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Hiatus

Alright, let’s do this,

This post has been sitting in my drafts for quite some time. I’ve been taking breaks on this blog thinking I will get my love for it back and I can start up again, but I’ve reached a point where I’ve finally realized I’m done with this blog. In August, I will have had this blog for four years and I am just not happy with it anymore.

I struggled on whether I should be honest about my hiatus or if anyone cares, but I’m gonna go ahead and get it off my chest because I’ve alluded to my reasons in the past anyway. This blog made me hate writing and convinced me I wasn’t good at it whatsoever.

Notes had never affected me in my years on here. I was always happy with the amount of notes I got and they didn’t influence my writing. Even stories like Underworld where chapters didn’t get many notes, the responses I received to the story made me happy and I didn’t bat an eye at the numbers.

Then I noticed there were other writing blogs out there doing much better than I was and I had been on here much longer. So I started mixing it up, doing drabbles and taking requests and trying to write whatever would make readers happy. Since there were many people following me, I felt I owed it to you to constantly put out new content and step up my game.

I was in a bad place with my mental health when I noticed that I posted new writing and it only got about 30 notes. And since I had over 15k followers that made me think that what I was posting just wasn’t any good. To me, that meant only a tiny, tiny fraction of people that were following me for my writing actually enjoyed what I was posting.

That’s when I gave up writing for a bit; what I wrote on here and what I wrote on other projects, which sucked because writing has always been kind of like a coping mechanism for me in a way with my anxiety. Eventually I started up the other fanfic blog which I haven’t linked to this one because I want a fresh start. On the new blog, I write what I want and when I want. I’m not trying to please anyone but myself.

The reason this blog is over is no one’s fault but mine. I knew if I was honest like this it would seem like I was shifting blame to everyone else and I promise I’m not trying to do that. I admit that I allowed this blog to put a negative feeling on something I really enjoy doing (whether I’m good at it or not) and I let the numbers influence my mindset to the extent I couldn’t be satisfied with anything I posted.

Anyway, I know lots of you will think I’m being dramatic. Oh, well. I’m an Aries. It can’t be helped. I just wanted to put some kind of explanation out there because I know there are a few things left for me to finish on this blog. I’m probably not going to finish them. The only writing I can think of continuing is the sequel to All In, which I may turn into a full series on my new blog. I don’t know yet. I just know I enjoyed the premise of All In and wouldn’t mind moving the story further.

I’ve apologized before and I’ll apologize again to those of you who have been nothing but kind and supportive to me on this blog. From the bottom of my heart, your words were much needed and really appreciated. It hurts to let this blog go after almost four years, but I just can’t see myself ever coming back on here and picking up where I left off.

I’m still active on tumblr all the time. I live for gifs and memes. I am happily posting on my new blog and working through some big changes in my personal life. So, I’m still around.

Thank you again to all the friends I have made on here and to those of you who enjoyed my writing at one point or another.

All the best,

Leigh :)

[onlylovekpop]

hi! I’ve been following your blog for awhile and I love your writing!! You may have already dropped it and I may not have seen it, but what’s the name of your new blog? I can’t wait to see your updates :)

thank you for being so lovely! i sent you a message :)

[onlylovekpop]

i just wanna thank u bc i've been wanting to stan monsta x for a while now but never rlly got around to doing it properly but i read rhythm + the sequel and i've been watching monsta x videos all morning and i'm officially gonna stan them now lmaooo

thank you so much :) i am so proud and honored to be spreading the monbebe love!! honestly the monsta x boys are so funny and entertaining its hard not to love them :)

[onlylovekpop]

Hey beautiful. When will you post part 2 to Emperor? I fell in love with it very quickly lol ☺️

hey! when i finally got a new laptop after my old one died i switched over from onedrive to google drive. a few writings including the next two chapters of emperor were accidentally deleted and i tried EVERYTHING i could think of to recover them. i havent started writing the chapters again because they were both nearly 5k words but eventually i’ll work on it again :)

[onlylovekpop]

Is the text font on mobile HUGE now or is it just me?

