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My Angel.

There's this friend I have. Her name is ___. I care so much for her. I honestly think she's my best friend. But I don think it's a mutual thing. I feel like we're being separated. That's not something I want to happen. I have no idea how I feel for her. Sometimes I feel like she's a great friend and other times I feel like she's more than one. I hate seeing her change. She's an angel in my eyes. But that image is starting to falter. She's been influenced by many negative incentives, but I'm glad to know she's stopped. She has this love problem with the same guy she's been on and off with. Sometimes I think that he shouldn't e the one. But I also told her I'd always support her whatever path she chose. I told her I'd do anything to make her happy. She also has this other friend. It's her 'Best' friend since middle school. I respect that. They'll be closer to one another than I will ever be with ____. After all, I met her in High School. I feel that whenever I bring ____'s best friend up, she gets a little jealous. I can completely understand. The only way to not piss her off about something like that is to distance myself away from her best friend. But that's not something I can do easily. Her best friend is not just another person. She's become my friend over the past year and I don't really want to shove her out of my life. Think about it. Would you build 99% of a building just to tear it down? ___ is my heart and soul. I don't ever want to leave her side... But something is telling me its not mutual. And that's not ok. She's to important to lose. But if its for the best.. If its to make her happy. I'd gladly remove myself from her life. So she can proceed with living... Although it will be hard, it's to make her happy. And so I will walk away and never look back. I just wonder how big the scar will be.

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