Wondering

Unfortunate//28//she/her

[norfisthewhimsy]

No matter how far I run.

[anxietyproblem]

[cheaphalloweencostume]

i know i don’t necessarily need to explain myself but i feel compelled to say that i like tarot in the same way i like dream interpretation and flipping coins for answers— it’s not going to tell you anything you don’t already know, it’s just an excuse to examine the patterns and symbols your brain builds and is drawn to

[oktober2nd]

“You were in my dreams last night" yeah our souls have been clawing through our chests to get to each other since we met but I'm glad you noticed

[heavensghost]

[avonturx]

[oktober2nd]

I truly think the worst part is that I will probably always love you

[yoursummerdreamz]

[oktober2nd]

It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

This is wild

[wearehorses]

© zosphotos

[magic-spelldust]

[oktober2nd]

Its night again

And it's different but the exact same

Different in the way that I'm alone

Completely

But exactly the same in the way that it is one of 3 things that are absolute

And will absolute comes expectation

With expectation, you think I'd learn

But thats the definition of insanity, isn't it?

Doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different out come

3 things are absolute, and its night again

[smol-demon-deactivated20210920]

[oktober2nd]

I crave your attention

Do you??

[oktober2nd]

What is ?

[oktober2nd]

Dear matty 💚👼🏻

Today marks a year since your passing. I wish I had more to say other than I miss and love you and hope you are at peace now.

[oktober2nd]

Dear Matty,

It’s been 7 years. I miss you. Your tattoo has lasted 3x longer than any tattoo artist said it would. I know you’re with me when I drive. Especially long trips or when I’m blasting my music to drown out the day that i had.

I hope you’ve found your peace and that you’re watching over all of us. I miss you. Cal does too.

I hope you visit him often and enjoy watching his little girl grow. I know you would have been one hell of an uncle.

Until I see you again, best friend.

[oktober2nd]

Dear Matty,

I hope youre doing okay, where ever it is you ended up. Thanks for keeping me safe on along car rides. Idk how I got out of a few of the situations I’ve been in. I’m sure you had something to do with it.

I hope youre loving watching your niece grow up from a distance and watching your best friend be a dad. That must be such a trip for you.

Any way, we’ll talk again next year.

Love u 💚

[oktober2nd]

Dear Matty,

I saw Cal a couple weeks ago. He seems to be doing pretty well. We miss you. I always wonder what you'd being doing if you stuck around, but maybe I do, just in a different time line.

Love you always 💚

[oktober2nd]

I crave attention

But only from specific people, and that's annoying