#did protector

[stargazers-satellite]

some of us are built as cannon fodder. they built me to stay broken, not to be put back together again

[onanothingsback]

Self-portrait.

[0ur-l4dy-0f-s0rr0ws]

not frequently fronting, but frequently lurking around near the front ready to beat somebody with hammers

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

"I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy" well I fucking would

[thesolarclustersys]

Red's Introduction - Protector 🛡️

it's comforting knowing you're entrusted to protecting the people you care about, even if it is a pain in the ass... - Red ♥️

[fifteengaystupidraccoons]

I’m so scared and I don’t know of what. The entire realization that I am a the coping mechanism, even after what has to have only been less than a year, still hits me over the head sometimes. I don’t know how to manage it.

I was created for the protection of this body after our core attempted sui. She’s dormant. I think that’s where my anxiety stems from, because I literally only exist to protect the body from harm. Not myself, the body. There is nothing I fear more than death, but somehow my own nonexistence is completely meaningless to me. I can disappear and that doesn’t matter at all. But I can’t let things happen to this body because I’m not the only person who depends on it.

I just don’t know what to do.

[night-archives]

Does anyone else (protectors more specifically) get to see the kids you protected when they were host, all grown up now?

I haven't aged but that little girl i protected and started physical fights for is now all grown up and protects herself. Like im proud but she's almost older than me.

How did that happen? She was eleven not that long ago.

[pavonineflock]

Protector, but in a "We've been through so much in our childhood, specially on the internet, for not having support or someone to talk to. I don't want other younger people to go through this, so I feel like I have a mission to protect younger people in and outside our system." way.

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