Musings of delicate one

39, she/her 🏳️‍⚧️ This is my kinky stash. I collect things that make me feel funny. This is my trauma journal. I recollect a year of my very real dependency on certain Mistress. This is tumblr, so, yeah, one person's misery is another kinkster's fantasy. Feel free to message me about how my story makes you horny. I really want to know! On this site we love and support trans folk and we are all above 18 years old. If you're not, gtfo. Name of the blog is clearly inspired by one and only Stephanie Michelle, queen of bimbos.

[ohmytamara]

Just to make it clear for some. This is a kink blog. I'm all for truly consensual relations. I'm a leftie. I'm feminist. I support abortion, queer rights, I support women's rights and wrongs (unless you make terfing your goal in life, go fuck yourself, you cog in murderous machine).

This is a place of hotness and wetness, with occasional dealing with trauma after terribly abusive relationship. No, I don't mind if you're hot for my irl stories - getting over that is important for me too. My contact is open for everyone. Unless you're underage. Children, don't run, walk, give it time. So, yeah, if you're underage by the law of your state or country kindly but firmly gtfo.

Obvious TW for memories of mental and physical abuse. These are gathered under #year of living dangerously. Link to my story summed up is here.

[demilypyro]

I ain't performing squat, buddy

[demilypyro]

[ohmytamara]

Well, maybe?

Gender is always performance and should be always questioned, but it isn't until it's us. Because ciscons see us and the veil is removed, suddenly they have to face the fact, that their god given peepee means nothing in particular, and beating their wives is not natural manly thing to do, because all of this is performed and if it is performed, they can just stop anytime.

So they cover their eyes, make a performance of disgust and persecute us for this terrible reveal.

[ohmytamara]

I have to accept that large part of my big great need to submit and lose free will, is just reaction to crushing reality of capitalism. I am like what if Kafka woke up but instead of turning into a bug, he just finds himself blindfolded and hogtied with vibrating nipple clamps attached.

[mercuryfountain-deactivated2024]

Gerard P Donelan

[mercuryfountain-deactivated2024]

I love the notes saying this femme knows exactly what she's doing and it's all part of her flirting technique. You get it.

[kyrianne]

More of his stuff and about him

[kyrianne]

[kyrianne]

[laslloronas]

My absolute favorite of his work

[smulnsander-deactivated20251211]

[strawberryamanita]

Lest we forget "The Quilt" (not as funny, but worth a mention)

[desireddracula]

An older whore grunting as she gets down on her knees.

[educating-bimbos]

I've been doing this lately and also kneeling down on a pillow

[ohmytamara]

hah spilling facts of life

[ohmytamara]

Lately I am having fairly specific and fairly degrading fantasies. About being 100% lesbian (which I am not, I am bi, very much leaning into girl side), but being raised and programmed since youthood that hetero sex is the only one that exists and that as a woman my only role in sex is to give pleasure to men. That sex is designed to be maybe uncomfortable and maybe painful for me and that is ok and that is normal as long as man who chooses me gets his satisfaction. And it aligns so very well with the fact that I do not fancy men at all that I never question it. I will never then know real pleasure since lesbians do not exist in worldview that was rooted in my head. And I finally reach adulthood and as times go by I engage in more unpleasant and more humiliationg acts and it aligns with my idea of sex more and more.

And I cum while realising this is fairly common experience for queer folks.

[tailsos-official]

Buy her a bottom surgery and then fuck her in it 👍

[tailsos-official]

No, the pure of heart will see my wisdom

[interestingmistakes]

Reblogging this manually. Op doesn't want credit for fear of being terminated.

[cera-lv]

[ohmytamara]

I will keep on reblogging this shit for next 500 years.

[your-new-fav-daddy]

My good girl, my ashtray, I'm going to smoke my Cuban cigar, open your mouth, I don't want to see a tear fall, the consequences could be much worse

[desireddracula]

So sexy how beaten and miserable she looks

[bigscaryartist]

Cool expression i just learned

[ohmytamara]

Spoken in Andy Devine voice

[saggyhorse]

re-upload of my fallout 2 edit, including a watermark since this video has been reposted without credit to me. its obnoxious but unfortunately this is what has to happen

[cera-lv]

[that---thing]

Cum sewer

Being that thing means I am what user wants or needs.

Some days I am just cum disposal. Not a fleshlight, not a sex doll. And obviously not a person.

A cum sewer.

It depends, but most times I am told to get on my knees and open mouth with my tongue out. I might expect that my mouth would be used, but my anticipation means nothing. I never know. You don't announce your plans to a sewer. You just use it.

You might enjoy having obedient object kneeling in front of you. Or you might don't care abour that at all and ignore it. It is really up to you.

But when I am really mere cum sewer usually you just touch yourself watching porn on your phone. Your sex is right in front of my face, you rub and jerk it, I sense the smell... It arouses and calls me, but I know better not to dare to reach it without command.

You turn the sound on, and I listen for the moans, feeling inside how your ignoring me humiliates me. I am right here, between your legs, but you still find the porn more interesting than me.

You either reach the climax directly or stop few times for a while to edge. Your choice. You're free person, you do what you want. I keep my tongue out, feeling how my saliva drools down. I already know what I get.

Then you shoot and your seed hits my face. If I am lucky I manage to get it in my mouth. But most often it's just random: my face, breast, mouth, sometimes even sculp is covered with your sperm. You look at me in annoyance or even disgust.

If I am even more lucky you let me clean it. You might want to wipe it against my cheek or even let me lick it clean. If something is on the floor and the floor is clean enough (happens rarely though, the space and the surface needs to be prepared properly for that to be the case) to be considered safe, I am told to lick the floor.

And then... I am released and you continue your day. That thing served its purpose and is not needed anymore.

Who knows, you might need another thing later. Urinal, let's say. In this case I'd be happy to be the urinal for you.

[trixiecow]

If you haven’t come across my post about actual misogynists, let me say it again:

If you don’t respect women in real life, it is not a kink.

Mutual respect between partners is 100% necessary.

You cannot hide your desire to abuse women behind the facade of kink.

[boccher]

lesbians are really amazing

[dumb-trans-pigslut]

people say that edging doesn't have a climax, but it does. there's a point where you realize that this is all you're going to get. that it doesn't matter how much you want more, you still won't get it, and you start to enjoy the wanting and the not having. it's a peaceful kind of desperation, a moment of learning to want without getting, to want for wanting's sake. that's the climax you get.