hi! a teacher in training and a fantasy enthusiast here :) you can call me jesse. i post a lot about dragon age, the elder scrolls, and the occasional video game outside of those two. my art tag is #my art. my asks and dms are always open! pro-trans, pro-choice, anti-capitalist, anti-trump, leftist, pro-palestine, y'know the drill. i use any pronouns! i am a lesbian, taken by a beautiful woman for 7 years :]
my blog holds a general nudity/suggestive/blood warning. still, it is a safe space! i use #cw: [trigger] when tagging my posts.
my interests. the dragon age series, the elder scrolls series, the witcher, red dead redemption (both i & ii), ARCANE, the life is strange series, baldur's gate 3, dungeons & dragons, elden ring, lord of the rings, twin peaks, bojack horseman, breaking bad, avatar: the last airbender and the legend of korra, night in the woods, etc.
favorite movies, top 4. lord of the rings: return of the king, fantastic mr. fox, requiem for a dream, dead poets society
tags. my main tags are #jesse speaks (general chattery) #[insert game] for game content, and #oc[insert oc] for oc content. skyrim fic tag is #fic: little lightbringer
we've been discussing with my best friend and came to the conclusion that they have the most perfect straight male gaze with some downward movement, while my partner has the opposite, the straight female gaze. i am the god's most perfect bisexual and work on the entire field inbetween, and today i made a diagram with where different characters (and emma d'arcy) fall on it.
@onwardspasserine hit the all time low with Jay SSO and my partner with yours truly, while I mine are always somewhere within the -0.95 to + 0.95 confidence interval
anyone here at onwardspasserine nation struggle with pvcs/pacs?? they're not entirely sure where they're coming from on me specifically, since they haven't been able to track one in action, and don't seem to view it as necessary
my arrhythmias have been out of control this year. i had an auscultation and an ekg done by my doc and he was convinced they were harmless and due my ocd/gad. i've had some since childhood (in fact, my first real big check-up was because of them; but every result came back normal). however, they are RUINING MY LIFE NOW. i'm so frustrated. they tend to get worse when i'm relaxing/eating/emotionally either joyful or distressed, and i can literally feel it when my anxiety spikes, i know i can expect some in a couple of mins
usually mine are "light" load, from 2-8 per minute (and my heart rate is normally 70-100 lol, also caused by stress), but on my worst days i've experienced bigeminy for an entire evening. they disappear (or i won't notice them) when i move, and normally there are long periods that are completely free from them, but this year's been my new rock bottom with three flare-ups, and it's not even midway through 2026 yet.
to top it with that i actually have severe health anxiety related to my clinical ocd these are NOT fun times to be living in :') i know they're probably harmless but i cannot stop worrying about them, checking my pulse, wondering if i should go to the doctor's again even if my therapist advised against it, the list goes on
extremely homophobic during pride month as well, if i may
“You know, this was meant to be a simple operation. I arrive, those pack animals clear the debris, and I walk to the temple. Instead I’ve been beset by incompetence, treachery, and now this. The Absolute’s business remains unfinished.”
Taro swallowed the bile that forced its way up, their palm sweaty against the hilt. Then she took a risk, trying to pry some information—and to delay the inevitable task which seemed to be slipping through her fingers. Their gaze flickered down for but a second, resting upon Nere’s throat, forcing their tone to match his, conversing like they were two birds on a wire.
“Guess whoever sent you won’t be too happy.”
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
New chapter of Druidsworn is up at last! Featuring the drow manfailure Nere. I hope there is still someone who reads this wretched little fic. We're progressing. I hope.
I know, I' am a little bit late and I have already posted this art, buuuut I reeeeally wanted to post something In honor of pride month!!! I wish the best for everyone queer out there, lesbians transgenders, bisexuals, ace, gays, pans and pretty much everyone, who I didn't named!!! You all are worthy, loved and cherished, no matter what others may say!! <3
just made the crazy realization that i'm only two drafts away from having the entirety of little lightbringer written down. and only a few chapters left to publish too alongside of them
the best i can offer to little lightbringer community (me) right now is them in tomodachi life with awfully lazy outfits (i should do something about that)
i wish more people would make cool and serious art or content of their fat ocs instead of them always being happy, chill, funny, the same easy-to-digest stuff i always see. i love seeing fat characters presented as sexy (and i do not mean this in a fetish way) but that they are gorgeous and know it. i want to see fat people being taken seriously and wallow in both grief and hatred and be nonchalant and look sick as hell while doing it