I'll never understand people. Or how they choose the words they do. These people talk about how they treat people with respect yet, they know you are upset and they post status after status, send you snaps, you name it. Is that respectful? I wouldn't think so. I get I was in the wrong, I was already stressed and the thought of them being alone with another girl just added to it. I wouldn't have gotten upset if I didn't care deeply for them. I hold on to things, maybe an apology on both ends would help. I'm not saying this person needs to kiss my ass but to actually say sorry and mean it. At the same time if this person cared, my feelings wouldn't have been ignored( or at least I feel like they were). It just hurts that the words are so hard and then getting the Facebook status, snaps and other things hurt more. It's like they try to do that to further hurt you more. Maybe it's because they are hurting too. Whatever it is, it's pushing me away. More then they know, I'm hard to handle, I'm hot tempered, I'm jealous at times. I'm sure there is more personal flaws I have, you have flaws too but I look past those. I like to talk about things it sometimes helps. Truth is I care so much about this person and I've been fucked over so many times that I'm trying to guard myself. But oh well what does that matter anyways? They don't listen. I guess I'm just hurt.