uncontrollable beast

oliver west | beast morphing | twenty one

[olliexwest]

zachariahsdisease‌:

Zachariah raised his brow at the tone coming from the other. He didn’t like it, and he wasn’t about to just let the other get away with speaking to him like that. “Now, now, there’s no need to be short with me. I was just offering a service that this festival has deemed necessary to offer. What’s the rush, kid?” The disease manipulator asked, moving from his seat to stand in front of Oliver, arms folded and a smirk on his lips. 

Oliver didn’t even realize his tone had been that short, but clearly it had been enough to piss the other man off. Groaning, he turned to face the guy, his anxiety and nerves slowly turning to rage. This was bad. “I just want to get home. I don’t have to explain anything to you. Don’t get your panties in a bunch because I don’t want to kiss you.” Oliver took a step forward, clenching his fists in his jacket pockets. “Just leave me alone.” 

[zachariahsdisease]

“Sorry, but I think you’re mistaken. This isn’t a kissing booth… is it?” Honestly, Zachariah had just seen an empty seat and sat in it, figuring he’d tell anyone who approached him to do one. He liked the atmosphere of things like this, however he also liked to sit alone, and just people watch. The man frowned, and turned the sign on the stall around and saw that it was. “Oh, well, I mean if you’re gonna pay for the kissing booth then I’m open to it. These lips aren’t free. A dollar for a kiss, three if you want a little tongue action.”

[olliexwest]

Ollie was headed back home. He had given his negation bracelet back and could already feel his nerves building not having it on. He was trying to walk as fast as he could, but was immediately distracted by someone talking about a kissing booth. “Huh?” It took him a brief moment before understanding that the man was speaking to him. “I don’t want to kiss you, man. Just trying to get home.” His tone was somewhat short, evidence of the anxiety balling itself up in his chest.

[lakegrimstonerpg]

“Who can see beauty in the ugliest of beasts?”

» ABOUT

NAME: Oliver West AGE: Twenty One POWER: Beast Morphing OCCUPATION: Up to Player TOWN: Grimstone Point

»  HISTORY

Oliver West has no memories of warm embraces, loving caresses, kind words or anything that a child would receive from their loving parents. Instead his memories are filled with unkind words, dirty looks and a lot more negative things that he would rather forget. Since birth, Oliver was placed in the foster care system. A system that is as broken as most of the spirits of the kids in it. One would think that a healthy baby boy would have been adopted in a heartbeat but that was not Oliver’s case. He grew up watching other children get adopted, or go in to foster homes and even though he was also placed in a few foster homes within weeks he was back. No matter how well he tried to behave, he just couldn’t stay in one place for too long and soon he began to believe that maybe he was the one with the problem.

When Oliver turned ten, he was put in a group home where he met Drew, a boy two years older than him who became like his older brother. Drew was the closest thing to family that Oliver had and he was thankful that he had him in his life. The two boys were inseparable, often getting in to trouble and each taking the blame so that the other wouldn’t get punished. Then what Oliver feared the most happened, Drew had to leave the group home leaving Oliver to fend for himself. As expected Oliver did not take it well, after all, Drew was his family – his brother. That’s when his power came out. He morphed in to something that scared him to his core. He was a sixteen year old guy that had just transformed in to a monster.

Two government agents showed up at the group home the next morning and without so much as an explanation they took Oliver away. He was frightened and with good reason, after all, they hadn’t told him where he was going or why they were taking him away. He figured it was because of what he had turned in to. Finally, they arrived at Lake Grimstone and everything was explained to him. They put him in Grimstone Point and honestly, he was relieved. Even though he’s still trying to find his place in a town filled with people like him, he likes that he’s able to feel normal when he’s at his own home due to the negation technology. He still had a hard time trying to figure out how to fit in but he finds himself becoming more comfortable as the time goes on. The only thing about that is that he’s fearful his comfortability will end and he’ll be ripped from the town and have to start all over again. It’s a thought that he tries not to let get in the way of his daily life but sometimes it does.

» CONNECTIONS

SAPPHIRE ARNOLD - The two of them arrived in Lake Grimstone together but were sent to different towns. That didn’t stop them from getting to know one another and becoming close.

CALEB VELA - While Oliver doesn’t make friends easily, the two hit it off over a talk about different powers. They haven’t known each other for long but they can definitely confide in one another.

