don't break character

I'll be fine on my own she says

[ohchelsiedarling]

And just like that, 5 years later.

I’d be so sad to tell my younger self I still get depressed.

But I guess it’s not as bad as it used to be.

[ohchelsiedarling]

I just feel so sad. So so sad.

[ohchelsiedarling]

[ohchelsiedarling]

“What do you do when you’re alone and tired and feeling anxious? How do you motivate yourself when everything feels pointless?”

-Mom Jeans.

[naturaekos]

I loved you ever: but it is no matter.

[ohchelsiedarling]

Wow, haven’t been on tumblr in two years. Now I’m 22. I still get sad sometimes but not as much. I don’t feel as much either. Trying my best to be a happy adult. It’s hard when you keep seeing how screwed up the world and people are more and more every year.

[perrfectly]

[worshipgifs]

[synqra]

[skortgorl]

[heartbreakhur]

[ohchelsiedarling]

Does anyone on antidepressants ever like... miss their depression?

I know that sounds crazy. But ... my medicine doesn’t let me feel sad. And sometimes I miss the familiarity and comfort I felt drowning in my self pity.

I miss feeling.

[odisorcerer]

“Some days I’m Van Gogh’s Starry Night, other days I’m his suicide letter.”

[andenyi]

I was a daddy’s girl sometime But I loved my mama til the end of the line I am cold and I am bright It’s a curse of mine to be sad at night It’s a curse of mine to be sad at night Late at night he’ll come to me and he’ll tell me I’m alone Don’t you think I don’t already know? All I see is road No one takes me home Where, where can I go?

Laura Marling (via andenyi)

[god-loves-u-sweetheart]

Desperate, I throw myself on you: you are my God! Hour by hour I place my days in your hand, safe from the hands out to get me. Warm me, your servant, with a smile; save me because you love me.

- psalm 31:14-18 msg (via god-loves-u-sweetheart)

[ohchelsiedarling]

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