Beautiful mess

Don't read. You'll cry.

[omchus]

12:28 am

Hey ive been thinking alot lately. And isa ka parin sa mga taong iniisip ko. People keeps asking me kase. Well, i think i know now why im hard to be with. Ang stiff ko kase. I didnt make u feel love ba? Im sorry. Its not bc i dont love you. I just dont know how to show you. Now if i could only turn back time pero i couldnt haha you will always be my TOTGA. Im sorry for not treating you properly. Di ko kase alam pano.

[omchus]

Sinasanay ko na yung sarili kong mag-isa para pag iniwan nila ako di nako masasaktan pa ng sobra.

[kyouchen]

Hindi na kita mahal.

Mahal pa kita. Ilang beses kong sinubukan na kalimutan ka. Pinipilit kong isuksok sa utak ko yung sinabi mo na “Hindi na kita mahal” Ayokong makinig sa mga sinasabi nila pero bawat bagay na nagbibigay ng alaala sa nakaraan ay nagmimistulang paalala sa akin na “Hindi mo na ako mahal” Mahal pa kita. Ilang beses kong hiniling na sana pwede pang ibalik sa dati ang mga bagay na ngayon ay wala na Pero Hindi ko na alam kung tama pa nga ba ang hinihiling ko na maibalik pa natin kung anong meron tayo dati. Dahil ngayon alam ko namang “Hindi mo na ako mahal” Mahal pa kita. Pasensya ka na, pero hindi ko na alam kung hanggang kailan pa, Konting oras na lang siguro ang kailangan ko para makalimutan ka. Konting oras na lang siguro ang hihintayin ko para matapos na lahat ng ito dahil “Hindi mo na ako mahal” “Hindi mo na ako mahal” Uulit-ulitin ko lang, Kahit masakit. Uulit-ulitin ko lang, Kahit mahirap. Uulit-ulitin ko lang, Hanggang dumating sa puntong ako naman ang haharap sayo at magsasabi ng “Hindi na kita mahal”

Words by Alyssa Valencia

#ArtidopeSpeaks

[omchus]

mahal pa kita. 

[wnq-writers]

Let’s have the conversations we’re not having. 
Let’s talk about why we don’t talk. 
Let’s tell each other what we’re really thinking. 
Let’s lay out our hurts. Our hang-ups. Our hearts. 
Let’s admit our failures and ask each other’s forgiveness. 
Let’s show each other who we really are and see if there can still be an us after that. 
-let’s talk

photogrl2020 (via wnq-writers)

[omchus]

After thinking it over and over and over again...

Yati. Ayaw na chas. Di nako. Di nako mubalik ug ingato. No. I need someone who will is willing to take me as i am. Good or bad. Nit someone who wants me perfect. Char.

[omchus]

Love and Pain

So i took this test from Buzzfeed called, This web test will reveal the roles of Love and Pain in your life Gipa imagine kos naa kos field of flowers and recall the first time i felt Love... Na remember tika. Na remember nako kita. Sa inyuha to Tagoloan, after sa debut ni Corrine. Its was damn and there i was half asleep on your lap while you wede holding my hand and brushing my hair. Next, Gipa imagine ko sa first time when i felt Unloved, unworthy and Rejected. And i remember me, nasa 3rd floor. naghilaka, naka skype call tika. The day when you finally broke up with me. It feels heavy til now... The test shows that the love i recalled represents the Love I seek in my life and The feeling i recalled of being unloved represents what triggers pain in my life. You are both my love and pain. How accurate that is. It is always you.

[omchus]

July 11 2016 // 1:34am

Maybe all i wrote here is invalid and a rush impulse of emotions and thoughts. Maybe i should read and rethink. Read and rethink. Read and rethink. until i go necrosis for overthinking.

[omchus]

Gago. Mas gipili baya jud tika bay. Mas pilion jud japon tika. If only, ipakita pud nimo sako na mas pilion pud ko nimo. tsk

[omchus]

Murag kailangan jud ta magstorya.

[omchus]

Dear you // July 9 2016

I would like to have a deep talk with you and answer my questions. Lets clear things up. Daghan na kaayo ga abot sako na storya, di ko ganahan. Gusto ko kita ray mag storya pls. Just dont know how. Pero gusto jud ko.

[omchus]

I dont know anymore.

[omchus]

Wa pajud ko ka move on bay kay miskan sakong new account puro japon ikaw akong post. Tsk

[wnq-writers]

You’re gone again. Just like that. And it’s all supposed to go back to the way it was before…. The same emptiness.

Ranata Suzuki (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

he asked me ‘how do you have so much to write about me?’ the answer was simple I could write ceaselessly about my passions my aspirations my values the beautiful the good the evil he was all of these and more. and yet, I gave a passive smile and shrugged if only he knew what it was like to be in love

sleepyriot (via wnq-writers)

[omchus]

[omchus]

[omchus]

I want to send you a Good luck note without you knowing it was from me.