sophia, son histoire.

101193. a daughter of hekate was "born". her mother barely had time to name her sojin before she passed away.

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[ msg: beautiful ] Hey beautiful guess what [ msg: beautiful ] [ attached photo here ] [ msg: beautiful ] Thought I’d give you a heads up before you come over

[ sms: knight ] o//////o ~ you’re so handsome with this color! [ sms: knight ] it’s perfect on you. i love it really. [ sms: knight ] it’s looks pretty good on you! [ sms: knight ] about me coming over...

[gwangjoy]

pixie sojin ♡.

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⋖ il était une fois. ⚖ ⋗

⌈ august thirty. that time when the goddess of crossroads thought it was time to plant the seed that would make her daughter blossom into a woman. ⌋

Hecate had a hard time giving some words of advice to her young daughter in love for that Ares boy, but too clueless to even see her feelings or too in denial to acknowledge those feelings or too stubborn to admit those feelings. Needless to say, the virgin goddess did not press on the issue as she prefered for her daughter to have experiences of her own. She had gone through such hardships that this little test was nothing next to them. Besides, her young daughter had not broken one of the primordial rules she had set for her children. She had not dared to try on some love potion; however, she never needed it when that Ares boy was always around.

When her daughter tried very hard to contact her and, finally, at what was an good moment to have a talk with her daughter, Hekate decided to explore her daughter's affairs instead of simply guiding her in her various studies. As a virgin goddess, she was quite clueless in how humans or her other fellow gods would pleasure themselves and endulge into some sort of act. All she could tell her daughter was that the male would insert his protrusion into the female's cave. It is supposed to be pleasurable, but how could she know if she had never been deflowered? Sophia took it in and nodded as she replied that it was the same answer a biology book provided her.

That was when Hekate revealed to her daughter something significant on the latest issue. There was something known as 'porn' that the humans enjoyed wholeheartedly.

It was late into the night when Sojin's eyes witnessed a scene that never again would she able to forget. Engraved into her mind, she learned a new side of the natural intercourse between a male and a female human. She watched how lust devolved into such feat. Of course, she had lowered down the volume (almost at mute) as she did not want her roommates to know that she learned about pornography which was criticized as an 'artistic form of cinematography that captures the rawness of carnal desires between two people (because there were not only clips starring female and male)'.

In her search, she learned about foreplay, which helped prepared the bodies for their later union. The paticipants would explore their partner's body and ravage them with kisses and nimbles and licking and sucking (if she got it right). There was this form of art that could also be associated with foreplay although it totally differed from what she had seen. Burlesque is not exactly similar as its gross and simplistic counterpart that regular strippers did. It was an art form. There was much more into the performance such as dancing and acting for example. Many men (or women) would die to see their girlfriend strip from lingerie or fetish costumes (or cosplays). She believed that maybe...she bit her lower lip as she thought of his birthday, beause she realized that it was soon.

She closed all pages and wiped cleaned her computer. Never again was she going to watch porn, but watching burlesque was nothing wrong exactly in her opinion. Nearly three years and they had yet to eithr pop the question or done it like quite a few couples. Of course, he might had tried, but she would shiver at the mere thought of it. Her anxiety was already problematic when she had to share him with his fanbase. The girls were always around and hated on her. It did not stop her from having those little butterflies in th stomach when she would talk to him one on one. It was just that Mark, ever since she watching him dressing up, had installed unknowingly this need. She had to... 

⌈  be continued  ⌋

[lady-arryn]

HECATE: She conceived and bore Hecate whom Zeus the son of Cronos honored above all. He gave her splendid gifts, to have a share of the earth and the unfruitful sea. She received honor also in starry heaven, and is honored exceedingly by the deathless gods. For to this day, whenever any one of men on earth offers rich sacrifices and prays for favor according to custom, he calls upon Hecate. Great honor comes full easily to him whose prayers the goddess receives favorably, and she bestows wealth upon him; for the power surely is with her.

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❞

headcanon;

“To venture causes anxiety, but not to venture is to lose one’s self…. And to venture in the highest is precisely to be conscious of one’s self.” ― Søren Kierkegaard &&

“Hope can be a powerful force. Maybe there’s no actual magic in it, but when you know what you hope for most and hold it like a light within you, you can make things happen, almost like magic.” ― Laini Taylor, Daughter of Smoke & Bone &&

“All I wanted was to live a life where I could be me, and be okay with that. I had no need for material possessions, money or even close friends with me on my journey. I never understood people very well anyway, and they never seemed to understand me very well either. All I wanted was my art and the chance to be the creator of my own world, my own reality. I wanted the open road and new beginnings every day.” ― Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles; in search for The Great Perhaps

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✭ what is one of their favorite items?

headcanon;

her late brother’s necklace is probably the item she cherishes the most, because her brother had such a tremendous impact on her and that, now, he is gone. the necklace in question is simply a polished bloodstone. her brother was born in march, which, along with aquamarine, is the birthstone of the month. it is regarded as a magical and mystical talisman with various meanings that include the blood of Christ.

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❤

headcanon;

the blonde tends to give people little things such as cupcakes and cookies with a warm smile. she likes to remind others that she cares about them, but she is not that big on physical display of affection especially in public. she likes to help others and often seeks people out to see if they need her help. she will often try her best to make others smile. of course, that only happens when she is comfortable with the other party. shy, she might remain silent and boring. she’ll try to show her interest in forming friendships in the clumsiest of ways, but usually in a simple fashion. she learns how to be more sociable through her interactions mainly those she makes as a barista when she makes sure that everyone is served with a smile (customers deserve that much).

