bang bang bang

class, trash, brass, Cass.

[kadenackerman-blog]

Drink up | Cassidy - Kaden

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Cassidy banged her glass against his with a hint of frustration in her smile. It wasn't the frustration where she was angry or mad at the person in front of her, more so herself. She was frustrated because she knew in the back of her mind and in her heart that he only said that because he was intoxicated and she being under the influence actually believed it. Tomorrow morning when she recalled this conversation she would know he was only saying things because he was vulnerable but maybe she was too. Maybe she always was, that was her biggest flaw. Cassidy had no confidence in herself to be truthful, sure she appeared to have as much as the entire world could possibly grant her but at the end of the day when she looked at her reflection all she saw was the portrait of a girl completely bare to the world. Stripped down to absolutely nothing. 

"Yeah, it would have been nice… I'm sure we could have made some crazy memories there together." Taking the drink to her lips she let it fall down her throat. Licking the harsh liquid from her lips she sat the glass down and reached for her phone to check the time. It was getting late and she knew if she lasted there any longer she would become too intoxicated to walk her happy ass home. A sigh fell from her lips as she stood up. "Let's go back to my apartment. If I drink anymore here I'll be sleeping behind the bar." She was unsure of what his reaction would be to the invite but she wanted to extend it to him anyways. 

Her green eyes looked at him as he sat there obviously trying to process his decision. Although she was glad he was in his vulnerable state where she knew it was almost impossible for him to reject her, it wasn't the only reason she asked Kaden to join her for the evening. Cassidy herself was longing for something more that night. Something that could keep her entertained and to make her feel loved. The girl was addicted to attention and if she didn't get it she felt alone and more worthless than usual. As she began to step back from the bar she watched him intently. "Kaden, are you coming or are you going to sit here all night wishing that you had?" Arching her groomed brow she turned away from him and began towards the door knowing that the glimpse of her would be enough to provoke him.

[ayechad-blog]

Night of Fun || Cassidy & Max.

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Lately Cassidy had been more out of her element than usual. Making decisions she knew were bad, associating with people who were dangerous and slacking on the most important thing in her life; school. Biting her lip after she spoke to Max she put her phone down and began to get herself ready for the evening. The boy was young. Too young. Then again, Cassidy had always been attracted to younger men. It was a strange addiction in which she had always been ridiculed for but she didn't want to be with some disgusting old man just because he was more experienced. Part of the reason why she found herself being interested in those younger was because she felt in control. If Cassidy didn't feel in control she felt bizarre. She knew that it was an awful habit to have but it was more of a confidence thing. Although she was beautiful, intelligent and successful she lacked any self worth. It was her own fault though, you always found her slutting around with someone. She was used to the term being thrown in a sentence with her name. 

After a shower, fixing of her hair and what not she stared at her reflection in the mirror. Grabbing her favorite red lipstick she carefully applied it. Dabbing her lips together she raised an eyebrow at her reflection, if she wasn't herself she would be instantly attracted. Stepping back she looked at her outfit. Cassidy had sent Max a photo earlier in the week of her wearing the exact same thing, she figure why not bring the little boys dreams to life and display it in front of his eyes face to face. 

A pair of black see thru stockings, a black pair of laced underwear and a matching black bustier that exposed every single curve her body had to offer. While looking at herself she heard the door to her apartment open, alerting her that Max had finally arrived. "Show time," she whispered to herself before exiting the bathroom and turning the light off and shutting the door. Slipping her feet into a pair of her favorite Marc Jacobs pumps she sprayed a few dabs of her favorite perfume on her wrists before exiting the room entirely to meet Max half way. Peering her blonde head around the corner of her hallway, she saw the dark haired boy and used her index finger to bring him to her.

"What are you waiting for?" she nagged at him before disappearing back into her bedroom.  

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Cass & Julian || Cupcakes

[julian-dawson-blog]

There was no questioning it,  Cassidy was one of the most attractive girls on campus. Hell, she had a body that was reminiscent of a pin up girl and Julian wouldn’t be the first to say that they sure as hell didn’t have girls like her roaming about his old high school. When he’d offered Cass a drink, he hadn’t of figured that she’d know his actual age, that plan falling through for an offer that seemed even better. If she was offering to have him over at her place, along with alcohol, he’d have to be deaf, dumb and blind to turn it down.  

Julian got ready in his usual way, slipping a thin shirt over his body, and tugging up expensive jeans over his pretentious ass. He knew he was attractive, he’d been told so enough times, and he did pride in his appearance, pulling off a carefree look that he’d been told was very desirable. A touch of gel fixed the fringe he had, and worn out converse went over his feet, completing his outfit, and allowing him to dash out of the door.  It didn’t take him long to get to Cassidy’s apartment, and he  proceeded to knock cautiously when the blonde’s voice bid him entrance.

Slipping through the flat and towards the sound of the owner’s voice, he grinned as Cassidy herself came in view. “I can’t cook worth a shit,” Julian admitted, sticking his finger into the bowl of lemon zest, and licking the sour stuff off of his appendage, giving her a grin. He loved sour things. “You can assign me a job,” Julian paused, leaning against he counter, “Like official taste tester.”

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Cassidy laughed at his comment about being a taste tester, she wasn't as good at cooking food as she was at baking. "No harm done, you're more than welcome to taste them as I make progress. It's been a while since I made these so if they suck I apologize now." A smile formed on her pale lips, giving him a gentle nudge with her shoulder. Julian was much more masculine in person than she would have anticipated. Sure she remembered him being an athlete in high school but she graduated before he probably hit puberty. Pouring the ingredients into the large bowl she grabbed her mixer from the cabinet closest to her. "The sound of this along with the vacuum cleaner always scared me." Turning it on she nervously stuck the mixer into the bowl to get it pureed. 

