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*tries to write angsty, passionate smut one-off and ends up writing 75k word slow burn with tender confessions of love during emotional sex*

#writing problems #writing #creative writing #characters who do what they want #I asked you to bang not fall in love dammit

Friday night me: oh sweet my husband is gone all weekend and I have the house to myself I’m gonna get so much work done on my novel

*spends all weekend writing 30k words for a fanfic*

Monday me: UGH, LIFE IS SO BUSY AND I NEVER HAVE TIME TO WORK ON MY NOVEL

#writing #creative writing #writer's problems #fanfiction #archive of our own #ao3 stuff #when one set of imaginary people is more insistent than another set of imaginary people

#aquilo #silhouette #music #music to write to #Youtube

Through extensive research, I have determine that Billie Eilish is the best to lip sync to while drunk and alone at home, sitting cross-legged on your bed and staring blankly at a wall at 1:00am.

#billie eilish #drunk poetry #kind of #angst and alcohol #how is that not a tag #I mean this is Tumblr #music #when the party's over #no time to die #my future

Did anyone else sob their heart out in the last 15 minutes of My Octopus Teacher or was that just me

#netflix #my octopus teacher #documentary #ocean documentary #octopus #octopus are fucking awesome #sea change project #I’ve never wanted to be a mermaid more in my life than while watching My Octopus Teacher

*DESPERATELY SHOUTING INTO THE TUMBLR VOID*

Tips for Panic Attacks/Too Many FEELINGS?

Anyone want to share tips for handling panic attacks?

I get them when I’m having too many FEELINGS (capitals intended because it’s appropriate.) My doctor figures it’s comorbid with my autism.

But recently my husband has been having health issues and I’ve found myself in some volatile emotional situations lately, and these panic attacks are taking over my life at this point.

You know when the worst time to have a panic attack is? When trying to drive your husband, who is having a heart attack, to the hospital. Not ideal.

I’ve been on Zoloft for a while and I’m trying my classic tricks to kick myself out of it but nothing seems to work anymore.

Any suggestions? I’m pretty desperate at this point, any form of help is appreciated.

#autism #autistic adult #actually autistic #autistic community #panic attack #panic disorder #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #advice #help me

One of my fav things about talking to other neurodivergent people is the conversation just ends when it’s over. Like. It’s just. Done.

There’s no extended farewell that is convoluted with social expectations and meaningless adulation and false promises like “ok, well, it was great chatting with you, we should totes go for lunch sometime soon, thanks for calling/stopping by, it was really great seeing/talking to you, we def need to catch up, alrighty, have a great day, ok, buh-bye”

It’s just like we say what we need to say then hang up. “So yeah that’s how I ended up dog sitting next to my coworker who I’m convinced is the Antichrist. K I’m going to get a coffee. Bye.”

#neurodivergent #neurodiversity #autism #autistic adult #adhd

srwpoetry

“They cannot steal your thunder. You are the whole fucking sky.”

— srwpoetry

surqrised

“Stay afraid but do it anyway. What’s important is the action. You don’t have to wait to be confident. Just do it and eventually the confidence will follow.”

— Carrie Fisher