Hey! I wanted to check in and see how youâre doing, I havenât been here for awhile and I see you stopped posting. Are you well?
I just find it crazy that all day today I was back online rereading some of my posts and then I get sent this đ omg hello!!
but to answer your question I have been doing well! life has just been life-ing honestly. at times I have been wanting to come back but I feel like many have forgot about this. but hope youâre doing well :) thanks for checking up on me!
is it actually over for bimi like forever and ever or like a bump on the road until they realize theyâre actually in love with each other & theyâre going to get married & stay together forever
mia finally agrees to go on a date with hongjoong, making her decide what she really wants.
the update I hope yâall were waiting for. please feel free to leave some feedback, itâs always appreciated! remember, requests are OPEN!
[9th member of stray kids]
mia looked at herself through her vanity mirror that she had in her room. adding some final touches to her makeup. she was getting ready to out with hongjoong, finally agreeing on that date he had been wanting to take mia on.
to say mia was nervous was an understatement as it had been awhile since the girl went on a date. of course she had been on dates with changbin but none of them made her nervous like how she felt at the moment. if anything, her date with changkyun was the last one she could remember that made her feel this way. even then, she remembered the kiss her and changbin shared that night.
changbin.
mia let out a small sigh as she stared at the picture frame she had with the photo of them two, never realizing how hard she was staring at it.
they were still messing around in secret, she wasnât even sure what to call it. changbin showed no signs on asking mia to be his girlfriend again. it didnât bother her at first but as time passed and she her hanging out with hongjoong became more frequently, a tiny part of her thought it was time to move on from changbin. especially since a tiny part of her also began to develop small feelings for him.
mia already knew how hongjoong felt towards her. and the last thing she wanted to do was lead him on not knowing where she really stood with changbin.
but tonight was going to answer everything, on how mia truly felt and want she wanted to do.
the girl sprayed some perfume on her, being the final thing she needed to do and stood up to look at herself through her large body mirror that was placed in the corner of her room. she smiled at herself as she smoothed out her white knitted dress then placed a black coat around her.
now, here came the hard part. trying to leave without getting questioned from the boys.
they were all together in the living room. it being a night where they all came to one dorm to be with each other. some were chatting, while others played video games. typical night for them. it didnât help that she had ti go through the living room to leave the dorm.
so with her being mia, she swiftly went through them. âgoing out, see you all later.â she said as she grabbed her purse, the attention now on her.
âwoah woah what?â minho said first. âyou canât go out! youâre hanging out with us!â
âI never agreed to that.â mia chuckled as she crossed her arms. âplus you guys were sure having a lot of fun without me being present.â
âwhere are you going at least?â jeongin questioned.
âjust hanging outâŠâ mia chewed at the inside of her mouth, jeonginâs question making her slightly nervous. â..with some friends.â she lied.
minho let out a laugh. âyou donât even have friends. weâre your friends.â the rest of the group laughed.
âI do too!â
ârightâŠâ minho laughed again. âcould have fooled me, you look like youâd be going on a date dressed up like that.â
hyunjin noticed miaâs face expression change from minhoâs words. âwell Iâm just a girl!â mia slammed the door shut, wanting to leave the dorm as fast as she could.
âsomething is off about her.â minho said.
***
âdo they really question everything you do?â hongjoong slightly chuckled. mia rolled her eyes as she walked next to him, the two strolling down a carnival.
âyes!â mia exclaimed. âtheyâre like the older and younger brothers I never wanted.â mia laughed. âbut I wouldnât want it any other way. I know they do it to be funny⊠sometimes. I do know I can rely on them to have my back though.â
the two were munching on some popcorn, deciding to have a snack first before getting on any rides.
âenough about them. I saw you guys are going to perform as coachella this year. how great is that?â
âthe group and I still canât believe it.â hongjoong grinned. âweâre very excited about it though.â
âitâs very exciting!â mia cheered. âIâm so happy for you all- oh my god, the carousel!â the girlâs eyes brighten from seeing the ride. she instantly grabbed hongjoongâs hand, dragging him towards the direction of the ride.