ISAAC KADEN PARRISH - Oliver made a deal with Kaden involving the negation bracelets. He just hates that he can’t have one all the time.

Oliver West is a CLOSED character and is portrayed by DYLAN SPRAYBERRY.

[olliexwest]

jackson--norris‌:

There was only one good thing about this festival and that was that for the duration of it people could come and go between the towns and Jackson like that. What he didn’t like was how many people were out and about, he preferred being alone and almost everyone knew that. But he had promised a couple of people that he would make an appearance and so he was standing there in the middle of it all. “So, what do people usually do first?” He asked the person next to him. He honestly had no idea where to even start, if it was up to him he would just dip into a bar and stay there until it was all over. 

For the first time in a while, the smile on Oliver’s face was genuine. He had his negation bracelet on and he could actually interact with all the other festival-goers from both towns. Approaching Jackson, he tucked his hands in his pockets and looked around. “Hm, well if you enjoy the rides, I would recommend doing those first before you eat. I’m just here for the food.” Looking toward his mentor, Ollie couldn’t help but ask, “No offense, but you don’t seem like the festival type.” 

[olliexwest]

sophiamiddleton‌:

The sight of her friend made her calm down slightly, but no matter what her words were Sophia knew her face would betray her. “Yeah, I’m fine, I just think that maybe Church shouldn’t be on my agenda today.” They were words rarely heard by anyone other than Isabella, but she felt she could trust Ollie to not judge her for her doubts. “I feel like I don’t really deserve to walk through those doors… and it’s not the same going on my own.” Sophia would know her father would tell her she is never alone, that they are always with her and so is the Lord, but being there spiritually and being there physically were two completely separate things. “You’re sure I didn’t hurt you? Were you heading to the festival?”

Oliver didn’t worship really anything, he can’t imagine an ‘all loving god’ that cursed him with this ability. That being said, he would never deter Sophia from her faith. If that’s something she believed in and it made her happy? That was fine with him. It wasn’t hurting anyone. “I mean, if you really want to go but don’t want to go by yourself, you can always call me, you know? I won’t know what’s going on... but I can be there if you’d like?” Oliver felt like a completely different person with the bracelet on, he felt like he could truly be himself. Laughing softly, he nodded. “I’m sure you didn’t hurt me. Did I hurt you?” Honestly, he’d forgotten about the festival. “Oh, I didn’t even think about that. I mean, I’m not doing anything else... did you want to go?” 

[olliexwest]

sophiamiddleton‌:

Sophia stood there, willing herself to go into the place of worship but something stopped her from going in. She almost felt like she didn’t deserve to, because of her recent thoughts and mistrust in Him, especially with her jealousy towards the Park residents who could leave. She just wanted a hug from her mom, but she couldn’t have that right now. The blonde let out a shaky sigh and turned around quickly, beginning to walk without even looking where she was going and slammed right into the other. “Oh shoot, I’m sorry!” She gasped, reaching out to steady the other just in case, though she was only small she doubted she could knock anyone over. “Are you ok? I’m really sorry I just— not with it, obviously.” 

Ollie hadn’t had a specific destination in mind, he just wanted to walk. Get some fresh air from being cooped up playing video games for too long. He’d noticed Sophia just standing outside the church and he was a little worried. She didn’t seem like the type to avoid such a place, so he assumed something might be wrong. Approaching her, Oliver was just about to speak when she quickly turned and walked straight into him. Holding onto her shoulders so she didn’t fall, Ollie was quick to assure her he was fine. “Yeah, I’m good. No worries. Are you okay?” 

[olliexwest]

theodorecphd‌:

Grimstone Point’s waterfront area was his favorite part of the town. It reminded him of bays in cities outside. Moving to Grimstone Point for his research had only made sense, but the biggest draw back lately had been that he missed visiting other places. Still, for now, the waterfront would have to do. “Nice out today, isn’t it?” he said to the person sitting nearest him. He dug his notebook out of his bag and then froze. “I’m not a creep or anything. I’m just taking notes on you for scientific reasons.” He was trying to explain himself but, as was so often the case, it came out all wrong.

