On The Right Path

UK based, Author, Dreamer, Spoonie, Wookiee, Smiler, Lover, C. 1982, Happiness, Positivity, CRPS, Depression, Anxiety, Goofball, Gooner, GSD owner, Geek, Hugger, Gender Dysphoria,

[thelatestkate]

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[ontherightpath]

http://jemimaisobelgrant.tumblr.com If you enjoy my posts and want to continue to follow my journey please follow me on my new tumblr @jemimaisobelgrant This will be my last post on this page, thank you for all who have followed and befriended me on here.

[ontherightpath]

http://jemimaisobelgrant.tumblr.com If you enjoy my posts and want to continue to follow my journey please follow me on my new tumblr @jemimaisobelgrant This will be my last post on this page, thank you for all who have followed and befriended me on here.

[ontherightpath]

Depression: You should isolate yourself

Me: But, then I'll feel alone.

Depression: Do it!

Me: Sigh

*Does it*

Depression: See you have no friends and you're all alone

Me: -__-

[stability]

this is so pure

[ontherightpath]

Last for now. I have to thank Cass @indisposedandundiagnosed her effort and love spilled so much from this kindness box! She set up this scheme to support the spoonie community and I am so grateful to receive this utterly heartwarming gesture of love and kindness. I can't express how much I appreciate this lovely gesture. It was just what I needed when I needed it the most and so much cool stuff. Thank you once again to Cass and all the people and companies that support the kindness box project. Please check her page as she has just announced next year's kindness box. I will be back...but please know how much your love and support is appreciated. I look forward to being able to reciprocate again. Love and wookieehugs Xx . . . . . . . #love #support #awareness #friendship #invisibleillness #coping #spoonie #mentalhealth #CRPS #chronicpain #disability #happiness #smile #positivity #blog #recovery #writing #spooniestrong #spoonies #Depression #wookieehugs

[ontherightpath]

From the wonder @xxmybeautifuldisaster whose shop is @thehappyspoonieproject on etsy This amazing scarf!!!! So cute. I have named it Aria inspired by Lianne introducing me to PLL! She also sent me crocheted coasters...how cute are they!!! And a salt body scrub which j used last night and wow it was AMAZING.

[ontherightpath]

From the utterly amazing etsy store of the beautiful @baameow This little felt octopus is so cute. She is called Ocky. And a present of a bracelet also. Is so kind thank you xxx

[ontherightpath]

So I have been quiet for a while. Lots of things weighing heavily on my life. I wish I had the energy to thank each of you who has sent kind supportive messages, individually. I'm still very much sore and in a deep phase of self focus. Had some lovely moments though so going to do a quick spam of the time line with updates so you can all be caught up on the good things. For the negative I'm still working through. Please don't worry. I am still alive, I'm not in any direct trouble. Just a combination of many little things have begun to get overwhelming. So I will not be back but just wanted to keep you kind beautiful people upto date with some positivity.

[littlestladyofficial]

I remember the day I was told this like it was yesterday. “You’re asking for it Jessica. It’s your fault. You can’t blame anyone but yourself” The person that told me this was someone I looked up to dearly. Someone who I put on a huge pedestal in my life. Still,I was told that what was happening to me was without a doubt, my fault. What else was I suppose to think? I was told him telling me how beautiful I was every day was because of how I presented myself. That i chose to dress how I was and wear makeup,so what did I expect? What on earth was I even thinking at 12 years old to start wanting to express myself? Why was I setting this up to be my life? Most importantly why would I say anything about something that was my fault? I would only be getting myself in trouble. And with that,I kept quiet for years. In fact I didn’t say anything until 7 years later. I was a lucky one as many carry the burden of abuse all there lives. Please think before you victim shame.

[ontherightpath]

Pain = 6/10 Depression = 7/10 This 29p Lidl Donut = 10/10 Depression and pain is overwhelming me a little like a shroud. For this reason I have continued to keep myself withdrawn. This is by no means any reflection of you beautiful people whom I care about dearly. It is just a time for self focus and recovery. I am sad at my physical limitations. Cabin fever and lonliness has manifested. I am keeping my energy focused on living, and it is leaving very few spoons to even cope with socialising online. Please don't worry about my silence or be upset at my lack of replies. I have spent so much of the past 2 and half months so focused on surviving alone (and with the support of my parents) I am physically and mentally drained. Obviously with a neuropathic condition both my body and mind are fighting daily for status quo over my disabilities. It has just beaten me down and drained me out. I'm still focused on my internal happiness and positivity and seeing the future in my dreams. I will recover from this lull. I will survive this battle. I will be stronger for it. I just need you all to know how much I love you and while I don't like to apologise for my condition I am sorry that it affects my ability to interact and be an active friend to you. I truly hope love and happiness is in all of your hearts and dream of the days I can find you all in this world for a hug! Big wookieehugs. 💜💜💜

[ontherightpath]

We all need a fluffy cow in our lives

[tastefullyoffensive]

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Bunch of nerds.

[myfuckeduplittlelife]

really could use one right now…

[ontherightpath]

Christmas decorations from my current angle laying on the sofa. I'm so behind in keeping In touch with so many of you lovely people. Please understand if I only read messages and can't always reply. The hardest thing to deal with mentally for me is the exhaustion I get and social fatigue. Just need to buy a new charger and get my batteries back up! Love and wookieehugs Xx . . . . . . . #love #support #awareness #friendship #invisibleillness #coping #spoonie #mentalhealth #CRPS #chronicpain #disability #happiness #smile #positivity #blog #recovery #writing #spooniestrong #spoonies #Depression #wookieehugs

[ontherightpath]

A little bit of Christmas and a sleepy puppy. Even put a Christmas theme on the ps4. Not feeling too sharp today so today will be mostly sponsored by the noises bleurgh and eurk. Frost outside so keeping warm as possible today. Love and wookieehugs Xx . . . . . . . #love #support #awareness #friendship #invisibleillness #coping #spoonie #mentalhealth #CRPS #chronicpain #disability #happiness #smile #positivity #blog #recovery #writing #spooniestrong #spoonies #Depression #wookieehugs

[theplaceyoullove]

Do you ever crave to be touched? Even in the most innocent way. I want someone to just hug me for a very long time or someone to lean against/ someone to lean on me. Maybe while sitting or laying next to someone just to have our legs, arms, or feet touching would be nice. I think that when you’re lonely for so long you constantly want to feel someone against you just as a constant reminder that you’re not alone.