you took yourself out of it and I was hurt. Thankfully I realize I don’t need anyone in my life who doesn’t want to be in it.

But, on the off-chance you want to reconcile, it’s the year 2015, I’m sure you can find a way to get in touch with me. Despite how utterly pissed off I was that you broke away from a friendship that was envied by so many, I wouldn’t turn you away. I guess when I said I’d always be there for you, I meant it.

[ryan-shmoss]

being a panic fan is so stressful nowadays like all i did was look up that song about closing the god damn door when i was 12 and now after losing 52 band members and going through 86 genres this band is the shadiest thing ever and im furious 

[oh-marissa]

My life sure as hell didn’t turn out the way I thought it would.

I would have never thought I’d ever fall in love.

I never thought people I would have taken a bullet for would be the ones behind the trigger.

I never thought I’d be this much of a loser.

I never thought I’d be 26 and still unsuccessful.

I never thought I would still have to deal with the same dumb shit.

I never thought I would turn out like this.

[magnificenttitanic]

New Titanic photos released!

Over the decades since Titanic’s brief existence above water, many new images have been found of the Titanic, usually in family albums hidden in trunks and cabinets, or otherwise kept under lock and key in private collections. Sometimes, when these are found, they are finally shown to the public.

Some of you may recall that in October of 2014, a collection of photos showing the launch of Titanic were shown to the public for the first time. Well almost exactly a year later, another small collection of Titanic photos has been released to the public for the first time!

Taken on May 31st, 1911, these five photos show the launch of the Titanic from the Harland and Wolff shipyard, taken at various points as it slid down the slipway and out of the gantry, and into the water. Like the photos released last year, these new images offer yet another new perspective on the event.

Read more about the photos here.

Photos courtesy Henry Aldridge & Son

[halloweenmagick]

[goldcrescent]

can we take a second to ponder on the fact that a kids movie did lady armor better than the entire film and comic industry

guess who i’m talking about

did you guess? Well you’re fucking WRONG because it’s Susan goddamn Pevensie

They gave her light armor, appropriate for a small archer:chainmail, an arm brace, chest plate, and a light skirt she can easily run around murderizing dudes in the face in

her hair is also only loose in the promo pictures because Susan is fucking busy not dying because her hair was flying into her eyeballs so she braids that shit back

her mail shirt is also loose enough that it doesn’t impede her arm movements it’s almost like she’s dressed for a fight wow

I like the pinks and purples under her bitchin as hell leather armor here, because you don’t have to be masculine to shoot someone in the goddamn face

[petrichoriel]

Melanistic Animals

Melanism is a development of dark-colored pigment in the skin and is the opposite of albinism.

[realitytvgifs]

accurate scientific research

[caralarm-bicycles]

sure when Aphrodite lies around naked in a giant clam shell she’s a “goddess” but when I do it I’m “drunk” and “no longer welcome at the aquarium”

[babelady]

[bluegrassorangesky-deactivated2]

found two kitties cuddling by the sea

this is more romantic than anything i’ve ever done in my life

[oh-marissa]

this could be us but you playin'

[x6sad9-deactivated20170501]

BEFORE AND AFTER

[problemheart]

The ratio of dog to boy stayed constant that’s so cute

[isitdonproof]

[zzdougs-blog1]

#[chanting] prequel prequel preQUEL PREQUEL PREQUEL

[thescienceofjohnlock]

So Capt Jack got his ‘Pirate’ brand for liberating slaves. Yes I want this story told.

[gojira-kingofthekaiju]

This is why his soul is worth 100 souls. Because he saved 100 slaves. The Black Pearl has its name for a reason. It’s a slave running ship.

[tiredminyoongi]

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