Sometimes I just wish I could start over. Start my whole life over. Sometimes I wonder what I had done in my past life's that made me deserve this. I have the worst luck ever. No matter how hard I try, I'm the one sitting alone at night. I try to be there for my friends by listening to their problems, helping their problems, and being there for them. It would be nice to get the same back once in awhile. I put on a brave face, a fake smile, but I'm not happy. Everyone is so self centered now a days, or is it because friendship doesn't mean anything to them anymore? Or I just don't matter anymore?