Ollie smiled down at the bracelet on his wrist, the one that kept him from transforming and ruining his life. Sure, the deal he made with Kaden wasn’t ideal on his end, Oliver was glad he got a bracelet out of it. He finally felt like he could enjoy life with it on and he tried to keep it on or be in his house almost always. He never wanted the risk of shifting if it wasn’t mandatory. Someone’s voice shook him out of his mind, Oliver quickly standing and looking at the other man. “Yeah, it’s beautiful.” The man’s next statement caught him even more off guard. Laughing lightly, Ollie shook his head. “Well, unfortunately, you’re not going to get much. I’ve got this bracelet on so my power doesn’t slip.”

[olliexwest]

xspeedoflightx‌:

“Not, it’s okay, I can come off a bit bitchy sometimes. It wasn’t my intention to pry into your personal business, sorry.” She had good intentions at heart, and she genuinely wanted to help the boy. She felt protective of the ones who suffered and needed a friend, or someone to talk to and share some of the burden they carried. “Do you trust them?” She asked softly; blue orbs searching for his own. Once again, it felt as if she was asking too much of him, but she couldn’t help it. She needed to know, if they were truly helping him, if they were good, and wanted to do good. With her distrustful nature, she doubted everyone’s intentions, but perhaps Oliver knew something she didn’t. “Of course. Is there anything else you need?”

Shaking his head, he assured her, “You weren’t prying. You’re just asking. It’s really okay, I’m not offended.” Oliver shifted the ice pack on his head, moving to a new spot that was giving him some trouble. Her next question was bound to come up from someone eventually. She’d just been the first person to ask. He met her eyes and sighed softly. “I don’t really have a choice.” He figured he should elaborate a little. “I don’t exactly get the luxury of being picky in who helps me. I want the Beast gone or subdued or something and they’re the only ones that can help with that. So, for my own sanity, I have to trust them.” It didn’t take him long to respond to her next question, he didn’t want her to worry about him all day. “I’m good. I’ll be alright.”

[olliexwest]

sophiamiddleton‌:

The blonde smiled, grabbing their drinks and going up to the counter to ask for them to put them into take out cups. She came back, handing Oliver his cup, “Come on, let’s go. You need a hand?” She asked, offering her arm in case he needed the support again. “Just because you’re used to them doesn’t mean it’s right. People shouldn’t stare. I’m sure they’ve had issues with their powers before, and they wouldn’t like people staring at them for it. Or if they’re going to stare they could at least help you.” Sophia almost grumbled, and that was a rarity for her.  

Without so much as another word, Sophia was up, making her way to the counter to get to-go cups. Taking his cup from her, he started to build up the strength to stand. Seeing her offer her arm again, he smiled before accepting. “Thanks.” He responded in a hushed tone. Pulling himself up and using her arm to steady himself, he listened to her words, understanding the frustration himself. She was speaking softly, but those nearby who were staring heard her and promptly looked away. “I know, but most people assume I’m dangerous. Which, I guess, isn’t a bad thing.”

[olliexwest]

summerxjacobs‌:

Summer pressed her lips together into a thin line as she listened to the younger male speak about his power. “Maybe it’s not trying to be this scary thing?” She suggested. “Maybe you just need to try to understand the Beast better?” Summer was just trying to help Oliver in any way she could. She wanted to. She could see how exhausted he was when it came to his power. 

A frown formed on her lips at his next comment and worry clearly showed in her eyes. “Oliver…” She reached out and put her hand over his. “I know it’s hard. I know I don’t understand the full extent because my power is not like yours. But things do get better.” She squeezed his hand. “And I’m here with anything you need or anything you might need help with.” 

Oliver really didn’t have the energy or heart to argue with Summer. He knew all she wanted to do was help him, but he knew the Beast’s intentions weren’t good. It didn’t want Oliver to understand it, it wanted to be in control. All the time. So, instead of refuting her suggestions, Oliver simply nodded and offered a soft, “Maybe.” 

Jumping slightly when she put her hand on his, he took it as a sign to look up at her. Locking eyes with the woman, he tried to keep his face as stoic as possible. He didn’t want to show fear, frustration, exhaustion, any of that, but he wasn’t sure how well it had worked. “Thanks, Summer.” He said honestly. He was glad she’d offered her assistance, but Ollie was almost certain there was nothing she could help him with. “I won’t stay on this bench forever, I just need a little more energy before I head home, you know, in case my roommates have any questions.” 