âIâm assuming this is your favorite ride?â hongjoong questioned as the two walked through the ride to find a horse to get on.
âmostly definitely.â mia answered. she found one that she liked, hongjoong helping her to get on it. âalways has been since I could remember.â hongjoong got on the one next to her as mia looked around at the lights and seeing others get on as well.
âthank you for coming on this date with me.â
mia softly smiled at hongjoong as the ride began. âyou donât know the feeling I got when you said yes.â
âsorry it took so long-â
âno need to apologize, I knew you werenât ready and I understand. now Iâm just hoping I donât mess up so you can agree to go on a second date with me.â
âweâll see how the night ends.â mia winked. âso far so good.â
after the ride, the two got on a few more rides, mia becoming thrilled with adrenaline from the rollercoaster they had just gotten off from. âgosh, mia. I donât know how you enjoyed that.â
hongjoong placed an arm around mia, playfully leaning against her. mia chuckled. âoh come on, it wasnât that bad.â
the two walked around, strolling some more. the carnival games were coming into view and hongjoong slowly stopped when hearing the music, hearing a familiar voice. âhey, whoâs that on the speaker?â
mia looked up at hongjoong confused until she heard the song, and it was in fact her voice. âthatâs me!â she squealed, hearing s-class playing. they were too into the music until hearing a man from a game stand. âcome on up and play! all you gotta do is knock these three sets of bottles down and you win a prize for your lady.â
mia blushed as she looked up at hongjoong. âyou donât have-â
âoh Iâm going to!â
mia stood next to hongjoong. the boy looked very focused. as he threw the first ball and ended up knocking down the bottle. âyes!â he tried again for the second and knocked it down as well. mia cheered for him
but on his third try, he had no luck.
âtry again?â
hongjoong nodded, giving the man more money to try again. except this time hongjoong didnât knock any of the bottles down. he tried for two more times and still no luck.
âhongjoong, I think thatâs enough. youâre going to spend all your money here.â mia chuckled.
âone more try!â hongjoong said. he was determined to win mia a prize.
âhongjoong-â
the boy placed more money down, shaking himself off before throwing the ball and knocking down the bottle. he succeeded on the second one. âone more, mia.â he chuckled.
âyou got this, son.â the man said, smiling at him.
hongjoong took a second before throwing the ball and to his surprise, he knocked the bottle down. âYEAH!â he cheered, wrapping an arm around mia and slightly picking her up. âyou did it!â
âalright, which one would you like miss?â
mia looked at her options and her eyes landed on a big, tan, teddy bear. âthat one, please.â she grinned.
the man got it for her, handing the bear to mia. âyou have one dedicated boyfriend.â
mia chuckled as she looked back at hongjoong whose face was turning red, shaking his head. âheâs pretty great, isnât he?â mia played along, winking at hongjoong. he became even more flustered as mia walked next to him. âthank you for this, but you didnât have to continue all those triesâ
âI couldnât have my date be empty handed.â hongjoong said as he swung his arm around mia. âI knew I had to win it for you.â
mia smiled at him once more, hugging on her new bear tightly.
âone last ride before we head home?â
mia nodded her head, agreeing. âferris wheel?â
and thatâs exactly the ride they got on. it was a two seater one and mia had placed her bear next to her as she sat next to hongjoong.
âI had a really great time today.â hongjoong said.
âme too. it felt a little nice being away from my group members.â mia laughed.
