Thats Pretty Epic

i drop cringe sad posts here sometimes when i am having a bad mental health time because i feel guilty for talking about it to other people

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i just can’t

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im so tired

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Listening to radiohead codex just to hear thom yorke say ‘you’ve done nothing wrong’ 😭😭

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Finally telling someone u don’t feel ok then they say ‘same’

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texting people in the same happy tone so there’s no way they could tell anything’s wrong while crying and having a huge breakdown trying to telepathically convey that I’m struggling instead of saying it outright 😎

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me laughing at memes about male manipulator music then speaking to someone who’s top artists are radiohead and joy division realising they are the exact stereotype personality from the memes:

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That meme where it’s like ‘nothing brings me pleasure any longer’ except it’s not a meme it’s irl and nothing does bring me pleasure any longer

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Being asexual and watching sex scenes is so funny bc you’re literally just sat there like: 😐

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overthinking

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me getting hurt when no one asks if im ok when im not ok even though they don’t know im not ok: 🙁

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It’s an ajj kind of night

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kinda rude that i was born unphotogenic

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me, sleep deprived, after listening to sad indie songs for two hours at 1am:

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me trying not to have a breakdown after overthinking why someone has intentionally avoided opening my message for over 6 hours:

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song asks that get progressively more specific

A song that reminds you of your childhood

A song to sleep to

A song that your best friend loves

A song that hypes you the fuck up

A song you like to daydream to

A song that’s on at least 3 of your playlists

A song that you love from a genre you don’t usually like

A song that you liked when you where 10 that still slaps

A song that makes you want to go on an adventure

A song you’d want to dance with your partner to ( or future partner )

A song to stomp around and pout to

A song to listen to whilst you lie in a meadow

A song that reflects your views on love

A song to sing to the sun

A song you like that sounds like its on the soundtrack to an indie coming of age film

A song that you like that romanticises being a teenager

A song that makes you want to grab your friends jump up and down dancing and screaming the lyrics

A song that you like that the lyrics are just so beautiful they’re practically poetry

A song that you can imagine listening to in an abandoned church ( if it isn’t hozier im judging you, but whatever )

A song from the soundtrack of a film that you like so much after the film finished you immediately looked for it

A song for when the sun has gone down and you are feeling absolutely buck-wild with exhilaration!

A song that makes you feel like you’re strolling through Ancient Greece living your best life

A song that when you listen to it you’re transported to a liminal space, time is pointless and you must sit and wallow in the void that remains

A song to listen to on a long drive when you have the really strong urge to keep driving until you find somewhere to start a new life (preferably a europian city whose language you don’t speak)

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its a lonely existence