[olliexwest]

tristan-miller‌:

The hesitation was obvious on the other’s man face and Tristan wondered if he’d decline his help again. It was beginning to be that Miller thought he was literally being a pest - and often he usually was, but he wasn’t blind to seeing when a guy needed some assistance. The guy holding his limbs together on the bench, definitely needed something.  “Good,” Tris nodded, glad that he’d finally agreed to his offer to help. Though, he wasn’t exactly known for much of the best methods in that department. He wasn’t going to pry on the guy’s age either - he didn’t care enough for rules, even if he was half convinced the younger male was definitely not legal. Miller shifted his eyes back to the man who was grappling to his feet.  Immediately, Tristan could see the instability and naturally, on instinct, reached out to grab the boy’s elbow and steady him. “Easy,” he murmured, not believing the guy was at all alright. In fact, he was starting to think the infirmary was a better place than a beer. Attempting to divert a little, Tristan shifted his conversation as he urged the stranger to begin taking small steps. “If you’re in this state, what’s the other guy look like?”

Oliver continued to go along with the notion that he was of age to drink in Lake Grimstone even though he definitely wasn’t. Maybe a drink or two would help him to relax a little? He’d never actually tried anything out of fear he’d be too out of control. Plus, he’d been in plenty of foster homes where the parents weren’t always sober. 

Ollie didn’t fight when the other man grabbed his elbow, he clearly needed help. Oliver’s balance was clearly off. Did he have a concussion? Perhaps. It wouldn’t be the most outlandish injury he’s had. “I’m good.” He assured, even though he wasn’t quite sure he believed it himself. Matching the other man’s pace, Oliver was more than happy they were going slow, he didn’t think he’d be able to take a brisk walk at the moment. “Well, considering the other guy is also myself, we both look terrible.” He spoke with a hint of humor although the situation was no where near funny. “My ability isn’t all that glamorous.” 

[olliexwest]

sophiamiddleton‌: 

She was a very perceptive person, she saw the stares he was getting and Sophia could see why… He looked like he’d been dragged through the entire town and fought with every person on his way. “Me too,” She replied softly, a smile coming to her lips. “And how about after this we go somewhere with a little less people? I expect you feel enough like eyes are on you without actually having them on you. If you’re up to it, we could go to the lake? The water might be good for your injuries.” Not that she’d go in, Sophia and water didn’t have a great relationship. 

Oliver listened to her suggestion, immediately breathing a sigh of relief at her words. “I would really like that.” As much as he liked drinking hot chocolate and eating pastries, he’d rather do that while he didn’t look like he’d just fallen into a hole. He hadn’t considered the lake as a place to go, but it would make sense. Especially since he didn’t want to go back to his place at the current moment, he didn’t want to explain this situation to his roommates. “Whenever you’re finished, we can go. I don’t want to rush you.” He assured with a smile, “I’m used to the stares if we’re being honest.”

[olliexwest]

xspeedoflightx‌:

“Well, I don’t know much about your ability, or the way you try to cope with it. I’m just trying to be helpful, as much as I can.” She admitted. Katherine didn’t mean to offend him, or cause him more distress, she was simply trying to understand where he was coming from. “Have you talked to anyone that could actually help you find another, healthier way to control it?” She asked, as she offered him the pill and a glass of water. 

Oliver let out a soft sigh. He didn’t mean to come off as offended, he was just frustrated with himself and his ability. “I know, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have sounded like that, you’re only trying to help.” He chewed softly on the inside of his cheek, thinking about her question. Did he tell her she was working directly with Dr. Matthews? Deciding to play it safe, he told her about as honest of a truth as he could come up with. “All the doctors and scientists, yeah. Although, with this superflu, I’ve been pushed to the back burner.” Not that he could blame them though. The entirety of humanity was by far and away more important than he was. He took the meds and water from her, quickly taking it and leaning back onto the couch, letting out a breath. “Thank you again for helping me.”

[olliexwest]

kayleighflies‌:

She hadn’t been worried about The Beast at all;’ she’d been worried about Oliver. But there was no convincing him of that. She’d messed up, and he didn’t trust her, and that–unfortunately–was that. Kayleigh supposed she’d have to get used to it if she was going to use her power. Not that she was planning to use her power, of course. “Okay, well, let’s get you somewhere it’s safe to lie down, okay? If you don’t want to go home, there’s a back room in the library that has an old couch on it.” She had the key, being the manager. It wasn’t supposed to be for non-employees but surely this could be an exception, right?

