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i am being so selfish. i am so selfish. they cant even get up from bed today and i am complaining about my job? im so self absorbed. my problems are nothing. theyre so nothing. i am making a big deal out of something so small always and they do not deserve to have to deal with the way i am feeling ever. i am so pathetic. i am so foul and disgusting. i am itchy and it feels like there is hair in my throat ans i am so dumb
i wish i could word my feelings and talk about them openly . i wish i knew why im trying not to cry at work . A double should be nothing to me i work a nothing job everyone else is so much more important than i am . im nothing . i could die tomorrow and no one would care . Right
is everything bad. everyone keeps telling me im in a horrible situation. i feel numb . Nothing feels real . not really 🧚
starts screaming and clutching my head in agony I WANT IT TO STOP I WANT IT TO STOP I WANT IT ALL TO STOPPPPP
it feels like everything i say and do only makes everything worse which i know isnt necessarily true but i know theyre feeling a lot right now and Heugh i will just keep my mouth shut so i dont say anything wrong anymore i will show up later and they might be mad as fuck at me but its whatever its whatever its whater er its whatever i need to hide away forever. i need to crawl under a bed
i want it to stop can someone just make it stop today was supposed to be hopeful and good now theres just a crushing weight on my chest and a need to stop existing
i am at the bottom of a hole and i am screaming and clawing at the walls trying to get out but i will simply have to wait for the flood waters to come 👍 and then i will drown
doomed myself by saying this. helene swag
you hate me so much and that is so obvious
i am not a burden but sometimes i feel like one . my emotions are too much for anyone to handle, including me, and i just want it to be done and over with i know ill get better and ill feel better one day but by fucking god i need that drs appointment now not in a month i need a mood stabilizer or so help me god
I have so many thoughts and concerns always but i thin,k im just going to sit on them and swallow them until i die maybe
i will be kind i will be normal i shall be docile and Nice And Good . And nothing else.
i want to give up i just want to rot peacefully is that so bad. i just want bliss. i just want to experience peace and serenity i want to stare up at the tree canopy as i melt into the earth as it finally takes me home
i am at the bottom of a hole and i am screaming and clawing at the walls trying to get out but i will simply have to wait for the flood waters to come 👍 and then i will drown
anybody else feel like theyre broken beyond repair and um maybe they should just be put down like a horse with a broken leg. existing hurts so much theres a constant ache in my chest and stomach and existing feels like staring into a yawning void. the world holds nothing for me, and i hold nothing for the world. You know
the underwhelming dense pang of sadness mixed with the loss of personal identity and opportunity that goes hand-in-hand when you're forced to live with your parents as someone well into their adult years lol
the loss of privacy. the absence of choice. the desire for more that's out of reach.
sorry this was supposed to say overwhelming. it gets to be too much. trying to fit your adult interests in the confined spaces of your childhood room; the emotions of your younger self piled within the crevices of this one room that you're able to express yourself in is... overwhelming and choking
not to mention the mixture of emotions, right? grateful you're not homeless. grateful your parent extends a helping hand. grateful they understand why you're not on your own. yet you're still grieving what could be. grieving the creativity you have to shelter because it's not your space to create. the experiences you must only daydream, the ones you're missing out on, because you can't bring people over. the rules you must follow, even as a grown adult with your own autonomy, because there are even older adults who want things to be in place; inherently feeling like an infant no matter what you do, no matter how much older you get. etc, etc, etc, and so on.
“It's taboo to admit that you're lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven't left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you're not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are. A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn't transition well to adult life, that you'd fall right through the cracks. And look at you now, it's happening.”
Heres a link to Ryan O'Connell's original piece
Look at all these names in your phone. You are so popular. You know people. Why are you coming up short? Why is there such a gap between the
For context hes a writer and actor who's gay and has cerebral palsy.
i tried taking a bath i tried mindfulness i tried fucking everything AND I STILL WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!
GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF!!!!!!
