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selective mutuals only multi-muse adored by kian (24, they/he/it). established oct 2021. runs mostly on queue. hiatus.
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priority muses: aksel, byeonji, charlie, dante, jason, victor
mytimed [ theo ]
theodore laughs, shaking his head once more before laying it against jason’s shoulder. “ you don’t need to worry, though! that’s all i am trying to say. you must already know that it will be popular, right? ” he tries to ease the worry of the other, the familiar scent of his cologne enough to ease his own worries when he’s feeling any. “ how could you even suggest that people won’t like it? that’s really .. prepostorous! ” the male scrunches his nose as he tries not to allow himself to laugh. “ see! and i even used a super specific word for that. so you know i’m serious. ” theodore leans forward and rubs the tip of his nose against jasons’, the familiarity and closeness causing his stomach to flutter. “ don’t even say that, or think it, okay? i like everything you write – even those weird little melodies you conjure up when you’re drunk. ” truth be told, he liked everything about jason, too, but this wasn’t the time nor the situation to bring that up. “ what can i do to help soothe your mind? ”
“i mean, i hope it’ll be popular. i think people will like it, but...there’s no way to know, really.” as much as he wishes he could, there’s always so much uncertainty in the career he’s chosen, so he should be used to it, but he’s not. and this isn’t just any song—it’s a song for theo. a nervous giggle escapes his lips, but then his friend is so close that he almost fucks everything up and just kisses him. inhales a shaky gasp, cheeks flushing when he realizes how obvious he’s being. “you might not like this one,” jason says softly, leaning back to a safe distance and staring at their still intertwined hands instead of theo’s perfect lips. “just—this is going to sounds so fucking stupid, but promise you won’t hate me if you hate the song?”
wingsandahalo [ fred ]
Fred laughed at her friend’s expression. “Fine fine, no Bridesmaids, I don’t take it personally at all. Kidding, kidding. This is about you, so we can watch whatever you want. So The Half of It works for me.” Honestly, Fred didn’t really give a crap what they put on. They just wanted to get Ina to smile. The thought of Ina being upset in any capacity in turn made Fred upset. Such a wonderful person should never ever be sad, it should be illegal really. Fred grabbed the snack basket they had put together and gently placed it on Ina’s lap before grabbing the tv remote and shuffling into bed next to her. “I made an attempt to get a range of snacks but I have to come clean - my sweet tooth kind of won out, oops. I hope you’re in the mood for candy. If you’re not, I can fix it, just say the word please. Consider me your willing slave tonight, baby.” Fred erupted into laughter at her own silliness, hoping it would elicit some happiness in her friend.
She’d laugh if she knew would Fred was thinking about her—but she’d be proud, too, because it would mean that everything she’d worked for since going to college was working. Ina Myhre may have bad days but she was fine. She dug through the snacks before smiling up at her roomate. “These are perfect, baby,” Ina replied, barely holding back a grin. “Do we want wine too, or is that a bad idea?” Probably a terrible idea, but she thought she deserved it. Grabbed the remote from Fred and then leaned lightly against them, quickly searching for the movie before any of her thoughts could resurface.
hi friends, i just wanted to give everyone a heads up that a) i am participating in nanowrimo again this year (feel free to add me if you are too!) and b) november is a really shitty month for me mentally. so i might be super active to distract myself, or i might barely be here, especially towards the end of the month. if i take even longer to reply to threads or messages, just know it’s not you, and things should be back to normal in december.
pckdrop [ dallas ]
guilt was never an emotion that dallas was well acquainted with, but that was the only way he could describe the feeling he felt when he looked at petter and listened to them speak. there was an unfamiliar ache in his chest as he was forced to come to terms with the complications that were bound to unfold as their relationship ( if you could call it that ) progressed. a shaky breath fell from his lips as he nodded his head in acknowledgement of the other’s words, fingers carding through his hair in frustration. “i know it’s not fair to you. i know how it feels to only feel needed when it’s convenient. i never wanted to make you feel that way… it’s just… it’s easier.” he was a coward, it was as simple as that. he was always one to take the easy route, even if it hurt others in the process or compromised what he truly desired. but maybe this was his chance to break that toxic cycle. the question on petter’s end gave him pause, his heart thudding against his chest as allowed his gaze to drop toward the ground. “i do.” his voice cracked slightly at the confession. “which just leads to more drinking and panicking, honestly. it’s a cycle that always leads me back to your door or sending you a ‘you up?’ text.” he wet his lips, his mouth feeling incredibly dry. “i’ve never… you’re the first person to make me doubt things to the point i’d risk being open about my sexuality. but, i’m so fucking scared.”
his heart broke and healed in the same moment. at least dallas knew that what he was doing was shitty, wasn’t oblivious to the pain he was causing—but petter fucking hated that it was easier. that the world wouldn’t just let dallas be himself, do what he wanted. he wanted to hold him, comfort him, but was far too aware of the party behind them. “i know,” they said softly, because they did. not in the same way, but they’d lived through what dallas was trying to avoid. and they couldn’t entirely blame him. petter’s wondered, every time he texted them or ended up drunk at their door, what led him there. and as much as they wanted to love the fact that dallas thought about them, it was tainted by his ever-present fear. “i don’t need you to be...open,” petter said, daring to take a half step closer. “i don’t want to make this even harder for you. i know it’s scary but...i’m scared too." he regreted the words as soon as they were out, because this should be about dallas, not petter and his stupid little fears. “i don’t know how to help. i don’t know how to make this easier for you.” wanted to wrap dallas up in their arms, let him use them however he wanted, do whatever they could to comfort him. but they couldn’t and they shouldn’t.
