Intellegent Excrement

I asked God to show his face , instead he show me his Wrath. I took that sign as a lesson that there's no easy route to your Destined path. there's was no cheating destiny the pain witnessed along the way is what brought out the Best in me.

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

It is all... okay

It is all... okay

If it is all okay then why is the approval rating the lowest dispite what y'all say

God forgive anyone has any restraint these days and says no to acceptance of someone else's want,

Of someone else's idea

They may say "I'm sorry you can't sit with us, you dont meet the criteria"

you can no longer shop there or buy here

And if you do, we're at odds because....

Yesterday he was but today she is

It's none of my business

Until not wanting to participate effects my business

I'm afraid to think

In today's society you may hate me for the way I blink

It's just instinct

We are not in sync

You hate me for the way I think

I can't tell you you're wrong

If I subscribe to a different song?

If you're so right then why do you have to commit;

Burglary, purgery, get surgery, deny science, and apply pressure instead of caressing my shoulder and allowing the thought to flirt with me.

Your pronouns are not my pronouns, fine...

But why do you have to bully me all the time

Can we not exist parallel

Walking side by side I glance over, you smile at me, I smile as well

I might ask 'hows it going over there neighbor',

Tell you 'don't be a stranger'

Yes we are different, yet you are in no danger

You see, jesus was born in a manger

He taught us unconditional love

God gave us free will to sting like bee's and fly like doves

Why would I clip your wings

We disagree, I've seen stranger things

Don't clip my wings because I am I

We all can fly, nobody has to die

There is no apex, no Oedipus rex

There is one sex, safe sex

Just one race, the human race

Every frowning and smiling face

Now is the time to take our place among the stars,

To break the mold and tear down the bars

You are who you are

Love me near or accept me from a far

Either way, this present moment dawns the new day

Any demon in my way may find that God's light has shown down come to slay

For I am, I gods child and I will not be denied!

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

Prophets

How can I atone for my sins when I'm non committal

I admit defeat just a little

In this century, you must be careful what you say for fear of who you might belittle

The world is meat on a griddle, set to sizzle

Words are like oceans in a pot and we're just the drops that fizzle

I'm cursed with thoughts too complex for the pea brained

Marked not a martyr, labeled insane

Too complex for just two sex

Ready to launch on a new jet, an anti gravity airplane

Way too insensitive yet soft, We are deviened

Don't search the stars for alien entities, just look at me plain

We need heat and pressure to blow the system, I am propane

Test me I'll hold up my claim

The spoils go to the brave, we don't need fame

Thus I'll live in infamy for my brain

I'll explore the ideas from which man refrains

Accepting every loss and yeilding all gain

Who are you, I'll ask the question without answers to don

You are prophets, the steps to salvation are produced by the feet you trek on

[lovelustquotes]

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

Is this how you see me?

Is this how you see me,

A guilty criminal and not a victim of society,

Why is it that you do not see my beauty

Or how my fingers gracefully strike piano keys

Was it not I whose ballads of love played gracefully,

as you danced night away til day,

Was it not I whose smiles lit rooms,

And punched through walls of melocoly,

Was it not I who wrote love letters upon your arms,

That you might look down and be charmed

Was it not I who held you in sickness with cure's grip,

Was it not I whose handkerchief caught your tears as they slowly dripped ,

In anger you'd forget it was I who exploded with love and cheer,

Here I am holding you near and treating you dear,

As your veins tremble and course with fear,

Your blind eye sees dark shadows and correlates my luster with lack,

Here I do muster in black,

But still I shine,

Yet you claim I prickle like pine,

You quake and mumble before me,

Dreaded that you might adore me,

Is this how you see me?

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

All these fake falsified images of what's beauty,

They do not compare, they mean nothing to me,

When I look into your eyes they seduce me,

Within them I see the image of love truly,

I wish you could see you how I do,

I wish you knew what your smile could do,

It drives me wild,

And your laughing expression makes me giddy like a child,

I love you, I do, I hope you feel those words, as I do

It's your sadness that disturbs,

I cannot describe you with verbs, adjectives, or adverbs,

Only your image could do justice,

to the warmness I feel when it's just us,

I'm not afraid to fall because you're my net ,

There isn't a single moment I regret,

The scariest part is that we aren't done yet,

I imagine in the end we'll be invincible,.

With love divine as our everlasting principle

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

EARTH BURNING

I'll set the world on fire,

Passion deep inside brewing to make earth burn brighter,

Cries of love and rage make the flames grow higher,

Oxygen sparks human desire,

The shadowy figure called animosity is the flint of passion's lighters,

Sparks will fly as a molten silver caccoon is pealed by pliers,

Underneath resides undying love,

Bubbling like saliva from volcanic tongues

If you could reach inside you'd find,

The clearest of diamonds most sublime,

It is chaos which yields wonderous things,

From scrortched earth new growth's bell rings.

-Christopher Imani-Smith

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

Whimsical dreams

I could quit my job today on the whims of my dreams,

All would be as it seems,

the pursuit and it's produced sweat which teems,

Happiness is not abided in the midst of C.R.E.A.M,

smiles linger on the faces of the poor,

Also on the faces of those living dreams that desire more,

I know plenty who are rich and sad,

Gazing upon the faces of close families they wish they'd had,

But success is not all bad,

Not for those in pursuit of dreams no matter how mad.

