Dear future me
First of all I hope you’ve came out to a lot more people about being bi. I hope that you’ve gotten better at soccer and keep improving daily. I hope that the surgery that you had went great and that you fell head over heels for someone. I hope that you did everything you wanted in life like to loose all that weight and that the knee surgery went great. I hope that you’re healthy and happy. I hope that dad is still clean from all the opiates he was on. I hope that dad is doing what he loves and selling cars. I hope he’s healthy. I hope grandma is healthy. I hope Chloe is healthy. I hope you still play for the same soccer team with the same girls and shit. Hope that your grades are good (if they aren’t pull your shit together). I hope that Jorge, Amelia, Patrick,Erick, Alejandrea are healthy and happy. I hope that Grandma and Mama Pasita is Still alive. I also hope that when someone asks you “are you okay” you can say yes and smile because you actually are. And if you’re not, just do what Ms Rena told you to do. Smile at all the positive things like when you came out and they all told you “we know” and how coach Carrie n coach Tom bid money on your sexuality. Also remember when you waxed Rickis legs and all the other funny memories. Also know, nothing is permanent and there is always a light at the end of the darkness. You can do this and pull yourself out of any situation.
