So y'all I'm sick and I dreamt of gentlebeard😩
I want to remind you that this is a dream of a feverish person so just bear with me if it doesn't make sense, I have a point!
TW! Se!f ha£m! G0re! Not mentioned but it's logical that there's blood involved
So for some reason Izzy is a nurse at the local hospital and Stede and Lucius decide to drop by when they were hanging out
(They also worked there, probably nurses too idk what my brain meant with that, and for some reason I memorised Izzy was giving a vaccine to someone I'm not too sure about that but I know he was messing with a needle)
They didn't know but Ed had also decided to drop by thinking they all were working, so they coincidentally end up meeting
Ed is ecstatic and immediately drags Stede to a tattoo parlour saying he actually had just left the place and had BIG news
Stede is like?????? But follows along
Anyways, they arrive at the parlour and Ed mentions something about blood I can't make sense of. There they meet with a black girl with an well kept afro who I assume would be the female version of Oluwande who seems to be extremely confused as to why they were there
Following the mention of a huge surprise Ed hands Stede a scalpel with a huge smile
Stede just stands there looking at his sunshine of a boyfriend and at the scalpel on his hand and at said boyfriend's arm that was extended in his direction still looking utterly clueless
Ed shook his arm as if saying go do something about it and Stede finally studied it. There was a somewhat recent scar not too big maybe like two inches
Noticing Stede had no idea what was going on, ed shook his arm once again "well? Cut it!"
Along with the clueless look now Stede seemed extremely weirded out by the request
"Ed, strawberry munchkin, I'm not going to cut your arm."
"You have to! It's my surprise!"
"Ed, I'm not going to cut you! I'm not going to hurt you!"
"You have to trust me, cut it please!"
"Edward I would probably throw up if I were ever to hurt you!"
"It's okay! I always throw up after doing this." And with that Ed picked up the shaky scalpel from Stede's hands and curing q straight line along his forearm, along the pinkish scar.
Without even blinking Ed revealed a neat handwriting written on raw muscle.
Edward teach had tattooed "Stede bonnet" on his muscle, under his skin.
He then proceeded to go on a rant on how Stede would always be with him and that nothing would take that away, and if he happened to lose his arm he would just do the procedure all over again on all his limbs if he needed to.
Crazy in love Ed, maybe a bit psychotic
The point (I think) is that Ed self-harm(ed)s and doesn't realise his life is precious and thinks he doesn't deserve happiness and that everyone thinks like that too.
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