@karmadealt [ continued ]
“bullshit.” he knows morgan’s turning him away because of the person she’s seeing. they hate him, and for good reason; who wouldn’t hate their partner’s ex showing up unannounced to hang out? there’s the whole hunter thing too, but that’s probably a seperate issue. “oh my god, are they here right now?” tanner asks, trying to peek around her head to see if he can catch a glimpse of them. “jesus, i have shitty timing, huh?”
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lowskey [ jiho ]
jiho can only look ahead when eyes are avoided , down at the floor and his dirty , kicked white sneakers from which one of the shoelaces haven’t been tied. ‘’ who are you to know i’ll be okay ? to tell me i would be fine without you ? ’’ somewhat annoyed , though not at mercedes but at himself —— that they give off the impression they’d be doing fine without the other in his life. jiho has been pushed away before , plenty of times as a matter of fact , but he’s not one to give up. not just yet. ‘’ i will wait. i don’t mind waiting. i’ve told you so before , mer … because your happiness is my happiness. ’’
it’s terrifying, really. to be cared for like this, no conditions, no expectations. they don’t know how to deserve it. how to deserve jiho. “i just—i don’t understand.” cigarette hangs limply from their fingers, all but forgotten as tears begin to sting mercedes’ eyes. “how i could mean so much to you. why you’d be willing to wait. and i—i’m trying, to understand. to be better. to be good enough for you.” their free hand rests on jiho’s thigh, squeezing lightly to ground themself. “i’m trying to believe you. i’m trying to be someone you deserve.”
interglctycs [ minhyuk ]
if he thought about it coldly, maybe four months wasn't that long, but that wasn't the case, minhyuk couldn't help but think that four months was an eternity, and maybe it was a selfish feeling, but how else was he supposed to feel ? minhyuk rests his elbows on his knees and purses his lips. ❛ that's a long time. ❜ he says softly. ❛ i’m gonna miss you. ❜ he admits with a bit of sadness in his words, trying to camouflage it with a slightly weak smile while one of his hands travels to one of his shoulders, giving him a light squeeze.
“i know.” he grasps the hand on his shoulder, lowering it to let his own fingers trace reverently over minhyuk’s. he knows, realistically, that four months isn’t long. that if they were already in a relationship, four months would be shitty but manageable. but they aren’t, and they’re probably never going to be, so joon will take these fragments he gets and pretend they’re enough. “i’ll miss you too,” he says softly, still staring down at minhyuk’s hand, resisting the urge to lift it to his lips. “i—i always miss you, really. we never have enough time for—everything i wish we could have.”
wait hold on......hongjoong fc as the guitarist or bassist in a rock band.....i’m onto something
ssvperboy [ reign ]
It’s often that Reign comes into the café to do their work. She digs the vibe—Reign is certain that being in a public space causes them to work more more efficiently—but also likes being able to order a coffee while she’s at it, rather than having to make on themself. She instantly closes her laptop at Victor’s voice and offers them a smile. “Thanks,” Reign says. They had tried their best to look too disgruntled from the night before, but it seems her effort when unnoticed—she was exhausted. “I knew that smell was coming from something amazing,” she tells him. “I may just have to order like, twenty for the band—wanna split it?”
The Lin family has always prided themselves on being not just welcoming, but friendly; chatting with and befriending customers is normal for them. Victor does his best not to disturb people when they’re working, but Reign really looked like they could use a pick-me-up. “Sorry, didn’t mean to interrupt,” they say when she closes her laptop, but worries melt away under her compliments. “Hopefully it tastes even better than it smells. I think it does, but I’m biased.” Shakes their head at the offer to share, even thought they’re touched. “Band? I think I’ve heard you mention them before.”
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oh dear lord i made the horrible mistake of letting myself think sbout moving blogs for more than two seconds
arcvdes [ cassius ]
“ so, you are… gay. this wasn’t an experiment to you,” the mob heir states, staring at him moon-eyed, lips twitching slightly. “what, you think you can just keep something like that a secret? sleep around with guys, believing that none of them is gonna talk? don’t be so fucking naive, dante,” cassius shakes his head, features scrunching up involuntarily at the thought of dante being with another man. what the other male does in his bedroom isn’t any of his concern. it shouldn’t make him feel any type of way, and yet he could feel pangs of jealousy in the pit of his stomach. “ god, just… promise me that you won’t get involved with anyone. it’s too dangerous. you get that, right?”
he shakes his head slowly, refusing to back down or act ashamed. he’s known he was gay since he was a kid. wishes he could live a life where he didn’t have to hide, but it’s much too late for that now. “i’ve kept it a secret so far,” dante challenges. “helps when i only fuck guys who wanna keep it a secret too. like you.” he finally climbs out of bed to begin his own search for his clothes, strong, scarred body on full display—then rolls his eyes when cassius dares to try to tell him what to do. “no. i’m careful. i ain’t gonna stop just ‘cause you’re worried.” it’s a joke, but he’s still searching cassius’ face for any sign that he’s worried, that he cares—even though that’s the last fucking thing dante should want.
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info: darragh is 25, a little wayward and always trying to fit in with his family
“It’s not massively major.” He already knows he isn’t selling it right, but with festive season in full swing he knows most people’s social calendars are already booked up and now he was going to have to ask for an accommodation to be made just to avoid his step-mother’s glare and his half-sister’s venom.
“But me da’s wife is throwing this Christmas party and I’ve been told attendance is strongly encouraged in a way that makes me feel like I’m not being asked I’m being told, and I thought I’d see if you were around to go with me.”
“I......are you sure?” It’s not that he doesn’t get it—Orion’s got his own pushy, demanding family—it’s that he doesn’t understand what’s being asked of him. “Won’t it just make things worse having a stranger there? Unless you want me to make things awkward. In which there better be a lotta alcohol.”
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