Oliver watched Kayleigh with caution. He didn’t really trust her anymore and honestly, she couldn’t expect him too, right? He was still hurt and the worst part was that he understood why she had to do it. He could have killed her, no, the Beast could have killed her. They were one, right? The conflicting thoughts that burdened his mind were never ending, he just wanted an escape. However, right now, he was exhausted. Shaking his head softly, he looked toward her again, “I don’t want to risk running into my roommates right now. If you’re sure, I’ll take the couch at the library. There’s no one that’s going to be in there, right?” 

[olliexwest]

tristan-miller‌:

Unconvinced, Tristan reluctantly didn’t ask after the man’s wellbeing again. It was obvious he wasn’t in good shape and the guy clearly didn’t want any assistance. So, he shifted tactics, not wanting to leave a critically injured man on his lonesome. Harley would probably smack him over the head too if he found out he didn’t help in some way. “If you want, I’ve got beers at my place,” he offered, leaving it open. Was the guy even old enough to drink? Did you really just ask yourself that? Have you met you? Chuckling at his own thoughts, he looked back to the younger guy and sighed, a little pitiful of whatever the boy had been through. Tris’ lip formed a smile, “A minute, huh, alright, I’m counting.” he toyed, glancing at his wrist as if he had a watch there - he didn’t, it was probably at Harley’s place, by the sink, next to his shower where he’d forgotten to put it back on. Or maybe it was Z’s? “If you think I’m joking, then I’ll tell you now, I’m really not.”  

Lifting his brow, Oliver almost laughed at the man offering him a beer. Clearly, he didn’t know how old Oliver was. He was about to correct him, but maybe that would help numb him just a little. Deciding to see how far the other man would let it go, Ollie went with it. Shrugging, he answered, “Why not? Could be nice.”

Apparently this guy wasn’t messing around because he started his own mental timer. Now, Oliver had a point to prove. Taking a deep breath, Oliver leaned forward, determined to stand. It was successful, however, he exerted a lot of effort and stood up far too quickly. Black outlined his vision as he teetered for a moment, reaching out to grab onto the nearest thing to steady himself. “See?” He said a bit breathlessly, “I’m fine.” 

[olliexwest]

summerxjacobs‌:

Summer nodded slowly as she listened to him. “Have you ever been able to find out what triggers your power?” She asked, glancing towards Oliver. Everyone had triggers but maybe he wasn’t sure what his was? Or it was just stress. Any kind of stress. “It could be both.” Summer said but she didn’t say it to upset him. “That doesn’t mean you can’t find some way to control it though.” She offered him a small smile, trying to reassure the other. 

“Stress usually. Ungodly amounts of stress and lack of sleep.” He said honestly. “Seem like easy fixes but, it’s hard when the Beast is yammering in my ear all night long. It’s definitely out to get me, but I’m really trying everything.” He spoke honestly. At her next comment, he couldn’t help the rebuttal that slipped out, “I mean, you could go back in time and stop me from being born, that’d fix the issue.” Squeezing his eyes shut, part of him couldn’t believe he said that out loud. “Fuck, sorry. You didn’t need to hear that.” She was only trying to help, but he just couldn’t help his thoughts. 

[olliexwest]

kayleighflies‌:

There was no way for Kayleigh to tell Oliver that he didn’t have to put on an act for her. If he was hurt, she’d be willing to help him. She’d understand. Hell, she knew how to nurse someone back to help from some bruises and cuts. But there was no way that he’d let her, so telling him was pointless. She understood that.

Instead, she rocked back and forth awkwardly on her heels. “I’m sorry,” she told him after a moment. “Do you, uh, need a bandaid or an ice pack or–” She shook her head. “You look rough. Can I help you? Please. I promise not to…you know.”

Shaking his head, he immediately returned back, “Not your fault.” At her suggestion, he looked up at her and thought for a moment. He was still a little upset she lied to him, but really, he needed all the help he could get at the moment. He didn’t exactly have a well stocked first aid kit at his apartment. That was clearly something he needed to invest in. Sighing, he nodded his head. “Yeah. You can help. The Beast is exhausted right now so there’s really no threat to you.” He added in regards to her unspoken mind control comment.