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❧

headcanon;

sojin usually ends up in mark’s bed for some reasons (breaking a few rules in the process. oh well, it’s better to sleep next to someone special than alone). if she hugs her plush bear when she is alone, she often rolls into mark’s arms and seeks the comfort this way. she unconsciously cuddles and remains close to him, and it helps her with her bad dreams and anxiety.

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❧

headcanon;

when she is alone in her bed (or possibly elsewhere), sojin sleeps in a fetal position under a soft blanket or she is hugging a big teddy bear that she won at some fair. she always seeks comfort, because it helps her cope with her recurring nightmares that she is plagued with.

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romantic attachment !

relationship avoidance: 96.5 relationship anxiety: 99.5 attachment style: secure and preoccupied

“At this stage of your development in romantic relationships, you tend to be pretty evenly balanced in your attachment style. You are not significantly more anxious about them, nor significantly avoiding intimacy or emotional closeness in relationships.

This is a healthy balance, but it also may mean that it is more difficult for you to find someone else who has achieved this same healthy balance! Most people tend to either have greater anxiety or greater avoidance in relationships. You'd probably be most comfortable and at ease in a relationship where your partner is also fairly balanced in their romantic attachment approach.

So congratulate yourself!! You're a part of a well-balanced breed when it comes to your romantic attachment style.”

secure and happy

“You have described yourself as securely attached. This means that you are likely to have happier relationships and be better able to sustain commitments than people who have an insecure attachment style.

You are likely to have more positive emotional experiences and to be more happy and outgoing in interpersonal relationships. You will be more likely to express what you really feel. You are more likely to be able to depend on others when it is appropriate, and yet able to function autonomously in your own sphere when that is appropriate. You are also more likely to raise children who themselves will have a secure attachment style.”

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His arms wrapped around her waist from behind, leaning over to press a kiss to her cheek. "Hi sweetheart," he murmured in her ear. "How is the most beautiful woman in my arms today?"

She blushes a little surprised by his kiss. He had a way with words that almost was cliche to all the romance fiction literature and cinematic, but she still like that side of him. “...if I didn’t know better or if you never were affectionate, I would have said that the 16th has gotten over your head,” she replies leaning on his chest. “I’m fine. How about you, my...” She ponders on a equally cliche word. “My...prince charming...?”

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Headcanon Meme Time!

⌆ a nervous tic or habit they do

⏀ describe their usual smile

⇅ do they look up or down while thinking?

❧ describe their usual sleeping position

✑ describe something they like without naming it

✜ what’s their posture like in a normal situation?

❖ describe their hands

❞ write a quote they would find themselves saying

§ how would their hair gray? or would they lose their hair first?

❤ describe how they show affection.

✭ what is one of their favorite items?

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olpxmark:

Even as the blows continued, he could feel the ache stretching across different parts of his back and the pain was all too real. He was sure he was going to have scars or something across his back. He was too caught up in the moment, unable to tell her to run until the pain eventually stopped. There was nothing but him hovering over her, the young boy gone from their presence and the warmth of her hands along his skin warmed him, allowing him to stop overexerting himself since he already sustained a bit of damage. It wasn’t a normal human hitting him, but an uncontrolled version of himself. 

He smiled at her as she healed him, but it pained him to see her cry like this. Without breaking the contact by much, he managed to sit up properly and pull her into his lap, his hand rising to cup her cheek, tilting and craning his own head to let their foreheads touch. “Are you hurt?” he asked softly. “I’m so sorry, sweetheart…”

Strands were tucked behind her ear.

“I’m so sorry… I would never hurt you…” he murmured, leaning in to press a loving kiss to her lips. He would never hurt her. If this was a dream, he wanted to wake up–

“We have another one here!” 

The light shining in through the ceiling of the building was absolutely blinding, the first thing he sees that Mark squinted his eyes and turned his head to avoid it. A silent curse to Helios for making it so damn bright cut short when he looked to where he had positioned himself in the chair next to Sojin, a hand reaching out to her as he smiled tiredly. “Hey.”

If it was a dream, she wanted to wake up, because it was too much to handle. The blonde was happy that he had came back to his senses. She should have known that this unrestrained violent behavior was a part of him since he was the son of the god of bloodlust and of war. It was a side of him that he had never showed her that she had come to witness. If the latter was him, she wondered if she had to be more careful around him or if she had to change. She frowned at the thought, because, hovering over her, was the Mark she had known all along. He had always been a young gentle and protective man towards her. There were time when he would lose patience or would become frustrated, but he never raised a hand on her. He even jumped in and protect her from the chains of the demon.

Suddenly, her wish came true. The scenery around her had changed for the better. The corpse, long gone, were now living humans who came towards her to check her vital signs. She looked at her forearms and the self-inflicted scars had disappeared as well. She was in her casual short and t-shirt. The most significant change was that Mark was not on top of her although he did rush towards her pretty quickly. She almost winced at his touch slightly on edge after this exhausting nightmare. The outcome of it was that Mark was some sort of savior, but, if anything was to happen, he could become her bane. She wondered what would have happened if they had met earlier. Would everything would have still be the same? She did not let herself become affected by the ‘what if’, because what mattered was the present.

She held his hand while tearing up. Those tears were happy tears as she was smiling at the same time. “You’re fine,” she said without too much thought into her reply. The witch let go of his and gave him hug. She really needed it right now. There were still questions that needed to be asked and answers that needed to be said. “...I mean...hey.”