After a minute or two of mixing she turned it off and handed the handles over to Julian to taste. "Be honest, you won't hurt my feelings." Tilting her head to the left she gave him an irresistible smirk that she knew he wouldn't be able to hurt. Who could do that to someone who looked like Cassidy? 

[fuckyeahsurveys]

Deep Questions

[julian-dawson-blog]

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

11. Does love = sex?

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

22. Are you old fashioned?

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

Send them HERE.

[ohsweetcass-blog]

blah.

[susieofrp]

I wouldn’t be asking if I didn’t. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Hm, I don't think I really feel like talking about it. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

blah.

[susieofrp]

What’s got you down Cass?

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Like you care. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

blah.

[susieofrp]

Is something wrong?

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Just not really in the best mood. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

blah.

end post. 

[susieofrp]

blah?

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Thats what I said. Yep. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

blah.

end post. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

My senior photos are nothing short of embarrassing. I thought I was such the hard ass. 

[daniel--skillet-blog]

Drinks - Cassidy.

Quickly slipping into some of his nice clothes, promising Cassidy, someone he had known since quite a long time that he would pay her a visit to catch up; Daniel stared at his reflection for a while longer. He knew he looked good it wasn’t like he needed to deny anything in fact he knew that Cassidy was drawn to him as well. Like he gave a damn, she was pretty hot herself and he was lucky to even have a chance to have a few drinks with her. Running his hands through his hair once more before walking out of his own dorm and into his car.

It hadn’t been long getting to Cassidy’s apartment, it wasn’t like she lived too far from the university which he was thankful of, if they were planning on getting drunk tonight he didn’t want to drive a long way back. Once the car was parked, he looked at himself once more through front-view mirror before pulling out his phone. 

Hey, I’m here.

Pressing send, Daniel got out the car fixing the hem of his shirt. Tonight was going to be an interesting night. Now walking up to her door which hadn’t taken long ; Daniel gave it a slight knock before patiently waiting. He had to admit he was a bit nervous. Maybe a little more than nervous than usual.

[ohsweetcass-blog]

When Daniel told her he was coming over she quickly got up from her couch to straighten up. Putting the two dishes she had left out earlier before going to the library in the sink, she headed straight to her bathroom to get a little bit more fresh. Brushing her teeth and running her fingers through her hair, touching up her lip stick and concealer. She looked good as new within five minutes. Smiling at her reflection she dabbed her lips together and stepped out with a flip of the switch. 

Cassidy heard her phone go off in the other room but ignored it so she could slip on a pair of her favorite Chanel flats. She was always one for designer labels, it was her sense of taste - she couldn't help that. She would never apologize for having some class about her even if she didn't always show it. 

The knock at the door sounded, a smile brushing across her face as she knew her guest had arrived. Walking to the front door from her bed room she opened it with a grin. "Hey there love, come in come in. Long time no see." Giving Daniel a hug she placed a warm kiss against his cheek. "Let the drinking commence!" 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Those awkward years. 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

I'm glad to hear that, and I am doing just fine today. I'm trying to plan an evening out and decide on what to do with myself, sometimes this little town just doesn't offer enough.

I hear there is a little get together down by the lake this evening with some other seniors, if you want we could go check it out? 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Are you still sad today, Cass?

I think I'm pretty good. How are you love? 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

Cass & Julian || Cupcakes

It had been a long day for Cassidy and with the result of her conversation with Alec, she had a feeling that she would be feeling vulnerable for quite some time. Mixing alcohol and another boy in that wasn't smart, but Cassidy didn't really give a shit. Her mind was set on one thing and that was to please herself. She wasn't going to worry about anyone else. She hadn't in so long so why start now? The blonde girl rolled herself out of her bed, looking a hot mess but Julian more than likely wouldn't care too much about her appearance. Dressed in a pair of jean shorts and a white v-neck she scurried through her hallway and into the kitchen. Might as well get started since his text alerted that he was on his way. 

The girl had always been a baker, she loved it. Although she never intended to be a house wife the least she could do for her future husband was be able to make him something sweet from time to time. Grabbing her cook book she flipped to a recipe she had only tried once before. Sweet Tea Vodka Cupcakes. The thought of them just sounded delicious. Being from the south, sweet tea was a vital part of any meal and cupcakes were just her inner fat child screaming out for help. 

The recipe called for the following; 

1 stick of butter

1.4 cups of powdered sugar

3.5 teaspoons of lemon zest

2 eggs

1 & 1/4 cup of rising flour

1/4 cup of milk

1 lemon

2 table spoons of sweet tea vodka

Gathering her things she placed them all out neatly in front of her. Grabbing the lemon from the fridge she heard a knock at her door, assuming that it was Julian. "Come on in," she yelled from the kitchen then attended back to what she was doing. While the boy made his way in she grabbed a measuring cup and two mixing bowls. One for the cake and one for the flour. "Hey Julian, I'm just getting everything out. My Betty Crocker side is out if you can't tell." Smiling at him with her lips pressed together she reached for the bottle of vodka and opened it up, taking a drink from it. It tasted so sweet she could only imagine how the cupcakes would turn out. Last time it was a disaster but she wouldn't let Julian know that. "Thank you for coming over. I'm a mess but you probably already heard that." 

[ohsweetcass-blog]

text | max

Max: Aight. I'm yours for the night. I'll be there in 10.

Cass: Thank you, see you soon.