All of my posts look weird -_-

[onlylovekpop]

No joke I can literally stay on you blog forever and just nonstop read everything you write

thank you so much! ♥ i hope you enjoyed your stay! :)

[onlylovekpop]

I just saw your plagiarism post and this is so infuriating!! You're one of my favourite authors to read and you work so hard on your work. I'm so sorry this is happening to you and I hope it won't discourage you from writing❤ ily!

thank you sweetie! :) dont worry i still plan on writing no matter what and i will always stand up to thieves when i need to but i wont let it get me down! im honored to be one of your faves thank you ♥

[kittae]

94/03/28 | Happy Birthday to the most wonderful man in the universe! ♡

I don’t know if there are too many or too little words to describe you, but i’ll start with ‘admirable’! Having made a huge sacrifice and turn in your life at such a young age, you’ve never given up since. You worked hard every day until you reached your goal, lived your dream, and long after that. Even to this day, you never stop fighting for what you believe in, for what you want in life. You’re kind, always treating people with such care and devotion, surprising them with your unconditional support. You’re loved, by your family, members, fans and a wide spectrum of colleagues. How can they not? What’s not to love? 

I could write a novel on everything i love about you, truly, but for now i’m just gonna keep it at this: 

Thank you for being born, being you, being there. Your existence is a huge comfort to me and many others. I love you so much, please look after yourself the way we would, because you’re too precious! Happy birthday, sweet king! ♡

#KINGJACKSONDAY

[onlylovekpop]

Rhythm | Lee Joo Heon | One-Shot

jooheon (monstax) + you (reader) word count: 7,233 warnings: i have no excuse for this flithy, graphic smut (that includes but is not limited to thigh riding, breath play, mild degradation, spanking, etc) and strong language (some slut shaming) and brief mentions of infidelity a/n: i was inspired by the new mv and channeled that inspiration into a gang!au, bad boy jooheon sexy time fest and before you say anything yes i know he is a total squish in real life that’s why it’s called fiction :)

Keep reading

[joohoneyhoeficrecs]

I AM SCREAMING!!! I have never read a Jooheon fic I’ve liked more than this. I was so drawn in, I didn’t even realize how long I had been reading it.

The wording, the filth, all of it, was top notch. I can’t wait to read more works from onlylovekpop. This was absolutely phenomenal and I DEFINITELY recommend giving it a read, Jooheon stan or not. 👽👌

[onlylovekpop]

Thank you so much!! 😍😍😍

[onlylovekpop]

Trouble Maker | Shin Ho Seok | One-Shot

wonho (monstax) + you (reader) word count: 7,309 warnings: um yeah so this is a stepbrother!au but technically the parents aint married yet so its more a future stepbrother shitstorm if that makes it any better for your moral compass lol heads up for a tiny bit of underage drinking but mainly car sex and fingering and oral and some blunt dirty talk but i know some of yall are like me and that definitely floats our boats hehe a/n: chatting with my friend and she told me about her dream jon snow was gonna be her stepbrother and they rage fucked each other because they were so bitter about it and i thought wow what a fantastic idea can i write that and she gave me her blessing lol so here we go thanks darling

Keep reading

[onlylovekpop]

I will be writing a follow up to this :)

[onlylovekpop]

Hi! Did the Got7 teenagers story start yet?

hello! :) nope i havent started posting the chapters yet but when i do they will be on my new writing blog not this one. it looks like jacksons chapter will still be done first but ive been taking my time with the story to give it more detail and depth and not just a plotless smut fest lolol

[onlylovekpop]

i'm eager to read the new chapter of lacuna but i can't find the name/link for your new blog. thanks for always blessing us with your phenomenal writing.

thank you so much! ♡

[onlylovekpop]

Plagiarism

This user (howshee) on wattpad has stolen my Jooheon oneshot “Rhythm” and posted it as their own story with Suga instead (here.) 

This user (mrsparkanne) on wattpad has reposted my jin oneshot “I Like It” and claimed it as their own (here) in a BTS smut collection (here). This person has numerous works, but I’m not in the mood to check and see what else they took from me (or fellow writers) right now.