âso does this mean I can take you on a second date?â
âhmm.â mia hummed, she didnât know what came over her, but mia decided to be a little bold with her next actions. âIâll give you my answer after this.â
âafter what-â hongjoong was slightly taken back when mia pressed her lips on his, kissing him softly. hongjoong didnât waste time from kissing mia back.
the kiss sent butterflies down to miaâs stomach, feeling so intense that it was a new feeling she never felt before. kissing hongjoong felt right and naturally to her. mia knew what she wanted.
they broke apart, mia smiling at him. âwoah.â hongjoong said, catching his breath. âwoah.â mia laughed. âyou can definitely take me on a second date.â
hongjoong said nothing more, going back to kiss mia again as the ride continued to move, ending their date.
iâm really sad that theyâre broken up but i get where elsy is coming from, chan not even taking a small break to be with her or even taking some time off to go on a date can be exhausting. He shouldâve been the one to reach out first & apologize. He definitely deserved to be broken up with after he accused elsy đ.
thanks for the update! Canât wait to read more about elsy & Mia (more angst pleaseđ)
youâre welcome! I canât wait to update you guys with more posts and yes, there will definitely be more angst đâđœ
things arenât looking good between the two and they only get worse from there.
first post of the year! hope you guys enjoy, and please feel free to leave some feedback because it is always appreciated. still not sure how long this series will be. also, requests are OPEN!
[8th member of got7/soloist]
it had been a couple of weeks since the argument between chan and elsy. not one of them took the time to fix things, or even check up on each other. elsy felt chan was the one who needed to message first since she felt he was the cause of their argument. which is why she started to get more upset with him for not trying to call or message her. chan didnât even try to fix things after she stormed off that day.
was this the end?
elsy most definitely didnât want her relationship with chan to end. she loved him, he was her first real love and relationship and this was just the thing she was scared of the most. and probably the main reason she was ever scared of getting into a relationship. she didnât want to lose chan again.
but elsy kept telling herself that this was just a rough patch that couples go through. no relationship was perfect, but she definitely thought herâs and chanâs was. maybe things will go back to normal soon, she thought.
now, the girl was sitting on her couch along with jaebeom as the two watched a movie together. elsy had told jaebeom everything between the couple. with jinyoung being away, she couldnât go to him like she always did.
âhe still loves me right?â
jaebeom rolled his eyes as he took a sip of his beer. he had heard the same question over and over again. âelsy, of course he does.â he answered once again. trying to sound more reassuring. âyou guys just had a little discourse, it happens to a lot of relationships.â
âitâs just he hasnât messaged or call-â
âheâs probably just getting his thoughts together. and when he does, heâll come looking for you.â
âbut does it really take more than a couple of days?â
âhe seems very busy in group activities, els.â
elsy sighed as she threw her head back against her couch. all she could think about was chan. âmaybe he doesnât know how to balance being in a relationship and his job. the group got busier than ever.â jaebeom said.
and that he was right, which is why elsy felt a little bad for lashing out on chan for doing his work. elsy knew how much chan loved making new music, but she also was getting tired of constantly having to only be in the studio with him to spend time with him.
his words still replayed in elsyâs head. the girl still felt some type of way with chanâs words. the last thing she wanted was to feel like she was a distraction to chan or going in between him and his work. but hearing it come from chan himself made her think it was becoming true.
it also felt like a slap in the face when he mentioned that he was actually doing something with music unlike her. especially when chan knew the reason why she took a pause in making music.
elsy let out a sigh and jaebeom turned his attention to her. âitâll be okay, els.â he reassured her again. âheâll come around.â
âI hope youâre right.â
âwhen am I ever wrong?â jaebeom let out a chuckle, trying to lighten up the mood. as he took another sip of his beer, elsy snorted and pushed the beer bottle more up, causing the beverage to spill out and go onto jaebeomâs shirt. âoops!â
âdamnit, jiyeon!â jaebeom groaned. ânow my shirt is ruined.â
elsy continued to laugh. âsorry about that, if you want, you can put it in the washer and then dryer.â
that he did. jaebeom was quick to stand up and take his shirt off to put it in elsyâs washer. and as he was doing that, elsy heard her bell ring and quickly stood up to open her door.
she tugged down her oversized tee, âbang chan?â
âhi, els.â he bit the inside of his lip. âmay I come in-â
âwhoâs here jiyeon?â jaebeom said as he entered back into the living room. the door was open wide enough for chan to see jaebeom behind elsy. his eyes wandered to jaebeom being shirtless and the oversized tee elsy had on.
