tfw || SHINJI ??? || closed for kotone
"To be honest, it was the fact that your door was closest. But… maybe I was… a little harsh with that number.”
He coughs and clenched his fists when Sorrel began to work. Wow, it was certainly uncomfortable to have someone’s hands all over you. Shinji looked more uncomfortable than anyone else in the room, especially because the question marks by his name were specifically to avoid this kind of situation.
"Maybe," he repeated, looking down at the ground before looking back up at Kotone. "I’m not a very trustful person, you see. I’ve been trying to hide what I am for weeks and weeks. It’s hard, Kotone, it’s so hard. Someone figured out my last name, two people know where I grew up and about my family. One person knows exactly what I am. The name just slipped out and the facts about my family because… I needed to talk to someone before I lost myself in this lie and forgot who I was."
"You were living a lie, too. You lied to everyone when you said your fake name and talent. You lied when you joined us in wondering ‘why were we here in this hell?’ You’re a liar. I’m a liar. I think I just found comfort in that. We’re birds of a feather. Though you’ve lost your lies and here I am, still holding on to mine desperately."
It…was scary to have a person like Shinji call her out on all this, but it was equally as scary to have him compare himself to her. But he wasn’t wrong. The two of them were two peas in the same mystery pod. But…she just wanted to find reasons why this couldn’t be true. She wasn’t Shinji. She wasn’t a murderer. She wasn’t scary.
"…"
"Then you of all people should know why I lied for so long. I couldn’t let my identity slip. My life is too threatening to Hope’s Peak, a-and if they knew who my family was, they could easily pick them off to get to me,"
"After all, birds of a feather understand each other right? Or something. It’s the reason I’ve been leaving you and your secrets alone. My talent may be in exposing others, but only for the betterment of the world, and stuff."
"…But I wouldn’t say I’ve left my lies behind me. When we leave here…I’m gonna have to go back to being Channing Burke."
All this talk of lies and lying seems to have made Sorrel even more uncomfortable than he already was. When he's finished bandaging up Shinji, he goes to dispose of the used materials and then steps out of sight behind the case that sits on the other side of his worktable. Did he just... go hide from them? Yep. Seems like it. At least he made sure Shinji was fixed up first. Okay then, bye Sorrel.

