This user (tiffanyexo7) has taken my jaebum drabble “don’t try anything” and reposted it (here), crediting it as mine but without my permission in a collection of kpop smuts (here.) This user even goes so far as to write in their bio “i have lots of ideas for fanfics but i’m mostly too lazy to write them.” smh

This user (wntsmmrs) on wattpad has reposted my “dating bts would include” posts on a collection of BTS imagines (here) and even though this person credited me as the original author, never asked my permission and has the gall to leave a note saying “please don’t plagiarise because i work my ass off here just to give y’all the “all-time favorite” bts one shot stories you could ever imagine that would definitely give you chillz right in the feelz. sometimes, i’ll be sharing good ff/ smuts / oneshots / scenarios i read from tumblr or any other sites and i’ll posting here cuz y not, i’ll be writing the source and give proper credits to rightful owners so no worries.” I am posting this because this person has other parts to this “bts collection” and there may be works I won’t recognize so y’all know the drill by now.

Check to see if these users have also re-posted any of your work. I’m not going to get into the assholery of this. I’m tiredt. This problem of people reposting our shit on to wattpad is getting really out of fucking hand.

[onlylovekpop]

I have contacted each of these people to remove the stolen stories and left public comments on each work that they plagiarized from me. So far I have not heard back. Readers, if you can check these works and recognize the authors they belong to, please contact them directly or if you are uncomfortable with that, you can let me know on anon and I will tag them. I am 110% over plagiarism and ready to make a spectacle :)

[onlylovekpop]

Alright, an anon has told me that the user (again mrsparkanne) has also stolen “warm me up” from @exobtssmutimagination (here) in part 2 of their bts smut collection (here.)

[onlylovekpop]

Another anon has told me that user mrsparkanne also has an exo account called mrsbyunanne on wattpad where she has posted an exo smut collection similar to the bts ones. I haven’t been able to check them for plagiarized works but I want to go ahead and give a heads up to other exo writers!

[onlylovekpop]

Update: user howshee has removed my stolen Rhythm fic. Still no response to my message though. meh. @knockknocksoosthere has also told me that mrsparkanne stole her namjoon fic as well. this user has not removed any of their stolen content yet or responded to messages. Please continue to report her. At this point I’m sure none of her works on wattpad are original.

[onlylovekpop]

I am ALL FOR more Dom!Jooheon fics...i will (enthusiastically, I might add) read each one!!

thank you! after lacuna im gonna write the lawyer!jooheon fic so there will never be any shortage of dom!joo around me haha

[onlylovekpop]

Hi! On watt pad only the owner can dispute it. What can we do?

Anyone can message the “author” and/or leave a comment on the stolen work so that other potential readers can see that the work is plagiarized and they should not encourage the thief by leaving comments or upvotes. I have sent complaints to wattpad as the author of the stolen material. You can also flag the writings for the content (I believe there are diff options) and just leave in the complaint box that the work is stolen. I did that as well. Enough complaints will get the message across that the fics are plagiarized.

[onlylovekpop]

Not to be negative but... There's no way of stopping plagiarism, it happens all the time with artists too! It's shitty, I know... But just saying, they end up creating another account and repeat it all again!! Y'all are just wasting time.

Yes, that’s true. But to me, it’s not a waste of time trying to protect what’s mine. I am absolutely livid that my fic Rhythm was stolen, because I spent so much time working on it and I think it’s one of the fics I most enjoyed writing out of anything I’ve published on here. To see someone go through the trouble to steal it and then try to post it as their own story makes me angry and I told them as much. People who steal deserve to be called out and exposed for it, or else how will they learn not to do this shit? Hell, I even leave a little note at the end of all my fics that I will pursue necessary action if I find someone stealing my work. I’m not EVER going to tolerate it.

[onlylovekpop]

Look I ain't here to lie to you Jooheon is my ultimate bias and loml I would give him one or both of my kidneys but that green hair was a real test of my loyalty...