âitâs bang chan.â she answered. âyes, you can come in.â
chan was a bit hesitant but did either way. jaebeom greeted chan with a smile but only chan greeted jaebeom with a half smile. elsy already knew something was bothering chan.
âIâll leave you two alone.â jaebeom said as he walked away, going into elsyâs spare room.
âif Iâd had known you had company I wouldnât have stopped by.â
âwell, you havenât messaged me so of course you wouldnât have known.â elsy said. there was a bit of annoyance in the tone of her voice, and chan quickly noticed it.
âyou havenât either.â chan replied.
âsorry, didnât want to be more of a distraction to you.â elsy said blankly. âyou know, since you have work to do and I donât.â she repeated the words chan said towards her.
âlee jiyeon, you know thatâs not what I meant!â elsy flinched from his sudden outburst.
âyou still said it though, bang chan!â elsy yelled back. âso obviously it had to have meant something!â
âno, elsy. no, not at all!â chan exclaimed. âI just meant it as in I didnât need any distractions at that moment- because I needed to finish-â
âso I am a distraction to you.â elsy snapped. âI just wanted one day! one day for us to actually be a couple and do other things, all we do is sit around in the studio as you work and Iâm just there. bang chan, thatâs not a date, thatâs not anything! I donât want to always do that, I just wanted for us to go back to how we did things, us going out!â
âelsy, I just canât do those things at the moment, my schedule has been all over the place-â
âwhen my schedules were busy, I still made time for you. listen, if youâre not here to apologize chan, then I think you should go. because I cannot deal with another argument with you.â elsy felt her eyes getting watery.
but chan got more annoyed. âwhy are trying to kick me out so quickly?â chan arched an eyebrow. âsomething going on between you two that you donât want me to know about?â
elsy was taken back from chanâs words, becoming confused to say the least as she stared at chan. âwhat?â she snapped. âand what the hell do you mean by that?â the girl was at lost for words.
chan swallowed hard, âyou know what I mean.â
âare you implying that Iâm cheating on you?! as if Iâd ever sleep with jaebeom, chris. heâs my group member-â
âyou did it with jinyoung, so itâs a little hard to believe you wouldnât.â
chan couldnât stop the words from coming out. elsy let out the biggest gasp ever that even jaebeom could hear. the tension was thick. elsy felt like she had gotten stabbed in the back. whatâs worse was that it was chan who made her feel that way. she couldnât believe chan had the nerve to say that to her.
âfuck you, bang chan.â
elsyâs eyes became more watery and chanâs mood had instantly changed in regret. âel-â
âno, fuck you!â she yelled. âfuck you, fuck you, fuck you!â she continued to say as she pushed chan back, tears falling down her face. chan grabbed elsyâs arms to stop her from pushing his chest. âyou out of all people.â she cried. âyou know how I got treated and you know what people said about me! only for you to be like the rest of them, and think of me like that. fuck you!â
âget out.â elsy snapped. âget out of my home. I donât want to see you.â the girl went to open her apartment door, leading chan out.
âelsy-â
elsy shook her head, telling chan one last thing before she shut the door on his face.
I hope the new year is treating you all well! I know last year I did terrible of updating new posts and mainly bc I didnât have much time as writing wasnât my main focus.
well with that being said, this year Iâll have much time to start writing again. Iâve missed it a lot and getting to interact with you guys. so, every week Iâll be posting on thursdays
I figured having a posting schedule will help me motivate to write more like I did in the beginning when I started to write.
I guess you can say Iâm back :)) new elsy post coming this thursday! requests are open as well, so feel free to request for both girls.
hi! i was wondering if you knew a fic where itâs a reader x minsung fic. theyâre all best friends and like theyâre at a party one day and minsung disappear and reader finds them kissing in the kitchen. she avoids them for a little and minsung gets nervous but eventually reader reaches out to jusung first and they admit feelings and do a little đ but it takes a while for minho to admit and then they all get together
I do not know the fic but maybe my followers do? a little help if anyone knows đ„ž