[soulreserve]

finders keepers

you found that little knot in my soul and undid it with all your love.

© SoulReserve 2019

[saudadenia]

“I am a lover without a lover. I am lovely and lonely and I belong deeply to myself.”

— Warsan Shire,  Thirty Four Excuses for Why We Failed at Love  (via wordsnquotes)

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

Intuition

Is it intuition or insecurity

I thought we were making love

Were you just screwing me

Maybe I was too trusting

Operating stupidly

I treated you with respect

 I acted dutifully 

I didn't treat us like a job

Love was my career 

You must pursue your passions

Be happy while you're  here

Take leaps of faith

Only when the site is clear

I could forsee a future for us

Even though my sight is near

Is this intuition or indecision 

We're up, then down 

Then stitched up to heal the incision 

I love you like a stab wound loves to bleed

 you pierced my heart with precision

Now your hand and that knife are fused to me

I refuse division 

I don't listen to devils whispers

Nothing ever could change my mind

This is our dance of love for eternity 

With love songs playing all the time

I walked the earth for many years

And you're the best thing this man could find

At first I passed by your rose in concrete 

How could I have been so blind

Now that I have you in hand

I refuse to loosen my grip

Your my everything attached  by hip and  hand

Our steps through this life are one

As we traverse gracefully about the land

Yes the rumors are true

I  wanna be your man, lover, and best friend 

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

Thoughts between the ticks

I never had the chance to have a Moment Like This.

Graduating in front of a thousand people would appear moment of bliss.

Instead I had this struggle caught up in the bustle ,graduated from hard struggles to hustle.

Never feeling the warm embrace of love and a snuggle.

It was always hard to read the emotion on my face somewhat like a puzzle.

How could I embrace happiness with so much strain on my muscle.

There's a lot of things I'm not that I'm glad that I wasn't.

With age comes wisdom.

It becomes increasingly obvious that success is Not inherent.

The ground is covered with fog.

Tiny Blades of grass blend with morning dew.

The sun reflects a Shimmer of gold.

Just to say a few things that I look forward to.

Never ever a clear path in front ,fog clouds my vision to be blunt.

Sometimes I wish I could just party like  my  cohorts.

But I'm so busy being written out of the story that  is to become Legend and being written into Minority reports. 

Therefore I have to work long hours to make up the deficit.

Sometimes it seems like the Melancholic path is my only option.

God please don't let this be my last resort. 

If I could cross the Seas and climb mountains I would do it.

Maybe I could be something of Legend. it's possible I just read too much into it.

These thoughts seem to weigh too heavily on my soul.

Society seems to lean too heavily on control.

How can I free my mind from the influence of media as control ,when I'm engulfed in it.

what will happen to my soul?

Too often I Ponder with my mind floating above the Treetops.

Will I ever reach Everest's Peak or will I allow myself to be stopped.

How can I know what is unknown.

How can I be shown what is not shown.

How can my roses bloom in this drought.

How can I have know how ,when I'm in doubt.

I ask the spirit for the strength to mold my own future.

It seems all that I'm left with is Google on my computer.

I can ask Google anything but that won't bring it into fruition.

I never go hungry, so why does my body ache with emptiness.

I guess I'll always be an empty vessel until I find something fulfilling.

Sometimes I wish I was an animal, filthy and free.

My mind would always be at ease ,no one to judge, no one to tease.

No proper mannerisms, no yes sir, no sir, no please- say please.

Sometimes as a human being I  feel like I'm always on my knees begging master for his gifts, that I don't even need.

Just like a rat in a maze working so hard for something as simple as a piece of cheese.

Oh if time could stop and I'd unfreeze.

Oh how I bask in the Excellence of the wind between the trees.

Oh how I've spread my fingers to receive the breeze.

How beautiful it would be to live in between the ticks of time.

I would surely be immortal in the magnificence of in between.

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

Melt

When all things have been tainted,

I've cried out in jest,

When ill,

And pain,

Put patience to the test,

I've screamed,

I've scratched,

I've cried and slept,

I've rolled in anguish's filth

The laws that seem to govern life have all began to melt

No wound,

No tears,

Not even burns,

Compare to the hand I'm dealt

I could bite,

Could claw,

Could scratch,

In the end I'll still melt

[stephenstilwell-deactivated2021]

“I want to be part of your life no matter what—that’s all.”

s.s. (stephenstilwell)

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

TIME

Life is beautiful

Life is grim

All lovely things ultimately end

Time is relative

Clocks do spin

Greenery shrivels but time has no end

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

[omgfvckyourethnicity]

LONELY

I could feel alone in a crowd

I could feel alone engaged in conversation with one thousand souls at a forum.

I could feel alone in a room filled with glee struck dancers,Cheshire smiles and all.

I could feel alone interlocked in the arms of love.

I am alone in the universe.

I walk the streets unnoticed,

even busy bodies faze through my flesh caressed by sadness.

Emerging on the other side as pressed as I but, even still I am invisible.

The lonely are invincible

One cannot hurt that which is unseen

I am blessed to have not existed

That which is unseen cannot be touched.

Touch may cause pain.

Touch may warm hearts.

All warm things become cold,

And I am impervious, behold!

The all powerful, incredible alone