( && ; everything is blue )

( && olivia miles ) 20 - health nut "you're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece."

[oliviamxles]

“I felt like if I had spoken to you during the time it would have made everything so much harder..” he said, trying to reason with her. “It was a mistake..and I told her that as soon as it happened.And it only happened one time.” he told the girl. “I..I’m so sorry, Olivia..I never meant to hurt you..

“But you’d talk to my twin?” They weren’t the same person and she knew that, but it still didn’t make sense to her. “You swear to me that it happened only once?” She didn’t believe it-- not after her fight with Sofia. She always like her little sister’s boyfriend, there had always been jealousy there. “I just.. why didn’t you talk to me?”

[oliviamxles]

“That’s so fucked.” Aiden hissed, holding Olivia a bit tighter against him as if he could block it all out for her. “Give me the word, Livvy. Just say it and I’ll beat his fucking face in.” He told her, taking a deep breath to keep himself calm in that moment though he itched to knock Malik on his ass. “It’s not your fault, mi amor. I’m just fine.” He assured her, not wanting her to focus on his issues.

“I kinda wanna do it..” She laughed a bit although there was no sincerity behind it. She loved Zayn more than anything and that’s why it hurt-- maybe if it wasn’t Sofia, it would’ve different. But, it was her carbon copy-- her blood. It sucked. “Are you sure, mijo? You listen to me.. I listen to you, you know that’s how it works.” She knew the news probably wasn’t the best.

[oliviamxles]

“Then I’m glad you took the time for yourself, Liv.” Aiden told her, his hand moving to gently stroke her hair as she spoke, feeling the need to comfort her for some reason. “Sof and Zayn?” He asked, feeling a shot of irritation and jealousy go through him. “They hooked up? When? And where is she by the way?” He questioned. He was pissed for Olivia, and pissed that this might be the reason that Sofia just up and peaced out on him without a word. They weren’t committed to one another, but it still hurt.

“Uh.. back when Zayn was gone. He, uh.. wouldn’t talk to me, but he’d fuck my sister.” It just pissed her off in all the right ways-- she was so angry. “I dunno where she is.. I don’t care honestly a-and I know you really liked her, but.. I dunno where she went.” Liv repeated softly before she gave him a squeeze. “I’m sorry..”

[oliviamxles]

Zayn sighed and looked at the ground. Sofia must have told her. “Liv..I don’t know what to say..” he said softly. He looked up at her and frowned, “I’m sorry..she visited me while I was in rehab..” he told her, “She visited me when I was there for you..” 

“A-And you didn’t think I wanted to visit you? You think I didn’t want to see you every day and make sure you were okay? How... how the fuck did she even know where you were? Huh?” Her accent was thick now and her eyes welled up with giant tears. “I tried contacting you c-constantly.. and you just.. let her in like that? T-That.. that was special.. that was.. for me and you..”

[oliviamxles]

Aiden immediately stepped into the woman’s embrace, wrapping his arms securely around her. He wasn’t truly upset with her, more worried than anything else. “No need to say good-bye, minha querida. You came back, but what about this mess made you leave?” He asked, a bit confused as he had thought that since her and Zayn made up, everything was all good.

She leaned into his embrace, her grip getting tighter around the man who was holding her. “I needed.. time away for my health and stuff.. it wasn’t that great.” It wasn’t a lie-- this job was stressful at time. The social part of it anyway. “And just.. Sofia and Zayn.. I found out some shit.” She didn’t exactly want to tell Aiden, but she hadn’t ranted to anyone about it.

[oliviamxles]

“Liv..what’s going on?” he said, reaching for her hand. “Talk to me, please? What did I do?”

She only pulled her hand away with a frown. “What did you do?” She questioned, laughing bitterly and sadly as she rubbed her eyes. “Answer me this..... why could you fuck Sofia but not answer my phone calls?” They weren’t together when he left, but that didn’t help her hurt.

[oliviamxles]

“You better have missed me, um pouco. I’ve been all but abandoned by everyone on tour. Woe is me.”

“I’m soooooorry... I needed a break from all this.. mess and going silently was the only way.“ She whispered before opening her arms for a hug. “Saying goodbye was too hard.”

[oliviamxles]

“Babe..where have you been? I must have called you at least a thousand times.”

“Don’t talk to me.” Olivia mumbled, clenching her jaw. Of course, he didn’t know why she was upset with him or she was the reason she went home for a few weeks-- but that wasn’t something she wanted to say out loud.

[oliviamxles]

“I gotta say.. I’ve missed y’all more than I’d admit.”

[oliviamxles]

“Okay, start counting.”

“One! Twooooooo.... threeeeeeeeeee. Faster, Harry.”

[oliviamxles]

“You should be using your powers for good, not evil.” He playfully scolded before laughing when she shove him. “You’re welcommmeee, um pouco.” Aiden replied, draping his arm over the smaller woman’s shoulders as he lead her towards the exit.

“I don’t think I’m using them for evil, pfffft-- you’ll be okay, mijo.” She grinned, leaning into the older boy. “Soooo... chocolate milkshakes, okay? We gotta find the best place in town for them!” This was her way of getting better-- moderation was a key phrase in her thoughts.

[oliviamxles]

zayn

“Yes.”

[oliviamxles]

( && ; text - ryder )

O: what's going on mija???

[oliviamxles]

“I brought you a kale shake instead.”

”Imma make you do fifty pushups.”

[oliviamxles]

“Ha….about that. You see I was on my way to get it and then I met some fans and then there was this dog, and long story short, I am now going to take you to get a milkshake, because I hate when you do that face. Sof and Ryder do it too. I can’t handle the sad eyes.” Aiden rambled, tossing his hands up in defeat.

“You didn’t get me a milkshake cause of a dog?” She playfully gasped, pouting at the man once more before breaking the expression to giggle. “Where do you think they learned it from? The master of course.” Olivia teased, moving to gently push the boy playfully. “Buuuut thank you, Aideeeeeeen.”

[oliviamxles]

“Don’t give me that face..” Zayn chuckled, “I had you a shake but some idiot ran into me and I dropped it. Second time that’s happened this week, can you believe it?”

“I love giving you that face.” She giggled and she reached for the man with grabby hands. “I can, actually-- you’re clumsier than shit.”

[oliviamxles]

“I thought you were bringing me a milkshake?” Olivia pouted, her eyes getting wide and doll like.